This update is late but as I've promised, I've updated three times to make up for that one day that I wasn't able to update at all. Yey! Enjoy reading guys! Mwah! -CIAM24

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I don’t know, but I feel like something bad happened to my kids. My heart is beating so fast and all I want to do is look for them, but I can’t even follow my husband coz I have to keep an eye on my other kids. Gosh! Isn’t this supposed to be a happy day? Why is it all of a sudden things are getting twisted?

“Mum? Why is Isabella unnie and Gabrielle not here yet? And where is dad once again? The movie will start already” Gabby asked and I just stared at her for a while.

“Mum!” she called for my attention and it snapped me back to my senses.

“mmm…they’re still outside…don’t worry…they’ll be here before the movie starts” I caressed her cheek and forced a smile.

I’m calming myself down and is controlling myself not to say anything to Gabby and DK (these two can feel that something is wrong and I can’t hide anything from them).

After a few minutes, my phone keeps on vibrating and it’s my husband calling me endlessly. If not for Karielle, I wouldn’t even give a damn on my phone for my mind is just so full of Isabella and Gabrielle. As much as I don’t want to think of negative things, I just can’t help it.

“Hello?” I answered. It’s a good thing that the movie isn’t starting yet.

“Babe…I already found Isabella….thing is…she doesn’t know where Gabrielle is” he said right away and my heart dropped to the ground.

OK. I know that I have to take things lightly and not let my emotions rule me that much coz it’s gonna my health up and I need to keep my sanity for I still have five kids with me.

“What?” I asked even if I have heard him clearly.

“Isabella and I are on our way there” he said and hanged up.

My mind is turning upside down already for I don’t know where the heck my son is. I just found myself staring in space with a blank mind and is totally out of my element. My inner self keeps on telling me that things are going to be fine and my son is just wandering around the building, but the other side of me is saying that there is a huge possibility that he’s in danger.

“Babe!” I said the moment he sat beside me.

“Babe...I want you to calm down…OK? I already called Seungri and he’s on his way here now…he’ll help me look for Gabrielle” he said and I just look into his eyes.

I can see fear and worry in my husband’s eyes and I’m being dragged by his emotions as well. He may look cool from the outside but I know so well that he’s dead worried about our son more than me.

“Mum…I didn’t lose Gabrielle” Isabella said worriedly.

“Baby girl…I know…your brother is just wandering around…don’t worry…dad will find him” I reached for her hand and kissed it.

“Sit beside your sisters now…the movie will start soon” I told her and she gave me a small smile.

Jiyong went out of the movie house even before the movie started and with a clouded mind, I tried watching and diverting my attention to the movie but my mind is off somewhere. I just found myself tearing up in the middle of all the laughter from the crowd.

Time is ticking but mine is totally still. An hour is like forever and I’m already holding on to the last thread of my sanity.

FROM Babe:)_ We already found Gabrielle babe. We’ve got a small problem but he’s all good. Enjoy the movie now and we’ll see you after. Love you.

After reading Jiyong’s message, my whole being was able to relax already though I’m still worried about that small problem that he’s talking about. If our son is having a meltdown, I’m sure that he can handle him without sweat.

“Where are dad and Gabrielle? They weren’t able to watch the movie” DK said while we’re preparing to go out of the movie house already.

“They’re waiting for us outside….c’mon now...girls…hold your brothers please” I instructed and the girls obeyed.

Gabby and DK are holding Russelle in each hand, while Isabella is holding Danny. Karielle fell asleep so I have no choice but to carry her (yes, I know that this is bad for me but I don’t have a choice for I have to get my daughter out of this movie house).

“Babe!” Jiyong called out and ran towards me right away.

“I’ll carry her” he said and got Karielle from me.

“Where is Gabrielle?” I asked while looking for my son around the place.

“They’re at the café next to this building….c’mon…let’s go there now” he answered and held my hand.

I’m really watchful of my surroundings and my eyes keeps on scanning the people. My alarm button is on and I keep on counting my kids if they are still complete (I’m already in my paranoid stage).

“Babe” I said and stopped Jiyong from walking.

“What is it?” he asked worriedly.

“I think I saw Lauren” I told him and he scanned the whole place.

“Where?” he asked and I looked at the spot where I saw her but she’s not there already.

“I saw her standing there” I pointed at the spot.

“Babe...I can’t see her” Jiyong told me and I sighed “You’re just tired…or hungry…c’mon” he said and pulled me slightly to walk.

I swear to all the Gods in heaven that I saw Lauren. I know that I’m in my paranoid mode but I’m not hallucinating at all. She’s with a man who looks familiar to me even if I can’t see his face coz his back is facing me and I’m sure that it’s not Brady for he’s not that tall and he’s way more muscular than the guy.

The moment we arrived at the café, my eyes started scanning for my son and I found him with Seungri. His eyes are bloodshot and I can tell that he’s so out of his element just by one look. What happened to him?

“Baby boy” I called and he stood up right away just to hug me.

“What happened to you?” I asked and he started crying all of a sudden.

Seriously, I’m getting really freaked already. I mean, why is it all of a sudden my son just cried and if he’s not in the mood?

“What’s the matter baby?” I carried him and we sat on a chair next to Seungri’s.

“Stop crying…please…you’re making mum so worried” I said while wiping his tears.

“He’s been like that ever since we found him…Jiyong hyung tried talking to him but he doesn’t even wanna look at him at all…he keeps on ignoring him” Seungri said and I looked at my husband curiously.

“I don’t understand….why will he act like this?” I asked and my husband came near us but Gabrielle hugged me by the neck, facing his back at his dad.

I’m starting to get confused and I’m literally on the verge of insanity. As far as I can remember, Jiyong and the kids are in good terms and it’s just too impossible for Gabrielle to even ignore his father for he cannot even get mad at him. I know that there are misunderstandings here and there, but my son never reacted towards his dad in this way.

“Babe…what did you do?” I asked and Jiyong shook his head.

I can tell that even my husband doesn’t know what’s going on with our son. I know that this is really breaking his heart most especially, we’re already leaving for America in a few hours from now.  They can still patch things up though but with how Gabrielle is acting, I don’t even know if they’ll be able to talk.

“Let’s go home now…we still