Moon_babydino

Myungyeon

Myungsoo was being so busy in his work. He don't really have time to make bonding with Jiyeon [his girlfriend] that's why she really annoyed and irritated, Jiyeon decided to break up with him but he really don't want it. He got depressed without her. Feeling that he wanted to die, he decided to leave and go in America to follow his parent there and to pursue his dream to become professional singer and dancer. One day, Jiyeon heard that rumours. Jiyeon felt regret and was so depressed also. Before the day of his flight, that night Jiyeon went to his apartment and she was really drunk. She confessed that she still love him and she only want to back him again that she cannot live without him. [authornim make Jiyeon being childish act here like a kid very innocent lols] that night happen the unexpected things. They lost their first time. Morning comes and Jiyeon was really shocked when she saw she's and Myungsoo was beside her, also , hugging her like bear. [make a fluffy cute reconciled to them authornim. Thank you sooooooooooo much ! ^^]

“Myungsoo-ah!”

“Yes, manager hyung?!”

“You have a job! MC for Music Bank. Do you want it?”

“Sure!”

“Okay. I’ll tell them.”

Myungsoo was a member of group Infinite. He was an idol, who turned to be an awesome actor, and now, he will be a MC.

His workload gradually increased after his debut.

That also meant one thing: he had less time for his personal life. He had less time for his girlfriend, who he kept hidden away from his fans.

Yes, his company knew it.

At first they were against it but when they saw how good he can cope with it, they let him be. They had no intention to break someone who had been together for so long too.

Myungsoo auditioned to be a singer on 2007, and he was already with his girlfriend for 5 years since they were childhood sweethearts.

Since then, his girlfriend stayed by his side for 12 long years.

No one bared to see them part.

He thought his girlfriend wouldn’t mind his busy schedule, but she had enough.

Myungsoo returned home one night, only to find Jiyeon with her luggage packed up. She was waiting for him.

“Baby? What’s all this?”

“My stuff.”

“Where are you going? Do you have an overseas trip again?”

“No. I’m going for good.”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m breaking up with you.”

“No you can’t do that.” Myungsoo walked up to her, “Why? What’s wrong?! Did I do anything wrong?!”

“Yes you did.”

“What did I do wrong?!”

“You had no time for me anymore.”

“No, Jiyeon-”

Jiyeon sniffled sadly as she cupped his cheeks. “I only wish for a day, that you could be with me for the whole day. But it won’t happen.”

“I can make it happen!”

“No!” Jiyeon cried and pushed him away, “You can’t! All you do is your work. You had no thoughts for me at all!”

“No, baby. Let me explain.”

“I don’t wish to hear anymore.” Jiyeon yanked her luggage and walked out immediately.

Myungsoo was so devastated.

He fell onto the ground as his legs gave up on him. He cried. He cried the whole night, thinking about her only wish he couldn’t grant her.

He was guilty, of course.

And as such, he dared not chase after her.

He wanted her to be happy.

He wanted her to find happiness, if he couldn’t give it to her.

But to Myungsoo, it was the end of the world.

He felt suffocating.

He felt awful.

He felt painful.

He felt as though he was dreaming.

He wanted to wake up but this dream continued for so long.

He wanted to hug her close, kiss her badly, and cuddle with her again.

But no.

His wish wouldn’t come true anymore.

He rejected his work for being Music Bank’s MC, and he declined all offers after he finished the latest drama.

He even asked for a hiatus from his group too.

He needed space.

He needed time.

He needed some space and time to think. He needed some air.

Myungsoo discussed it with his parents too and they said they support him in whichever route he chose.

And Myungsoo decided.

He would go.

He would get out of Korea, the place he had the most memories in.

He would go and search for his dream since his dream in Korea died.

He would go to America and learn more things from professionals, if that was the only way he could head to.

Yes.

And he booked everything.

He even discussed it with his company too.

They let him go since his contract was ending.

Infinite disbanded just like that.

Myungsoo packed his stuff, slowly, a few each day and had th