The moment I heard her drive off, I went to my car and followed her. I was able to catch up but I lost her because of a freaking stop light. I stopped the car to the nearest café and called her. I’ve been in that café for an hour already and she’s still not answering her phone. I was thinking that she was with the girls but when I called them, they told me that they’re already in the office and she’s not there. Where can she be?

*Girlfriend alert….girlfriend alert*

“Hello?” I don’t answer anonymous numbers but this time I did, for I was thinking that it was ________.

(*in Korean*) “Mr. Kwon? I’m Park Eun Sun…I’m a nurse here at Chiel General Hospital…you’re wife was brought here a few minutes ago with your daughter” the nurse said and upon hearing that, I immediately went to my car.

Please let them be safe, I don’t want to think of anything right now. I’m very sure that they didn’t meet any accidents because the nurse seems so calm when we talked and I don’t want to think about any accidents.

The moment I reached the hospital, I rushed to the information center and asked where she was and I’m thankful that they gave me a room number and not an operating room.

“DAD!” Isabella ran towards me and she started crying while hugging me.

“Baby girl…stop crying…dad’s already here” I said while rubbing her back.

“Mum” she said and I wiped her tears.

“Don’t worry…she’s going to be fine” I said and I carried her.

My wife seems to be fine but I can see pain in her face and seeing her in this situation is enough to break my heart. I know that what I did was wrong, and it was unforgivable but I will really fight for her and for my kids.

(*in Korean*) “Jiyong-ah!” the doctor walked in the room.

“Oh! Good Afternoon” I greeted.

“How is my wife?” I asked.

“Well…she’s into a lot of stress and she’s actually in labor already but we put her under epidural that’s why she’s a bit comfortable now…she’s already 4cm dilated so we’re just going to wait for a few hours before the baby comes out” she answered and I was already relieved.

“Isn’t it too early for her to give birth? She’s due next week right?” I asked.

“Yes…but I guess your baby really wants to go out now…it’s OK…she’s already full term anyway” she answered and I nod.

I’m thankful that she’s fine, I’m excited for our new baby. I don’t know what will happen to us after this. Is she going to let me watch her during delivery? We planned this for a very long time already and not even in my wildest dream have I imagined that we will be having a big problem in time with her delivery.

The good Samaritan that helped my wife and daughter already left the hospital and didn’t even left a number or name, so I wasn’t able to thank him/ her. I called the girls and my family to inform them that _________ is already in the hospital and will be giving birth anytime soon. My in-laws are on a business trip so I wasn’t able to contact them but they’re going here next week so it’s just fine.

“Oh! Jiyong-ah!” Omma walked in the room with Appa and Dami-noona behind her.

“OMO! I’m excited!” Dami-noona shrieked in excitement.

“Grandma! Grandpa! Aunt Dami!” Isabella ran towards Appa and he carried her.

“OMO! You’re heavier now” Appa said and we laughed.

“How was she?” Omma asked.

“She’s under drugs so she’s sleeping but she’s gonna be awake soon” I answered.

Soon enough, the members and the girls arrived and the room is already crowded. I asked the nurses to transfer my wife in an executive suite so that it’ll be much comfortable and spacious. The moment we transferred, she woke up.

“MUM!” Isabella shouted, shocking all of us.

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Where am I? Why is my vision blurry and my head , so painful and heavy? Don’t tell me we had an accident.

“MUM!” Isabella shouted and I opened my eyes fully.

“Baby girl” I said and she hugged me.

“SIS!” Daryl called excitedly and I tried getting up.

“Wait babe! I’ll help you” G-dragon rushed to me and helped me sit.

Oh him! How dare he show up? I mean, I’m totally disgusted by him now and I don’t know how to explain how I feel for him. He’s done so much already and it’s hurting me. I was totally shocked to see everyone and from there, I know that I’m going to labor already.

“Omo…how is my daughter in-law?” Omma asked while holding my hand.

At that time, I just want to tell her that her lovely son is cheating on me and I caught him having with another girl hours ago. I know that I should just brush off the issue first and just focus on my labor, I have to get ready for it.

“I’m fine Omma…they had me under epidural so it’s not that painful yet…but I’m really wishing that it will wear off already” I told her and they all looked at me in shock.

“Here we go again” Daryl said.

“Why?” Dami-unni asked.

“I want to feel the pain of labor and delivery just like what I did when I gave birth to Isabella” I answered.

“But can you handle it?” Omma asked and I chuckled.

“Yes Omma…I feel more like a mother while in pain…let’s just say that I needed to feel physical pain now to wash off my emotional pain” I said and they all looked confused.

I looked at G-dragon who is still figuring out how to approach me. I know that the crowd will feel how awkward we are as time goes by and if one of them will ask why we’re acting strange, I will definitely tell them the truth.

“I can’t wait for my niece to come out!” Dami-unni keeps on saying.

The drug is already wearing off for I can already feel my contractions. I started being uncomfortable again and when the doctor checked on me, she said that my progress is slowing down and I’m just 5 cm dilated which means that, I’ll still be waiting for a few hours more before I see Gabriella.

“We’re going to eat first…what do you feel like eating?” Taeyang asked and I shook my head.

“Jiyong…how about you?” he asked again.

“I’m fine…I’m not hungry yet” he answered.

My in-laws and Isabella also came with them, leaving me and G-dragon alone in the big room. I don’t know what to do and all I want is to breathe some fresh air. I feel like the room is a bit suffocating and it will kill me.

“You know Jiyong…you don’t have to be here…I mean…you can follow them” I said and he shook his head.

“I don’t want to go anywhere…I won’t leave you” he said and reached for my hand but I moved it away from him.

“Babe…I’m sorry” he said and I just stared at him.

“Jiyong…be thankful that I’m in pain right now because if not? I’ll be beating the hell out of you” I said and tears roll down my cheeks.

“Beat me if you want…I don’t care…just forgive me” he said and I shook my head.

“Do you think it’s that easy to forgive you? Jiyong…I caught you ing a girl in our house, in our room, on our bed! How will I be able to forgive you?” I asked and his eyes are starting to tear up.

“I told you…Lauren took advantage of me…I was drunk” he defended himself and I faked a smile.

“Jiyong…I might be stupid but I’m not super stupid…you told me that the reason why you’re letting me sleep with the girls is because you will do a lot of things in the studio and you’re not going home…you didn’t even tell me that you’re gonna goto a club and drink …Jiyong…just tell me the truth and I’ll try to take it” I said and he shook his head.

“My friends invited me to drink and my work ended up a little bit early so I agreed to come with them but babe…I swear! We’re all boys and we just drink…that’s it” he explained.

“Really? Why didn’t you message me? I mean… I’m your wife right? So I have the right to know your whereabouts” I told him.

“I don’t want to disturb you coz it’s really late” he answered and I nod.

“Fine…whatever” I said and a huge pain took over me, making me scream.

“Don’t touch me! I’m fine” I removed his hand away from me.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!” I shrieked in pain and G-dragon came out of the room to call a nurse.

I don’t know what to think anymore, my life is once again being played and I’m tired of it already. I don’t know if this is really my destiny, but one thing’s for sure, I don’t want this life anymore.

“You