MUSIC AND FASHION
Diary of a Fan Girl (can you believe it? WE FELL IN LOVE?)
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We walked to his car that is parked a few blocks away from the studio. It feels like, it was the longest and most silent walk of my life. I was walking behind him and my feet are already aching because of the long walk. Upon seeing a white Bentley, I know right away that it was his car. "Here we are" G-Dragon said while opening the car. He opened the car door for me and waited until I settle before closing it. He then whent to his side and started the engine. "Ready to go?" he asked me while putting his seat belt on. "Yeah" I answered him with an awkward smile. After that, we drove off and he really drive's smoothly. Awkward silence filled the car and I can hear my own heart pumping a million times per second. I'm just looking outside the window and trying to cool down. I can't look at my other side for I will see him, so no matter how my neck is already hurting from looking in just one direction, I don't care and just let it be. "uhh..do you want some music?" G-Dragon asked and it snapped me back to reality. "OK..up to you" I answered. He got his ipod out with one hand and looked at it. "OK..uhmm..my ipod ran out of battery..can we plug yours?" he said feeling embarrassed. OH MY! I really want some music right now too, at least to lessen the silence and awkwardness. But, I don't think using my ipod is a good idea, my choice in music is actually lame and random (it means, I don't usually have a specific genre that I listen to. Most of my songs are not that popular and sang rarely, some of them are also weird once you heard the lyrics and I haven't updated my playlist for months already) FINE! I dont have a choice anyway. I plugged it on his player and hoped that a good song will play (I chose my all english playlist for I don't want him to have a clue on how big a K-POP I am. I have an all Big bang folder as well). The moment I my ipod, Rihanna's song Man Down played (Why is that out of all the times this song will play, it has to be with G-Dragon? The song is about killing somebody and running out of it) I looked at him and he's following the song's beat. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwVJjnYuoKI *Cause I didn't mean to hurt him Could've been somebody's son And I took his heart when I pulled out that gun* "uhmm..do you want me to change the song?" I asked him. "No..it's okay..why do you wanna change it?" he said while looking at me a little then back to the road. "uhmm..it's..it's just that the song is a bit scary?" I explained nervously. "NO..it's okay..it actually has a different feel to it" G-Dragon assured me, so I just let it be. Again, silence filled the car and only music can be heard. The next song played and Lykke Li's Everybody but me played (this is actually a favorite of mine but the song is quite different from the normal songs out there and I'm not sure if he knows the song as well) I heard him giggle and I don't know what's with all the giggling. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kpw3rcY8eHo *When everybody's dancing, I don't want to When everybody's joking, I don't want to When everybody's laughing, I don't want to Everbody but me When everybody's driking, I don't want to When everybody's smoking, I don't need more When everybody's fooling, I don't want to Everybody but me* "I didn't know you like these kind of songs" G-Dragon said as he continued to giggle. "Well, I actually happened to like the singer..and I can relate to the lyrics of the song..so..yeah.." I tried to bring myself up from embarrassment. Another silent moment between us. OK, so we're gonna talk if we feel like it and shut up for a long time then talk again. The next song was much more weird to be heard knowing that it was chosen by a woman (once again, my choice of songs are reflecting my randomness) Incubus's Megalomaniac played and I really swear to change my playlist once I get home. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyHA1aRbHgg *If I were
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