WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS..I PROMISE YOU.

Diary of a Fan Girl (can you believe it? WE FELL IN LOVE?)
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“OH MY GOSH! RAILEY! HELP!” Daryl shouted frantically upon seeing me.

“SIS! BREATHE OK? OPEN YOUR GODDAMN EYES! DON’T YOU DARE FORGET TO BREATH!” she keeps on reminding and shouting at me.

“What’s happening? OH GOSH!” Railey came running in.

“Call the ambulance! GO!” Daryl ordered and Railey hurriedly dialed for an ambulance.

“Sis…you’re gonna be OK…hold on” 

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*In the hospital*

“What is taking them so long? Gosh!” Daryl said while walking back and forth.

“Will you seat down and just wait? I mean…I don’t know what to do right now” Railey said and grabbed Daryl’s hand and forced her to sit.

“Excuse me? Are you the patient’s family?” the doctor asked the girls.

“We’re her friends…how is she?” Railey asked nervously.

“Well…the patient is fine…she’s already resting in her room” he said and the girls sigh in relief.

“But the baby” the doctor said and sighed “”didn’t make it…she had a miscarriage…it was a month old already…I’m sorry” he continued and the girls just fell back down to their seats and cried.

“Oh !” Railey said while crying.

“Did our friend know what happened?” Daryl asked after she calmed down.

“She doesn’t…where is her husband by the way?” the doctor asked.

They know that they can’t just say that it’s G-dragon, it’s going to cause another problem.

“uhmm…he’s in Japan…working” Railey answered.

“That’s too bad…I guess you girls should tell your friends’ husband about this…and maybe ask him to go home…it’s going to be hard for them…but if her parents are here…it’ll be better” he said and the girls just nod.

The girls know that they don’t have a choice but to break the news to her once she wakes up, she’s going to ask what happened to her and they will not dare lie to her, she’s too smart to be lied to. But they think that it’s better if G-dragon will say it because they know that he is the only one who can comfort her fully.

“Oh ! I don’t know what to do!” Daryl said in a pissed tone.

“I guess we should just tell her…I mean…she’s going to ask us…and I swear! I’m not gonna lie” Railey said.

“She’s going to crush down…aaahhh!! I don’t want this anymore! Tell me this is just a dream” Daryl said and tears fell down from her eyes once again.

“Sis…we have to be strong for _______....she need us…she needs our strength…we cannot cry in front of her because it’s just going to make her more sad” Railey said but she can’t stop her tears from falling as well.

“I don’t know how to be strong right now…I can’t imagine that she’s going through this now…she doesn’t deserve this…all she wants is just to be happy…and here comes pain playing with her again” Daryl said as Railey hugs her.

“She’s going to be OK…Know what? We should call Jiyong and tell him about this…if there’s one person who needs to know this….it’s him” Railey said and Daryl nods at her.

After the call, the girls went to see _______ in her room and they found her sitting up while staring in space with tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Hey sis!” Railey greeted upon entering the room.

“Hey hot chic!” Daryl said, trying to be cheerful.

“What happened?” _______ asked the girls as they froze in their places.

She knows what just happened, it all sink in her already. She just wants to hear it from them and confirm it.

“Sis…uhmm…you’re stressed and…!” Daryl said and sat on the chair beside her bed.

“I’ve lost it…right?” she asked making the girls shocked.

“Sis…we don’t know how to say it to you” Railey hugged her.

“I’m the one to blame for all this…all this time I’ve been cool with everything…I’m thinking that it’s nothing….that it’s just my period…I didn’t even listen to you when you told me to have myself checked…I’m bad…totally bad...I’m the one to blame…I’m stupid…really…stupid!” she broke down and cry.

They just let her be, all they did was comfort her after all, that’s the only thing that they can do.

“Sis…you should sleep now…you’ve been crying for hours” Daryl said while rubbing ______’s back.

“Daryl’s right…you should rest…look at your eyes! They’re already popping out of its sockets…Jiyong will be here once you wake up” Railey said and _______ looked at her in disbelief.

“He already knows about it?” she asked.

“Sis…we have to tell him” Daryl said as _______ started crying again.

“I don’t know how to face him…I’m sure that he will hate me….I guess…I need to prepare myself for another bad thing to come” she said in between sobs.

“SIS! Don’t say that! I’m sure that Jiyong isn’t that narrow minded….and he loves you so much…he will understand it…first of all…it’s not your fault…like him…you’re clueless…no one’s to blame” Daryl said that made _______ cry more.

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“Jiyong…we are in the hospital right now” Daryl said and I felt nervous all of a sudden.

Please don’t tell me _______ is the one that’s been rushed to the hospital. Please.

“Something happened to _________ and she needs you” she continued and I felt my knees went weak.

“What? Why? What happened?” I asked worriedly.

“Jiyong…she had a miscarriage” she answered and I can’t believe what I just heard.

A miscarriage? How is that even possible? She’s not even pregnant. I know that she’s not coz she’s always testing it at home and all the results are negative. Are they playing a prank on me? If they are, it’s not funny.

“Are you serious? Daryl…you know that she’s not pregnant” I said and I know she’s crying.

“Well…she is…unfortunately…the pregnancy tests that she’s doing deceived her” she explained and I fell down on my knees and started crying.

“Jiyong…please be strong…______ needs you…she has to have someone who can give her strength” she said.

“Does she know this already? How is she?” I asked.

“She’s fine…we haven’t seen her yet for we’re not yet ready to tell it to her” she said and from there, I just want to go back

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lienabudakbaik #1
Chapter 207: Super love this..
aldimia #2
forever my fav
aegyo_bom
#3
Chapter 203: this is such a great story, i always come back just to read some chapters here and there
kpopforthewin
#4
Chapter 4: Always go back to this story, love it way too much :)
dewp98
#5
Love this so much=) this is the longest ff I ever read but I swear it's beautiful and worth to read.haha . Thank you authornim for sharing this with us. Appreciate your hard work! !!!
AlphaLeader #6
Ouuh I really want to see how Gabriella looks but picture can't be uploaded!!!
-2Mirae-
14 streak #7
Chapter 208: It was the longest yet the most amazing story i have ever read!!! But sadly i couldnt see most of the pictures *^* i really like your fashion style! Hahaha jiyongs wish came true when he said he wanted 6+ kids ><
L-Mos_World
#8
Chapter 2: Loving it so far...sounds like me which is funny!!! Life of a fangirl! LOL
Kwonjiyongsaranghae #9
Chapter 1: this is probably the best fanfic I've read on aff. :) I read this ages ago but I came back to it again because its that great. :)