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With worry striking you deep in your heart you looked at him sadly, "Jungkook..."

Even though he was young he understood that tone of voice and what that usually meant and the result was not something he was ready for. He wasn't ready for you to leave him. He wasn't ready for the heartbreak that would come with you dissappearing. He scooted a little closer, because his childish side was saying to stick close. The same way a child does with their mother in a uncomfortable situation. 

"_______, I'm sorry, please don't be mad at me." He whined a little.

Even though you were dissappointed in him you held back a little smile. You weren't mad, sad yes, mad no. He was adorable the way he looked at you like a child and wanted your full undevided attention. His eyes were screaming worry and his body was the persona of being scared. You wanted to play around with him a little but didn't know how he would react so you just stayed silent. You could just deal with mentally picturing how he would react. In the silence his worry grew that you were mad and he couldn't help but feel at a loss for words. Jungkook gently looked you in the eye and gave a small smile that melted your heart. 

"If you despise me, fine go ahead. You hate me? Hate me forever. If you hate the way I talk, walk, chew, or dance, that's ok. Just don't take away the one thing I care about more than anything in the world. Please don't leave me alone because I couldn't live without the thought that you are there whenever I come back." He spoke in such a serious tone it shocked you.

His words cut you deep and unlocked part of your heart that you were trying to keep under wraps. He made you fall even harder and for some reason he was holding you to him tighter than you've ever felt before. He was truly scared and it warmed your heart and made you feel like you were his world. Little did you know that you were in fact his world, his love, his life, you owned it all. You felt overjoyed and sad at the same time. The last time you saw Jungkook you were suspicious that he had feelings for your little sister. The question still stands in your mind but as you look at him and listen to the deep root of his words you see that you might be wrong. He might not feel anything towards her and just be friendly to her because she is your sister and he wants you to be happy and know that he is getting along with your family and the people that are important to you. 

"Jungkook... I...." You felt tears well in your eyes. 

You wanted to tell him so many things but just didn't have the words to say them and to convey your emotions. You quickly covered your eyes so he didn't see you crying but you knew he had seen every tear and quivering breath. He was heartbroken... He quickly wrapped his arms around you and held your crying figure securely against him. He never wanted to see you cry. He knew that when you cried it meant that your heart was slowly breaking and coming out in your tears. Every tear and rugged breath broke his heart and made him hold on to you tighter. 

"Please dont cry..." He whispered in broken spirits. 

The two of you sat there in silence until you heard the softest and most heartwarming hums right by your ear. You took a moment to listen to his voice and slowly feel like you were encased in the gentle sound. He was humming "I Don't Wanna Love Somebody Else" by A Great Big World. You closed your eyes and felt your tears come to a halt and dry. His voice calmed your soul and there was something in his tone that reassured you that everything would be ok. 

"I felt... lost... and forgotten. I thought I had lost you and wouldn't see you again." You mumbled into his arm.

"I'm not going anywhere." He chuckled, "You're stuck with me, deal with it angel."

You smiled into him and inhaled his sweet scent, "You better not! It's been hard without you."

His smile faltered, "What's wrong?"

You stayed quiet, you didn't want him to know that you weren't sleeping well or eating well. He didn't need to worry about you more than he already does. You bit your tongue and stayed silent. 

"________." He spoke in a stern voice, hoping you would get the feeling of how serious he is. 

"I'm fine, it's ok." You whispered.

He pulled back but to his surprise you stuck against him so he couldn't pull too far away. He tried to push you off so he could see your face. Something was wrong and he knew it, but you refused to let him see your face.

"No you're not! What's wrong?" He whined.

"I'm just not that hungry..." 

He froze and then tightened his hands on your shoulders. That's when he felt it. The curve of your bones and the point where your skin has thinned out. He felt horrified and worried all at the same time. His little angel was unhealthy and in pain and he couldn't help but think it was his fault. 

"Angel.... Why did you stop eating? It's not healthy!" He worried.

"I don't know... It just happened..." You looked off as your stomach made a small whine of hunger.

"You better start eating! I'm going to worry about you now!" He kissed your temple.

"Ok..." You gave a small smile and held onto him as close as you could until either of you had to go. 

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