07-09-12

20th day in Seoul. Few hours in Jeju.

To Love is to receive a glimpse of heaven

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. 

*you’re my h-h-h-h-h-heartbreaker,naega mwoljalmotaenneunji. You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker no way no way*

Gosh! Who in the world will call me so early in the morning? I haven’t even slept for 5 hrs!

“Hello?” I answered with my morning voice.

“Hey _________....did I wake you up?” he asked with concern and his voice feeling sorry.

Upon hearing his voice, I sat up straight and fixed my hair as if he was there in front of me.

“uhmm…yes? But it’s ok…what’s up?” I asked.

“Well, I just want to ask if you want to have breakfast?” he asked and my lips formed automatically into a smile.

“OK…I’m going to get ready first” I answered as I got up from bed heading to the bathroom.

“OK….just stay there…don’t go out of your room…I’ll call you when I’m ready” he said excitedly.

“uhmmm…G-dragon…what are you up to this time? You’re freaky again…can you at least explain why can’t I go out or something?” I said and I heard him smirked.

“Just don’t go out….I don’t want you waiting outside for me” he said and I felt my face blush.

“OK…just call me…bye” I agreed and hanged up.

So, this is all true. The man that was talking sweetly on the phone and asking me for breakfast is G-dragon. I actually thought that this whole thing is just a dream. Honestly, I wasn’t able to sleep at all because my mind kept on replaying everything that happened yesterday, my revelations, our secrets, his confession, holding hands, hugs and yeah….the kiss. My whole being is now shaken and I feel like I’m floating on air. OH Gosh! This is insane!

After my mind stopped its thinking game, I went to the bathroom and took a bath, after doing the usual, I laid my clothes once again on my bed and started picking and choosing my outfit for the day (it’s a habit of mine, I actually check and scan for clothes in my closet but since all my clothes are in a cabinet, I have to scatter them on my bed to get a full glimpse). Ok, what should I wear? I only have a few clean clothes for I only brought enough for 3 days. Wait. When did I have a hard time choosing my outfit? To think that we will just go to the hotel’s restaurant for breakfast. Fine! I’ll just wear whatever decent clothes I have in here. After a long time of staring and matching clothes, I chose to wear my Elie Saab blouse, Premium shorts matched it with Moda sandals, Diane von Furstenberg bracelet and diamond earrings. I tied my hair in a messy bun and that’s it! More natural, much better. 

*you’re my h-h-h-h-h-heartbreaker,naega mwoljalmotaenneunji. You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker no way no way*

“Hello?” I answered as I was putting my shoes on.

“Are you all set?” he asked.

“Yep…are you outside my room now?” I asked and checked myself in the mirror.

“uhmm…can you open your door?” he said as I quickly ran to open my door.

OH MY! What?! 

The moment I opened my door, there was a huge teddy bear and another humongous bouquet of flowers on the floor but G-dragon was nowhere to be seen. I picked up the flowers and this time it was all red roses, it took me a hundred years to carry the teddy bear and the flowers for they were too big and heavy for me. I checked the bear and the flowers if they have a card attached to them and I saw one on the flowers.

Good Morning baby girl. I love you – Mr. Kwon.

Awww… this is just too sweet, I can’t take it anymore. Where the hell is he? I can’t wait to see him and say thank you. I hugged the huge teddy (I swear! It’s bigger than me and heavier than my luggage, how can I bring it back to Seoul?) after a few minutes, he called again.

“where are you?” I asked curiously.

“Did you saw my friend outside your door? He has something for you…have you seen it as well?” he asked and I smiled.

“Yes Mr.Kwon…I have seen them…actually, you’re friend right here gave me a hard time letting him in” I said and I can hear him laugh.

“I’m sorry Ms. _________......I bet you read the card already?” he asked once again and remembering the note that was written in that card made me blush.

“Yes… Good Morning Mr. Kwon” I greeted him and I can imagine him smiling sweetly.

“uhmm…so, where are you? I’’m actually hungry…you know..” I added.

“OH! Uhmm…Can you call Cho hee first? I think she wants