November 10, 2016

I dreamed of a wedding of elaborate elegance, A church filled with family and friends, I asked him what kind of a wedding he wished for, he said one that would make me his wife. When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

My body is still tired from last night’s sudden “hot night” and I’m telling you, doing it in the bathroom is really a huge pain in the (literally). I woke up with Isabella poking my arm and she really is not stopping until I wake up.

“Baby girl….what is it?” I asked with my eyes still closed.

“Dad” she answered and by the sound of her voice, I know that she’s about to cry.

I opened my eyes and saw an empty space beside Isabella. Where is he?

“Dad….Dad” Isabella kept on saying with tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Baby girl…don’t cry” I hugged my daughter tightly while rubbing her back gently “I’m sure dad is just around here somewhere” I continued but she didn’t stop, instead, her silent cries become loud.

Gosh! Where could that guy be? It’s still early. No, it’s still SUPER early so it’s impossible for him to wake up and he didn’t even tell me that they have schedules today.

“Jiyong! Jiyong! Babe!” I called out but got no response.

As Isabella’s cries goes louder, I have no choice but to stand up and look for him. Gosh! What a way to start my day.

As I walk out of the room while carrying Isabella, I found an empty living room and he’s also not in the kitchen. And because we can’t find him anywhere, we went back to our room. Isabella is still sobbing and I swear! This is the sign that she’s already loosening up to her dad. She’s usually like this to me only but surprisingly, she’s doing it to G-dragon as well.

As I was looking for my phone on the side table, I saw a note and it looks like it’s from G-dragon.

Baby girl,

Good Morning! I feel so bad because I wasn’t able to say goodbye to you and Isabella. I left early for a sudden schedule but I’ll try to drop by your office later. I love you! Please kiss Isabella for me. I love you both! See you later!

Jiyong.

Up till now, G-dragon is still on notes. I can still remember the times when he always leaves notes on my table along with a bouquet of flowers.

“Baby girl…dad’s going to work first…he’ going to sing and dance:” I told Isabella while wiping her tears.

“Do you want to call him?” I asked and her face lit up.

Now I can feel their closeness. I know that G-dragon gave a lot of effort just to bond with our daughter and it paid off with a good result. This will also be the start of Isabella being a daddy’s girl, I’m so sure of that.

“Good Morning!” Isabella shouted cheerfully and that alone made G-dragon giggle.

“Good Morning baby girl” he replied sweetly and it really melted my whole being.

The way they talk to each other is so sweet and it made me wanna cry. I cannot imagine that they have adjusted well to each other now.

“Where’s your mum?” he asked and Isabella looked at me.

“I’m here” I answered.

“….Good Morning baby girl” he said and it made me smile. His voice is really the sweetest and I can wake up to it every morning.

I know that he’s busy with their concert rehearsals and recordings and I have to prepare Isabella for that. She will expect her dad to be with us always and I know so well that it will not be like that. I have to explain to her that G-dragon’s work is different from mine and his time is not with us always.

“Do you want to have breakfast now?” I asked while hugging her.

“I want sausage” she answered and I kissed her cheek.

The girls went home late yesterday but they woke up early as well. Upon seeing me, Daryl smiled widely and she’s really freaky, it’s not the typical Daryl in the morning that I used to know.

“What’s with the smile?” I asked when she sat on her chair.

“Nothing…why?” she asked.

“You’re weird…I mean…you’re not a morning person and this is the first time that I saw you smile like that” I said and she laughed.

“Sis…let’s just say that this day is really wonderful and there are a lot of wonderful things that will happen” she said while chewing a sausage.

“That’s really positive but hearing it from you? It’s a bit…you know…surreal” I said.

I can feel something is going on behind me and they’re hiding it. My girl instinct is telling me that the girls are hiding something from me. Railey also have that same weird wide smile plastered on her face when she joined us for breakfast.

“Is everything going well with the finalizations?” I asked.

“Well…so far…so good…there are papers that are still needed to be signed boss and I’m telling you…please re-read it well…I don’t really like the idea of having another set of models aside from the originals” Railey said and I nod.

“I can’t understand why the clients are demanding for different models…I mean…it’s just going to be in one issue…why bother? Right?” Daryl said.

“I’ve already reviewed that and I told the clients that their demands are just too much for us to handle…I’m in for another meeting with them later” I said and they nod.

I guess it’s not only G-dragon who will be busy, I’m really being showered with a lot of work and it’s going to drain me once again. GOD please help me!

“By the way sis…what time do you think are you going home later?” Railey asked and I looked at her curiously.

“I don’t know…if I’m already done with reviewing and editing…maybe we’ll be here around 8am…why? Aren’t you going home with me later?” I asked.

“Actually…Daryl and I along with Cho hee are going to have a location hunt for the next photoshoot…we’re going to leave early” Daryl answered.

“Location hunting? We have our creative team to do that right? And why is Cho hee going with you?” I asked curiously.

“uhmmm…she was the one who recommended the place…that’s why she has to be there” Railey answered but she looked a bit unsure of what she said.

So this means that I’m going to be alone once again in the office. My only problem is, who will take care of Isabella while I’m at the meeting? G-dragon is not going to be in the building. This is a HUGE problem.

“uhmm…guys?” I asked.

“mmm?”

“Your still going back to the office after you checked the location right?” I asked and they nod.

“Can you please babysit Isabella for me? Can you bring her with you? I know this is too much but I can’t take her to my meeting and nobody’s going to take care of her” I said and they laughed.

“Truth is…we’re going to ask you if we can borrow this little girl first coz we know that you’ve got a lot of things to do later” Daryl said and I smiled at them.

“Thank you so much! I’m sure this time…she’s not going to have a meltdown…coz she already had one awhile ago” I said and they looked at me in worry.

“What happened?” Railey asked.

“She didn’t wake up with Jiyong…and she cried so loud because she can’t find him” I said and the girls smiled at my daughter who is still busy eating.

“I guess they’re closer now” Daryl said.

“Truth is…they are super close now…Jiyong really is a good dad and I can see his effort” I said.

“Sis? Can I ask you a random question?” Daryl asked and I nod.

“What wi