OW MY CHAIR!
Diary of a Fan Girl (can you believe it? WE FELL IN LOVE?)We stared at each other for I don't know how long and then I heard something break. Next thing I know it, my has hit the floor. We both got shocked and he rushed to where I was, his left hand holding my arm while, right arm around my waist and helped me stand. Turns out, one of the chair’s leg snapped.
BAM!
"OH!!!" G-Dragon gasped and rushed to my side.
"AAWWW!” I shrieked in pain as I try to stand up.
"Clara…are you ok? Here… let me help you" he pulled me up carefully.
He led to me to another chair but before sitting me down, he shook the chair first to check if it was steady (this is the sweetest thing a guy has ever did to me). When he was sure that it was okay, he made me sit.
"Wait here…I'll just get something" G-Dragon said was about to walk but I stop him.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"I'll get the first aid kit" he answered.
"I…d-d-don't need it…don’t worry...I-I-I'm okay" I’m stuttering. NOT GOOD. It seems like he’s not convinced for he just turned around and continued walking.
I AM SO EMBARRASSED! WHY IN THE WORLD DID THAT HAPPENED TO ME? I actually don't care if it was other people who saw me in that situation, but it was G-dragon! G-DRAGON, my ultimate crush/Dream guy/Idol/Perfect Human Being. I just want to disappear now. AS IN NOW!
After a minute or two, he came back panting, with the kit in hand.
"How are you? Are you hurting? Wanna go to the hospital?" he bombarded me with questions, his voice sounds really concerned.
"WOW! You have so many questions…don't worry...I am okay…I'm not in pain and nothing is hurting...and...and..." I answered akwardly.
He’s looking at me intently “And….”
"And I don't want to go to the hospital" I manage to pull the words out.
Curious, he ask "Why? Are you afraid of doctors?"
I meet his eyes (for the first time) "Yes…traumatized… even the sight of an ambulance scares me" I shared. My eyes are getting blurry (NO WAY! YOU CAN'T CRY IN FRONT OF G-DRAGON!).
" Do you mind if I ask why?" his eyes are not leaving mine, making me uncomfortable.
"It's because of a friend...a long story" I told him (I’m not in the mood to tell and I don't want to remember it either).
"Ah…okay...so…are you sure you're alright?" he’s a man of questions. I see.
Actually, NO, the lower part of my body hurts so bad. My waist feels like it was dislocated, ’s numb, I think my legs are bruised and my ankle is screaming in pain. I just don't want to bother G-Dragon, that's why I’m pretending to be fine.
"Are you really sure? Coz from the way you look…you’re not…your left leg is bruised and your ankle is swollen” he pointed out.
"Oh don’t mind it!” I faked a smile then looked at my injuries “It is a little painful but…nothing extreme…a small bruise and a swollen ankle is curable anyway” I tried to convince him (Oh please God, help me to convince this wonderful guy that I am okay).
"You're in pain I can tell…and that ankle is not bruised just now...right? You got that when you almost fell because you bumped into me" he asked. At that point, I thought I already melted, for his eyes are still glued to mine.
"Well…” I took a deep breath and exhaled heavily “I got my ankle bruised from that accident…my waist feels like it was placed somewhere and my bu..." I stopped mid-way for I know what I'm about to say next is
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