Upon hearing his question, I just stared at him and started weighing my emotions. I really want to talk and clear things out with him but on the other hand, I have this fear that maybe this talk will be our last and it will be the end.

“OK” I said, as I wait for him to talk.

“Let’s go somewhere….I don’t want to talk here” he stood up from his seat and waited for me to move.

Why do we have to go to another place?  Nobody will hear us in this room for we are alone and I have a feeling that this talk will be a short one.

I stood up from my seat and fixed my things, and when I saw my teddy bears sitting in one corner, I sighed because I don’t know how to bring them home. Well, G-dragon can help me, for sure but I don’t want to bother him with it. Nevermind! I’ll just ask Railey and Daryl to take them home after all, they were the ones who brought the bears here.

The moment we came out from the room, Daryl came to us holding a glass of wine with her staple teasing expression (I know her so well and I can say in just one look that she is teasing me) and it’s a bit odd to have a wine party inside a bare photo studio.

“Sis! Jiyong!”Daryl called out.

“Sis…I’m gonna leave first…can you take the teddy bears home? Please?” I asked with my super begging voice.

“Oh! Are you both leaving already?” she asked while G-dragon and I looked at each other then to Daryl and nod at the same time.

“OK…we’ll just bring your babies home…they’re safe with us” she said with a wide grin on her face.

Babies? What the! When did those bears become my babies? Gosh! G-dragon might think that I’m imagining those bears as our kids. I’m going crazy right now!

We said goodbye to everybody and it took us forever to get out of the studio because every time that we say goodbye to one person, we will end up chatting with them. G-dragon even has to pull me out with my conversation with the 2ne1 girls.

“Can we go to my office first? I still need to fix something there” I said shyly and he gave me a nod.

When we reached my office, he was being a real gentleman by opening my door for me. I walked straight to my desk without even saying a word while he took a sit on the couch.

Gosh! I still have a lot of work left, some of them are even due tomorrow. I want to go overtime now but I also want to talk to G-dragon. Fine! I’ll leave work for today and go with him first. After all, I can work my off tomorrow morning.

“uhh…where is the questionnaire that you sent to me yesterday?” G-dragon suddenly spoke up which shocked the hell out of me.

“aahh…it’s here…why?” I asked, pretending to look for it (the truth is, it’s the only envelope on my desk and I know very well where I kept it).

“Can you give it to me? I’ll answer it later at home” he said and I looked at him suspiciously.

Home? Is he taking me home? What am I thinking? Why would he take me home in the first place? _________! Wake up! Don’t dream when you’re awake! That’s the worst thing to do in the world!

“Or if you want….we can do it that later together” he added.

“OK….I’m cool with that” I said awkwardly.

After I don’t know how long, I finished my due papers and we went out of my office. He was carrying my other bag because it was too heavy for me (the clothes and shoes that I wore the whole day are in there).

He went to get his car as I wait for him in the front entrance of the building. There are some fans waiting outside and I heard them scream upon seeing G-dragon which made my nerves light up like thunder. They have given me trauma I guess and they should not see us, I don’t want rumors to come out again, not now that my life is a bit peaceful (except for my romantic relationship) for fans are not screaming and cursing me already.

What’s taking him so long? I’ve been standing here for 10 minutes already and his car is not showing up yet. It’s a bit cold and I’m not wearing any jacket or anything long that can warm my body.

“_________! Get in!” I heard him call out through his rolled down window. Did he buy a new car?

“OH! OK” I said and hurriedly slide in the car.

“Sorry…it took me so long to pick you up…I still have to borrow this car from Kush hyung” he explained while I’m putting my seatbelt.

He borrowed a car? This car is Kush’s car? But how did he get his keys? For all I know, Kush is in the photo studio and I haven’t seen him walked out. Oh, yeah. He has to borrow this for disguise, fans will easily recognize him if he’s going to use his own car. Genius!

“How did you get his keys?” I asked in confusion.

“I asked him when we were still in the studio…I know that fans are waiting outside…that’s why I thought of this” he said and I nod a few times in agreement.

After that, we haven’t spoken at all. The whole car is filled with silence and awkwardness which is very typical of us. There haven’t been a time where we talked non-stop inside a car.

“Wanna plug your Ipod?” he asked coolly and I was shocked by his sudden question.

“Sure” I pulled out my Ipod from my bag and plugged it.

So here comes the random songs, it saved us from the awkward silence again and somehow, it lessens the tension between us. I’m so absorbed with my thoughts and the songs that I didn’t even care where we were going. We’ve been on the road for 30 minutes now and I’m a bit bored already.

“uhmmm…where are we going by the way?” I asked him and he glanced at me.

“In one of my favorite cafés” he said with a smile.

“aahh…are we already there?”  I asked him. Seriously, boredom is eating me up big time!

“almost” he said in reply.

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