When you’re deeply hurt, how will you show it in a way that it won’t look rude? OK. I know that my daughters are going through a lot right now for they don’t know what to believe already. But then again, they are acting like I’m not their father and it’s just painful coz I’m trying to reach out to them but it seems like I’m not going to succeed anymore.

Gabby is really being tough and she’s being ruled by her emotions, making her actions a bit off already. As far as I’m concerned, my wife and I always tell them that being rude to elders are really a no-no and the way our daughter is acting now is over the top already. No, I’m not the kind of father who will just snap just because my kid is being hard but in one way or another I feel like pointing out that what she’s doing to me is wrong.

“Jiyong” ________ called and I looked at her with bloodshot eyes.

“I don’t know what to do anymore…I’m trying to reach out and explain myself but it just keeps on getting harder” I said and she kneeled in front of me.

“I got this…don’t worry” she said while wiping my tears with her thumb.

“No babe…I don’t want you to bother yourself with this matter….I mean….this is the consequence of what I did…I deserve this” I said with new set of tears rolling down my cheeks.

My wife cupped my face and looked deep into my eyes “Jiyong…..you don’t deserve this…maybe you do…but…seeing you right now in this state is really breaking my heart….you are now showing your weak side and it’s just so painful to see it….I can’t even last a second anymore….let’s get this over with….I love you….and even after all the stupid things that you’ve done to me….my love for you never changed…I know that you are innocent of all their allegations and you are being honest to me when you said that you just helped Anne…only thing is….I find it off when you didn’t even tell me that you’ve invited them at our home and Jiyong….you can’t blame me for ing out….we both know that Anne has feelings for you and I have issues with her” she said and from there, my dying heart started beating again.

At that point, I already know that the chances of me and my wife being good again is huge and I’m praying to God that he will touch my wife’s heart and tell her to forgive me already coz I swear! I cannot do this alone.

“Babe…I know my mistakes and I can understand why you’re  getting angry at me….and why you want to take a break from our marriage…I’m sorry….I’m sorry that you have married a man like me….a man who is so stupid and easy to fool….a man who is acting strong but deep inside he’s really weak and even though most people thinks that he’s a genius…reality is…he’s so dumb for he cannot even learn his lesson….I keep on doing the same things and its consequences are affecting our relationship and family deeply….I’m sorry for all of that….I know that I’ve put you and our babies life in danger and that alone woke me up from my wrong doings….it’s all good ________...if you want to divorce me…go ahead…once again…I deserve it….if being away from me and not having any connections with me will make your life and our kids peaceful…I’m willing to give up our marriage for it…after all…I won’t stop loving you even after that…in fact…I’ll love you more” I said and she looked at me weirdly.

“What divorce are you talking about Jiyong? Who will divorce who?” she asked and I just stared at her.

I don’t know what’s happening now, all I know is that I’m voicing out what I feel and it seems like my wife is thinking that I’m going weird already. She was the one who brought up divorce and now, it seems like she’s not even aware of it.

“Jiyong…you just told me that you’re fine with me divorcing you….what is up with you?” she asked and I looked at her blankly.

“Babe….I thought you’re thinking of divorcing me” I said and she sighed.

“Well…FYI….I only said that because my emotions are ruling me and I was so angry at you during that time….as if I can file for divorce right? What shocked me is that…you are fine with us divorcing again and this time you really look like you’re so good with it” she said and I shook my head for a million times.

“No babe! The only reason why I said that is because I thought you are thinking of doing it…but of course…I don’t want to get divorced! I mean…this marriage is for eternity…that’s what I promised and I’ll stand up for it till I die” I told her and she laughed.

“So all this time….we’re just misunderstanding each other….gosh! What is happening? Jiyong! I won’t even think of divorcing you! If you have promised this marriage to be for eternity…then mine is for the end of time” she said cutely and I laughed so hard.

“Babe….eternity and for the end of time is just the same” I told her and she sighed.

“Whatever!” she said and gave out a pout.

“AISH!” I said and cupped her face with both hands “If you’ll respond to my kiss…that just means that we’re good again and our deal is already off” I said and she looked torn.

I know my wife so well and from the way she looks now, I know that she’ll give in to me already. OK. I know that she shouldn’t be giving in so easily but I couldn’t even last a day without her and I don’t even know why I agreed with her when she told me about our four months off from marriage deal.

It took me a while to kiss her for I’m still weighing her emotions. I have a strong feeling that she’s going to respond to my lovely kiss and we’ll say goodbye to our crazy four months deal but on another note, I still have this feeling that she’s going to stay firm with her decision of distancing from me.

“Jiyong…are you going to kiss me or not? Coz it’s been a minute already and all you do is stare at me while biting your lips” she said and it snapped me back to my senses.

“Oh!” I said and moved my face closer to her.

“We are not in a movie….there’s no need for a slow mo kissing scene” she said and it made me laugh.

“Aigoo…a slow kiss is really romantic you know” I said and she gave out a sigh.

“Too much talk” she pulled me closer to her and to my surprise her hand crawled to my nape and next thing I know it, she’s the one kissing me instead of me kissing her.

That kiss says it all. It brushed our stupid deal off and we are now a couple again. Well, she hasn’t forgiven me fully and I know that I still need to prove myself to her once again but this is already an achievement. At least I was able to get my wife back even though I know that I don’t have her trust yet.

“Hooh!” she said after breaking our kiss.

“Aigoo” I said and touched my lips.

“I feel like my lips are going to fall off” I bit my lower lip and couldn’t feel it.

“You’re exaggerating once again Kwon Jiyong” she told me and I smirked.

“Still can’t feel it?” she asked after a while and I gave her a nod.

I don’t know if my wife is just being playful or she’s just in a good mood for some sweet service, but what’s happening now is really unexpected.

“aaahh!” I shrieked in pain when she acted like she’s going to kiss me again but instead of a sweet smooch, she bit my lower lip so hard, making it bleed.

“You can feel it now?” she asked as if it’s just a normal thing to bite your husband’s lip.

“Yah! It’s bleeding…I can taste blood!” I gave out a pout and she gave me a peck on the lips.

“What a baby” she said and I pinched her nose.

“I love you” I said and her smile faded.

“I love you too….BUT….this doesn’t mean that I’m going to just forget everything….you still have to suffer a bit” she said and I sighed.

After that