“What the is she doing here?” Daryl whispered in my ear and I shrugged.

Yeah. What the is this doing in our party? As far as I can remember, her name isn’t even in the guest list. Who brought her here?

“Lauren!” Seungri greeted her in shock.

“Hey boys! Oh! Hi!” Lauren greeted back but her eyes are on me.

“What are you doing here? Who invited you?” Daryl asked right away.

“A friend brought me here” she answered in her very annoying voice.

“Friend? Who the hell is that friend? Let me kill him” Daryl whispered, making me giggle.

“Oh hi ______....congratulations on your wedding and pregnancy” she said and I faked a smile.

How dare she show up here! She’s so annoying and she really is no good. Her presence is making me sick and I hate how she looks at my husband, she’s a total flirt.

“Can I join you guys for a while…my friend is still talking to some important people…I don’t want to disturb him” Lauren said and G-dragon looked at me and I know that he’s trying to read my mind.

“So…Jiyong! How does it feel to be a dad?” she asked and I looked at G-dragon, waiting for him to answer.

“It’s good…I’m enjoying every second of it” he answered coldly.

“Really? And how does it feel to be married?” she asked and I rolled my eyes at her.

What’s with the questions? She’s really flirting with him and I know that so well! Her stares are so intense and I feel like she’s going to melt G-dragon anytime, she looks so hungry for him and I’m not feeling good about it.

“Our life is peaceful and full of love” G-dragon answered and Lauren looked at me as if she does not believe him.

“Actually…I was reminded about what you told me years ago when I asked you if you’re going to let a woman tie you down….and you answered so clearly that you’re not going to let that woman ruin your life once again” she said and I looked at G-dragon.

I don’t know, but I feel like, I am the woman that she’s talking about. I know that G-dragon hated me when I left him four years ago so there is really a huge possibility that I am that woman.

“Lauren…can you just go?” TOP speak up all of a sudden.

“Why? I’m still having fun” she answered.

“Can’t you see? We don’t like you here” Railey said and she smirked.

“Why are you pushing me away? I’m not doing anything…you guys are thinking way too much” she said and stood up from her seat and walked off.

After that, the group suddenly became so quiet. I have this feeling that they’re hiding something from me coz whenever I look at them, they are always looking away. G-dragon is sweating and I can feel that there’s tension in the air even after Lauren left. What’s happening?

The program started after a few minutes and the girls and I were called on stage one by one. We presented the online magazine and I swear! It almost made me give birth right then and there coz my nerves are really kicking so high. Good thing, Daryl is good at talking and she was the one who explained little details about the brand. We also had interviews and I was asked some personal questions.

*A lot of people got shocked when Big Bang Leader G-dragon announced your marriage, are there changes after he did that?*

“No…we’re still the same…our family is getting a lot of attention but we’re really trying so hard to keep our privacy” I answered.

*There are fans that are still against your relationship even after you get married, what can you say about that?*

“There’s this saying that…we can’t please everybody…and in the first place….we are expecting that already…but I know in time…they will find it in their hearts to support us” I said and they clapped.

*It was said that you hid your daughter from G-dragon for three years….is that true?*

Oh ! Why are these kinds of questions coming out? I mean, our relationship is an open book to people but Isabella’s life isn’t and nobody knows about the story on why I left years ago.

“uhmmm…I decided to leave Korea for a while at that time and Jiyong and I are not in a good relationship so I wasn’t able to tell him about my pregnancy”  I lied.

If only I can tell them the whole truth, I will. I just don’t want to drag other people’s name already. I hate Alfie but I don’t want him to be part of this story anymore, I’m happy now and I’ve got what I want, so it’s just right for me to let him be.

I’m very thankful that President YG cut the interview after realizing that the press is already taking advantage of the time to ask personal things to me. I don’t know why I keep on answering their questions, I should’ve kept my mouth shut but I felt the need to answer and somehow explain myself to the people. This is crazy!

“Are you OK?” Daryl asked me the moment we went down the stage.

“I am…why?” I asked.

“Nothing” she answered.

Even if I’m in a party, I still have to work. I’m so busy talking with clients and executives that I forgot about my own daughter. She was with Cho hee and they were just staying in my office, I feel so bad because I can’t even take care of my own daughter and I have to bother other people.

“Babe? Do you want something?” G-dragon asked and sat beside me.

“Huh?” I asked.

“What are you thinking? You look like you’re in deep thoughts” he asked while rubbing my back gently.

Here he goes again! Why does he have to rub my back in that y way? Once again my body is reacting in a ual way and I swear! This is really giving me the freaks already.

“Nothing…I’m just realizing a lot of things” I told him and he looked at me seriously.

“Mind sharing it?” he asked.

“Well…now that my project here is over…I can think about resigning already” I said and he smirked.

“Babe…I’m not forcing you to resign…you told me that you can’t leave your work…and I can see that…I saw how passionate you are in this field…you know what? when I was watching you talk and answer questions awhile ago…I feel so proud…I feel like shouting to the world how smart you are…and that turns me on Mrs. Kwon…I feel like…it brought me back years ago when we first met” he said and I hugged him.

“But I know that sooner or later…I still have to quit my job…once Gabriella comes out…my time will be with her and Isabella and you…I don’t think I can still handle a lot in my hands…the girls are right…I have to cut things out from my life…and my work is one of them” I told him and he kissed my hand.

“Think about it more…I can see that you’re happy doing all of this…now I can understand why you’re really fighting for your work” he said and I laughed.

I can’t ask for anything more. My husband really understands and he is supportive. I know that I still have the last say on this thing and I think I’m starting to consider the fact that I really have to quit for me to have time for my family. Aft