06-12-12

Just got home from work. Can I even count myself as a human? I think I am some kind of robot who is programmed to do so many things who actually have a brain that is about to explode at any moment. Gosh! This is what I call a hell day! I opened my Facebook and Twitter accounts and find it boring and even exhausting. I used to enjoy these things. I'm just too worn out with everything. I'm having my own K-POP party. My earphones are about to break. This happens when I just want to zone out and get away from reality.

My reality is…I have a routine, every single day of my life I do the same things and even eat the same food, EVERY SINGLE DAY. I earn a lot, gained a lot of respect from people but why am I not happy? How I wish I won't ever have to go back to reality again, enjoying these K-POP idols and drowning in their music. Now that I'm already twenty one, all I can think about is how to find time to do things that I love. Well, the worse part there is that I am a certified NBSB. Ha! What does that mean? Those letters stands for NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH. Oh well, at least in mind I do have a boyfriend, and one way or the other I can manipulate him. LOL! Am I going crazy?

 Here I go again, I'm seeing him again. Who's him? The "HIM" I'm talking about is G- Dragon, Big Bang's Leader, certified hot male, a Genius, you name it he got it! Thinking of it, the framed picture of him has been on my table for three years already (that is how I love him) along with some, wait,