“Wait…what? Are you serious?” I asked him and he nod while smiling.

“I am” he answered and I just stared at him in shock.

What will I do now? I mean, a lot of things have happened today and it’s crazier than any other normal day and now, here comes another thing and what’s worst is, it’s not just any other thing for I will be meeting G-dragon’s family in a matter of 4 hours. How will I prepare in that short span of time? This meeting can make or break our relationship, this will tell our future with each other.

“Baby girl…are you OK? All of a sudden you look pale…what’s happening?” he asked, worried.

“Jiyong…what if your parents don’t like me? What will we do?” I looked at him and he laughed.

“Jiyong! Don’t laugh! I’m dead serious!” I said and slapped his shoulder lightly.

“Baby girl…you need to relax…breathe and chill…why are you thinking so much? You’re being too negative” he said and I rolled my eyes at him.

“I’m just thinking of the possible things that might happen Jiyong…If you only know what’s on my mind right now…you’re going to freak out and maybe go crazy” I told him and reached for my hand and kissed it.

“I know that it surprised you...but please…stop thinking of the bad things because that’s not going to happen” he said and I looked at him with worry.

“But what if…what if…they don’t like me for you…and they want you to break up with me…oh ! What’s happening Jiyong? Why is that all of a sudden these things are entering my mind and it’s driving me nuts!” I said and he pulled me close to him and hugged me tight.

“Do you want me to answer that?” he asked and I nod.

“Answer it honestly…as in HONESTLY” I told him and he chuckled.

“If that happens…screw my career…screw yours and let’s just leave this place…go somewhere far and start a new life” he said and I looked at him.

“Babe! Do you hear yourself? Screw your career? That’s not going to happen…I’m telling you…you’re not going to sacrifice that and your family just for me…you’ve worked so hard for everything that you have and your family has been there with you in that journey…and I just came into your life now…so no need to sacrifice things” I said and he looked at me and smirked.

“You told me to be honest…and I’m being honest…my answer’s final and even if you tell me that…you won’t let that happen or whatsoever…I don’t care about what you say…c’mon! Are we going to argue just because of this?” he said and I can see that he’s totally being serious and at the same time a little bit annoyed because of my actions.

“But…I just don’t want that to happen…and I’m not in for an argument right now” I told him and he sighed.

“Then…stop it….don’t think too much” he said and I hugged him.

Seriously, if that happens , I will just distance myself from G-dragon even if it will be the end of me. I don’t want him to sacrifice and give up his career and family just because of me, that’s too much. I know that it will be hard but and I’d rather support and love him from afar than see him with nothing.

“Wait…I think I need to talk to the girls first” I said and stand up.

“OK…I also think that you need that...to calm your hyped nerves down” he said and I hissed.

This is what I really need, some enlightenment and words of encouragement from the girls. I know that I’m just being paranoid, but I can’t help it, it’s his family we’re talking about here.

I went out and found the girls and the Big Bang members on the lounge area, I wonder why the boys are here.

“Hey sis!” Railey said upon seeing me.

“Wow! The whole team is here” I said and the boys chuckled.

“Is Jiyong Hyung in your office?” Seungri asked and I nod at him.

“Can we go there?” Taeyang asked.

“Sure…I think he’ll really love some company for his not doing anything in there” I said and they stood up.

“Well…let’s all go to your office! C’mon!” Daryl said, signaling the boys to follow her.

“uhmm…Daryl…let the guys go first…I need to talk to you and Railey for a while” I said.

“We can talk there” Railey dragged me back to my office.

How will I be able to express everything to them if the boys are there? I don’t want G-dragon to see me so worried about this sudden meeting with his parents.

“Hyung!” Seungri said when he opened the door.

The boys are all in the couch and they were talking and teasing each other while I pulled Railey and Daryl to my desk for some serious talk.

“What is it? Why do you look so worried? What happened?” Railey asked and I sighed.

“I’ll be meeting G-dragon’s family later this evening for dinner” I answered and both of them looked excited.

“OH MY! This is really something serious!” Railey shrieked and the boys looked at us.

“Oh! It’s nothing…Railey just got some exciting news” Daryl explained to the boys and they all nod and went back to talking.

“Shut it…OK?” I told Railey and she nod at me with a huge smile on her face.

“So…what’s with that? You’re meeting his family then?” Daryl asked and I looked at her as if asking for some rescue.

“I’m worried because…they might not like me…or I’ll do something that they don’t want…or I have this certain mannerism that they find annoying…or—“ I said but Daryl cut me.

“Or…you’re just too paranoid…Sis! You’re thinking way too much again…if I were you? I will just let things be” she said and looked at me.

“Daryl’s right sis…that brain of yours should be shut down at the moment…knowing you…you’ll be going to conclusions in a snap and that will bug you all through the night…and in the end…that will just ruin the fun” Railey said.

“But…I can’t help it! I want them to like me…I don’t want them to have a bad impression on me…I’m scared that they will not approve with our relationship…if that happens…I don’t know what to do…I might go crazy…or commit suicide…or—“ I said and Daryl cut me again.

“Or…just take some medicine to calm you…or have a drink of margarita just to calm your mega brain” she said and they laughed.

“I’m being serious! You guys know how much this means to me…how that man means to me” I pointed at G-dragon who is busy torturing Seungri “I love him so damn much and I want his family to approve of me”  I said and I started to cry.

“Oh gosh” Daryl and Railey stood up and went to comfort me.

G-dragon means the whole world to me, and his family is also important for they are the ones who brought this wonderful guy into this world. I just want things to be perfect and memorable for the both of us, I don’t want this day to end with us, thinking of possible things to do just to make his family approve to our relationship.

“OMO! What’s wrong?” Daesung asked and the boys looked to our direction.

“Oh! Nothing….we’re just…we’re just” Railey looked at me and then to Daryl.

“We’re just praying…and it happens to be a really emotional prayer…that resulted to us tearing up” Daryl said and it made me laugh, BIG TIME.

“Yeah…she’s right!” I said with my just-cried voice.

I don’t know how Daryl came up with that reason, but it made me laugh and I already feel light because of that. I felt the girls’ support while they’re comforting me and I’m really thankful that I have them with me in this ki