14 January, 2011.

I was sitting alone in the park. It was so cold. I tried to keep myself warm by rubbing my hands together. When suddenly I felt something warm on my face. I looked up to find a cute person was standing before me handing me warm drink. I took it thankful bowing slightly. He waved at me before he left. Then my friends had come, calling me from far. I ran over to them.

I am wandering who was that person. Will I be able to see him again?

21 January 2011.

I saw that person again today. I can’t believe that I actually ran into him again.

And this can’t be a dream right? He is attending the same school as me.

I wonder if he remember me. I could not go and thank him again. I was scared that he would not recognize me.

23 January 2011

Hyuk remembered me. He talked to me today. We talked a lot.

We have the same interest and dreams it’s something amazing and hard to believe.

Music, we wants to be an idols.

Why am I so happy?? It’s so strange.

I think I have a little crush on him. It is so silly but yeah.

5 February 2011 

We get along so well. My feelings for him had grown. I am falling so hard.

First love? I had always wished for my first love.

He had asked me to watch a movie with him tomorrow. It’s our first date.

But are we even in a relationship??

6 February 2011

I could die right now. My heart hadn’t stopped beating.

Hyuk asked me to be his girlfriend, he told me that he likes me, he KISSED ME.

Oh my god, I can’t breathe probably.

29 November 2011.

I had an audition in a good company and they had accepted me. I am so happy.

Now I can achieve my dream but it is getting hard. I can’t see Hyuk. I miss him. He’s also busy with his training.

1 January 2012.

Our first anniversary is coming up soon.

I want to surprise hyuk. I miss him so much. I haven’t seen him for weeks now. I hope we can get through this together. I wonder if he misses me.

5 February 2012.

He is breaking up with me.

I can’t believe this.

He told me that we can’t continue like this and that we have to concentrate on our training so we could achieve our dreams. We should remain as friends. He said it would be better.

And I said YES.

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