How hard is it to make a decision? There is no human being who doesn’t make a decision. All of us make it one way or another and it’s a hit and miss thing. Most of the time, we ask ourselves, Is it the right decision? Will things fall in its right places after this? Decisions can make or break an individual, but what’s worst is when you’re making one not only for yourself but for your family as well.

Ever since Railey announced that she’s got cancer, a lot of people started pitying her. The people who are not that close to her is trying to get close already as if she’s gonna die soon, and some are being extremely kind and considerate as well. If you’re going to think of it, this whole thing and the sudden change of the people around her is great. At least they are kind now. But then again, Railey doesn’t need their sympathy, they don’t have to be kind to her after all, she’s just down with cancer and she’s not dying yet.

Making a decision for his wife is really the hardest thing   for TOP. The heartthrob has been keeping his true emotions inside him for he doesn’t want to make his wife sad. He’s wearing a mask every day and night to cover the tears, fear and pain that he’s feeling. He was given a pretty hard job of deciding on which surgical procedure his wife is going to have and it’s really difficult to even choose one. Railey’s doctors have explained to him both options and after hearing them, his mind got so twisted that he just wants to tell his wife that he can’t decide for her and he’ll just let her choose whatever she wants.

“Today is the day” Railey told her husband while they’re preparing for work.

“Honey…please…I don’t want to think about that yet” TOP told her and she sighed.

Railey knows that she has given her husband the most difficult task ever and she can’t help but be sorry for him. Thing is, she doesn’t want to make a decision that he wouldn’t like and whatever he chooses will be just fine for her.

“Honey…what time will your meeting end again?” TOP asked while playing with his younger son.

“Around three? Doctor Park will be at his office by four this afternoon…I already made an appointment…we’ve got to be there by four thirty” she told him and he sighed.

“Why do I have to choose?” he asked and Railey sit beside him and their son on the couch.

“Honey…I don’t want to make a decision alone…I mean…for me this is really a tough one and I don’t even know if I can handle the surgery…I gave you this task because I might not be able to choose on those two procedures and I’ll just go with nothing…I’m afraid Seunghyun…I’m afraid to lose a part of my femininity” she started crying, making her youngest son curious.

“Crying omma” Raj pointed at Railey, making his mother heart shatter.

The Choi kids doesn’t know anything about what they’re mother has been going through and it’s giving their parents a very difficult time for they’re not used to keeping secrets from their children. They are not your typical I’m-friends-with-my-parents kids for they are disciplined well by their father, but TOP is the kind who tells his children whatever’s happening in their lives. After all, they have to know what’s going on with each other even if there are times that the kids don’t understand anything.

 “Omma..Appa” Tabitha said while walking down the stairs.

“OH! Wae?” TOP went to his daughter and carried her down instead.

“Appa….I’m trying to make a bracelet for DK and it’s annoying me” she said with a very sad tone.

“Why is that?” Railey asked and sit Raj on her lap to give space for Tabitha on the couch.

“Because I don’t know what colors to put in….DK wants pink and black but….they don’t match at all…it doesn’t look girly as well…and I’m trying to put ribbon beads in but…it doesn’t blend with the other beads at all” she whined, making Railey laugh.

“As expected…your daughter looks like me….but her whole being is so much like you…gosh! Seunghyun…..your blood is always on the roll!” Railey said and TOP pinched his daughter’s cheeks.

“Aigoo….can I see the bracelet?” TOP asked and Tabitha stood up.

“Come dad…I’ll show you an epic disaster” she said, shocking her parents for they have never heard Tabitha speak like that before.

Well, Tabitha is updating her vocabulary with the help of the Kwon kids.  Since G-dragon’s family came back, their children and the Choi’s are inseparable. The three kids are speaking in English once again amidst their father’s new house rule that they are only allowed to speak in English in school but at home, they have to converse with each other in Korean. TOP made this rule because he noticed that his kids are already forgetting their suppose to be original language. Thing is, Railey always bends this rule for she cannot express herself well in the Korean language even after learning it.

“Here it is Appa” Tabitha showed the unfinished bracelet to her father.

“It’s not that bad actually” TOP got the bracelet from her and examined it intently.

“I don’t want to put black in it…thing is DK wants black” Tabitha said as if the only problem that this world has is the bracelet.

“Where are your tools?” the father or three asked.

“Why Appa? Are you going to help me finish it?” the little girl asked and smiled widely when her father nods his head.

For TOP, his daughter is really special for she’s his only girl and he promised to himself that he’ll do anything  just to make his princess happy. Their relationship is getting better as time passes by and their bond is stronger than ever.

“Honey…we’re going to work now….what are you doing?” Railey asked when she walked in the playroom.

“Can we go after a few minutes? I’m still helping Tabitha with this bracelet” he didn’t even looked at his wife while answering for he’s too busy in inserting the string to the beads.

“How about this” Railey kneeled on the floor at the back of her husband and wrapped her arms around his neck.

“I’ll leave first since I have a meeting in a couple of hours and you go there once you finish that project of yours” she said.

“Arasso…are you sure you can drive?” he asked, earning a sigh from Railey.

“I am a hundred percent sure that I can…don’t worry about me” she said and kissed TOP on the cheek.

“I love you both! Little girl…Omma will see you later! Bye!” she kissed her daughter on the cheek and kissed her husband on the lips this time.

“Love you too….call me once you get there” TOP told her with his deep voice.

“Righty!” she sped off, leaving the father and daughter alone.

For Railey, her husband may not be the sweetest like Taeyang and as romantic as G-dragon, but he is so caring and is even willing to drop whatever he’s doing just to spend time with his kids. Well, TOP is not like this when he’s still an idol. Before, he’s the kind of father that is afraid to show affection to his kids. He can be expressive to his sons but it took him a long time to even get close to his daughter. Thankfully, he went out of his shell and opened up to Tabitha at last. And now, the little girl is a certified Appa’s girl and she can ask for whatever she wants and she’ll have it in a snap.

“Little girl” TOP called his daughter who is so busy making bracelets.

“What is it Appa?” she asked with her focus still on the bracelet.

“Is it going to be OK if we’ll move to America….like Uncle Jiyong and Aunt ________?” he asked all of a sudden, shocking not only Tabitha but himself as well.

TOP had this random thought and that is, it’s gonna be better if Railey will have her surgery in the states. In that way, she can move around the city without cameras following her coz nowadays, she’s been rumored to be pregnant again and it’s disturbing them for they are not open in telling the people about his wife’s current situation.

“I don’t want Appa….DK and the unnies told me that it’s hard living in Yorkie” the little girl answered, making TOP look at her weirdly.

“What was that again?” he asked, trying not to laugh.

“Yorkie….the place where Uncle Jiyong and A