“Hyung! Jiyong hyung! Wake up!” 

AISH! Why do I have to wake up this early? I’m so tired yesterday that I can’t even move a muscle now. The hardest part is, I’m here in Seoul while _________ is in Busan. 6 days of not seeing her is torture and now, I can’t even talk to her because she’s too busy. AISH!

I   dragged myself out from bed and went to the bathroom, took a bath and dress up. The moment I walked out of my room, Seungri and Daesung are on the couch sleeping while Youngbae is in the kitchen cooking.

“Oh! Jiyong-ah!” Youngbae greeted when he saw me walk in the kitchen.

“Hey” I opened the fridge and get a bottle of water.

“You woke up fast…waaa…you’re really improving” Youngbae said and I smirked.

My body clock is starting to change, it’s a bit easy for me to wake up in the morning now. I’m not a morning person and everyone knows that, but because of _________, I’m beginning to be one. Our early morning calls and conversations had something to do with it.

“________ haven’t called yet?” Youngbae asked as he sat in front of me at the dining table.

“”mmm…she’s got a hectic schedule…she’s already complaining about it” I answered.

“The seminar really is a serious thing…she’ll be back tomorrow right?” he asked and I nod.

“I can’t wait for it though…I’m thinking of going to Busan today…but we have so many things to do…and I can’t just abandon that” I said and he nod in agreement.

I already told YG hyung that I want to go to Busan but as expected, he said no.

*at YG’s office* (yesterday)

“Hyung…can I go to Busan tomorrow? I’ll be back on Wednesday” I asked nervously.

“Jiyong…you can’t….you know very well that you’ve got a lot to do here…Big Bang’s comeback is just around the corner and you just can’t meddle around now…and….__________ is too busy to even entertain you…I received a copy of her schedule there and it’s very hectic…I’m telling you” he said in his serious tone and I just sighed.

“OK….I guess I’ll just have to wait till Wednesday” I said, giving up the hope that I have minutes ago.

“Jiyong-ah…you need to learn how to be away from each other…this will be a normal thing for the two of you…in a matter of months…you’ll be very busy with Big Bang and you’re going to be out of the country everytime” he said.

“I know that…it’s just that…we’re just new and I just want to spend much time with her…since I know that I’ll be busier than her in the coming months” I said and he nod.

“You know…it’s actually good for you guys to not see each other everyday…in that way…you will miss each other and you will not be sick and tired of each other easily…you both need your own personal space as well” he said in a fatherly tone.

“I guess that’s true…she’s been so expressive with her feelings now more than ever” I said and I smiled remembering the things that she had done to me these past few days.

“See…that’s what I’m talking about” he said and patting my shoulders.

________ has been really sweet to me these past few days or shall I say she’s sweeter now. She’s so open about telling me that she misses me and she loves me. I think that she’s coming out of her shy shell and is becoming more expressive, she’s being transparent as well. Before, it’s really hard for me to know or feel her emotions, and she’s good in hiding it. Now, she has been telling me everything.

I know that I’ll be busy promoting with Big Bang this coming months and time will be a problem, but I’m not worried about it because I know ________ can understand it. She’s been telling me that she’s excited to see Big Bang on stage already and even asked me if I can take her to a live performance, of course I said yes to her. It’ll be so good to know that the woman you love is watching you and giving you support.

*at the cafeteria* (present)

“OH! There’s Daryl and Railey!” maknae said the moment we entered the cafeteria.

Seeing the girls without ________ is making me sad, I’m just so used to seeing them with her. I actually went to their office yesterday and asked if _______ is there, it slipped through my mind that she is in Busan as of the moment.

“Hey!” Daryl greeted us as we sit next to them.

“What’s up girls?” Seungri asked coolly.

“Well…it’s really a busy day for the magazine department…how bout you guys? How’s Japan?” Railey answered.

“It’s went well…Jiyong hyung told us that you watched our performance…what can you say about it?” maknae replied as we wait for their answer.

“It was so good…I super loved it!” Railey said and we all smiled at her.

“OK…this might sound weird….but…you guys are hot on that stage” Daryl said and we all laughed.

“How about _________ what did she say about it?” maknae asked again and I listened intently.

“She’s smiling throughout the performance…she’s really a fan! She screams whenever the crowd screams and it’s really cute…you guys made our boss go gaga for you” Railey said and a smile formed on my lips.

“Jiyong hyung…heard that? ________’s been screaming all throughout our performance” maknae repeated and I just nod at him.

“She’s so protective over Jiyong!” Railey added.

“Ah yes! We’ve been telling her that Jiyong is