He had been practicing for this day for a couple of months without stopping. It was hard to see him and meet up with him and he was even too busy to text you or call you. But he tried hard as much as he could to keep in contact with you.

As far as you knew how much his work was so important and you knew how much he had been working hard because he loved this work, you couldn't help but sometimes feel kind of lonely and sad.

He didn't come home a lot, keeping up with him with hard sometimes and visiting him out of blue wouldn't help either as he locked himself up in the studio.

Last week the two of you had a huge fight over something silly as why hadn't you replied, his texts and calls when he needed you.  He came home that night after two weeks from being away and the two of you took hours fighting over why you had been ignoring him, instead of cuddling and having him with you once again.  

It wasn't like you were ignoring him, you were busy, too, with school work and when you finish them he would be busy practice and vice verse. You had been working hard at school so you would be able to go to their concert.

The tension between the two of you was too high and you couldn't help but feel frustrated and angry, but that didn't mean that you would leave him when he needed you the most and not supporting him.

"You will come today?" He sent you a message this morning and you didn't know how to reply. You wanted to surprise him by being there at the concert, giving him support. Why had he had to ask you that?

“I don't know. I'm busy." Once you clicked on send you regretted it. You should have said you were coming. Now he would be thinking that you were still angry at him when you completely forget about what happened that day. And he would be more hurt after you had ignored his calls unintentionally.

Why life could be just as easy?

Grabbing anything in front of you to wear, you wanted to make it quickly to the concert. You wore your ripped jeans and a warm jumper on the top and applied a small amount of makeup so it would put some colors to your tired face.  

Hurrying up so you could go to the concert in time, you grabbed your ticket and the backstage passage that Namjoon gave to you as a small gift. You were grateful to him, he wanted to help you make up with Yoongi as he had been more stressed because of you, which made you feel more guilty.

Making sure you have enough money and your car keys, you jumped into your shoes and out of the door, forgetting completely about your jacket that you put on the couch to take it with you.

As you reached to the concert area, you parked the car in the garage, getting your bag and took your place in the line with the other fans.

Just like any kind of fan you stood there excited to watch their performance. Your heart was beating loudly and you were both nervous and excited. But you couldn't help but wonder how was Yoongi. Was he okay? Was he nervous? You wished to be with him now, backstage. He looked so tired and the dark circles were surrounding his eyes the last time you saw him.

Getting inside finally, you took your seat and admired how huge the stage was. It was so large and huge and you felt proud of your boyfriend who worked hard enough to gain this much of love and receiving care from his fans.

Sooner the place turned black and the boys appeared on the stage, surrounded by a lot of smoke and the music started and the screams got louder and louder as the song went on and the performance started.

At that moment, your eyes were glued to the stage overwhelmed with what you were seeing. Perfection in your boyfriend,