07-03-12   14th day in Seoul.   Do you have moments in your life where you just want to be alone because you are afraid of so many things? Well, Im having that moment now. I just don't know what to do. I've always shown my tough side to everybody. I tried my best to not let my weakness rule over me. But now, all I want is to tell this heart of mine to listen to my mind, because I know for sure that if my heart wins all these debates, it'll be the end of me.   I woke up feeling much better than yesterday. I can sit with less pain on my waist, my ankle is slowly going back to shape and I can walk without help, but of course, I can only walk super slow. 2 weeks had passed by so fast and thinking about it, I kinda miss home already. I called mum and dad the moment I went out of the bathroom. We talked about my tour in Seoul with the girls, my first day at work and how my office looks like (I didn't say anything about the injuries and accidents that I've got). Of course, mum talked about her lovely dog (she named it Gucci because it was her favorite brand). at the same time, mum said that she might come to Korea for a business meeting (I wish that it wasn't going to be soon).   After talking to my parents, I head to my closet to choose my outfit for today. since we will be out of the office and we'll be tagging along Big Bang in almost all their schedules, I chose to be comfortable. I still can't wear high heeled shoes (I'm much comforatble wearing them). I wore my Juicy couture blouse, Givenchy leggings and Overknee boots and matched it with my Balenciaga tote. And since the sun is shooting up, I decided to bring my Tom Ford sunglasses for eye protection. I tied my hair in a messy bun and put on my pale pink lipstick. There, I'm all done.             I went out of my room only to see Daryl sleeping on the couch while Railey is having her morning coffee.   "What's up with Daryl? I asked. "I don't know..I just saw her there already when I came out" Railey walked to where I was.   "I'm okay..it's just that..I'm having period cramps" Daryl suddenly spoke up and shocked us.   "Want some medicine?" I asked Daryl and head to the medicine cabinet.   "Have you called Chin Ho already?" I asked while giving Daryl her medicine.   "Yup! I guess, he'll be here in a while" Railey answered. "Are you ready for today boss?" She teased.   "Shut up! Well, you both know that I'm still not good with your stupid idea" I told them while making coffee.   "What?! You're still bothered about it? I thought everything's cool already?" Daryl asked.   "Well, I'm not..but I do I have a cho