Jiyong,

As you read this I’m probably somewhere far from Korea, I know that this letter will be filled with my stupidity. This is the hardest thing that I’ve ever have to do but I guess I have to do it in order for us to have closure. I’m now inside a dark room and I guess I’ll be in this room for the rest of my life.

You’re the most wonderful thing that has ever happen to me. God has answered my prayer for he has given me a man who is definitely perfect! You have your own fair share of mistakes and troubles but in my eyes, you are flawless. I know that I should not say these sticky words to you now but I can’t help it.

You made me see life in a different angle and you were able to bring me out to the real world. Jiyong, if it weren’t for you, I will still be in my heartless and robotic world. All my life I always tell myself that I’ll never let anybody shake my beliefs and change my outlook in life but I ate all those words coz when you came into my life, you changed me into a better person. I can’t believe that you were able to change one lifeless person and made her human.

We risked everything when we finally decided to be a couple. I know that we’ve been through a lot even before our relationship started and I’m really thankful to you because you have been my source of hope and strength during those times.

Living in with you is one of the most wonderful decisions that I’ve ever made. Giving up my ity to you is also a wonderful thing, yes, I know that it bended my ity rule and once again, it changed my beliefs but you always treat me with respect and everytime we make love I can feel your love for me. I may be one crazy girl and I tend to deprive you always, but Jiyong, if you only know how much I enjoy every night sleeping and waking up in your arms, those are the moments tha