Yes! She agreed to go to on a date me! It wasn’t easy, I’m telling you and I’m afraid that she might change her mind. We decided to prepare for our date after all the questions and convincing. Our elevator ride was so awkward and I feel like fainting for I’m really anxious and nervous for our date later.

“uhmm…what is this date for?” she asked breaking the long silence.

Ottoke? What will I say? I cannot tell her now about my feelings, it would ruin the plan. I will tell everything to her later, when the ambiance is as romantic as it can be and when I already have the guts to tell her. Not now. AISH!

“Huh? Uhmm…since it’s our last night here in Jeju…I just want to make this trip memorable for you, after all it’s your first time here and you haven’t even had time to tour the place” I reasoned out.

She believed it and I felt a wave of relief. I’m already looking forward for later, I still don’t know what to do but I just have to go on with this. Jiyong, it’s now or never!

When we arrived at our floor and she was about to enter her room, I decided to give her a clue as to what is waiting inside for her on her bed.  I’m excited for her and I really hope she liked it.

I cannot think right anymore, I don’t know how to handle this date. What will she say after I tell her that I like her and I’m already in-love with her? My mind is full of questions and what if’s.

After an hour, I’m already getting ready for the big night. I picked out an outfit that doesn’t look like I’m overdressed or what, as much as possible, I want to look as Kwon Jiyong in front of her and not G-dragon. I want her to see the Jiyong who is just an ordinary guy instead G-dragon who is a celebrity. It will make her feel more comfortable, I know that it is not going to be easy but I am willing to do everything.

When I’m done, I already called her to check if she is already set, she answered my call sweetly and I can feel that she loved my surprise. Well done Kwon Jiyong! Pat yourself on the back. I am feeling contented and happy. I can’t wait to see her.

“I’m already done” she informed me after 30 minutes of waiting for her.

WOW! I can say that I’m really changing, and it’s all because of her. Before, I don’t have the patience to wait for a girl especially not when I’m already set and ready to go. But with __________, I don’t care even If I wait for 24 hrs. So, am I really in-love? YES, DEFINITELY!

The moment I opened my door, I saw her coming out of her room. When she looked at me, my heart just can’t stop from beating so fast. OMO! How can she be so beautiful? I’m sure that if other guys see her, they will agree with me. She’s perfect. AISH! JIYONG! You need to stop now.

We then went to the hotel’s parking lot and manager hyung is already waiting to drive us to the date site. I’ve decided to drive instead of my manager, I think it’s much sweeter and more romantic.

Once we’re already inside the car, it was silent. I don’t know how to pull this thing off. Thanks to ________, she plugged her Ipod and Michael Jackson’s music replaced the silence. I still can’t forget how random her choice of music was. I heard a lot of old (but to me it’s new) songs from her, and I’m beginning to love the song Vanilla Ice because of her. She made me laugh a lot when This love (the English version) played. She keeps on giggling by herself.

“Why?” I asked curiously.

“…I’m hearing Maroon 5’s version of This Love but my mind is playing the Korean version of it” upon hearing that, my heart is racing once again. I find her really random but in a good way. And little by little her randomness is showing which made her cuter than ever.

 Our trip was filled with music and thanks to it, we managed to have a conversation about songs, music and artists. I’m actually inspired and wanting to write a song about this whole experience. I also realized how common we are in small different ways.

We arrived at the location safely and the moment __________ stepped down the car, I can already hear her WOW’s. She really loved the place that we stood on the dock for a long time and I think she even forgot that I was there. I just stood there behind her and let her absorb and appreciate everything, this is the side of her that amazes me, she appreciates everything.

Ji eun noona is a genius! Her friend’s yacht is awesome, and the way it was presented was really romantic. The lights are perfectly lit and the mood of the whole yacht is totally perfect for a love confession. __________’s eyes twinkle when she saw the yacht and I can tell that she loves it as well as I do.  The upper deck was even more romantic. Yes. Fine. I’m a hopeless romantic, but I only show it to people that I love. I was too nervous to even think of what to say to her, so I just excused myself and get the bouquet of flowers that I asked for manager hyung to buy.