A/N: I'm so sorry for my long absence! I finished my exams yesterday, now I'll have to wait for the results^^
I'm sorry for not updating for so long, but I really didn't have the time. I was studying from morning to evening. 
university is killing me ;(
 

“We have to win this, to prove that girls can play soccer just as good as boys.” It was true that as people from the other you were looked down on, especially while playing this sport, but you had never really bothered abut that. You just loved to play this sport, because you could lose yourself in it and when you were on the field you didn’t have to think about what people thought of you, there you were the best and there you could be free. There you felt as if you shouldn’t think about what others found of you and you were untouchable. You always tried your hardest so you couldn’t do more than that. You replaced your bag on your shoulder and tried to ignore the others as they were giving their speeches, the last thing you needed right now was to be made nervous by the rest of teammates. 

Just the thought that you’d be sharing the field with your crush made you go crazy, the thought that you could be this close to him while doing what you liked to do made you lose your mind. You wanted to impress him, be even better than you normally were but you were afraid that you’d just mess everything up instead. Normally when you played you had a free mind, no worries and no concerns, but today your mind would be filled with something completely different than just the soccer game. Would you even be able to get his attention today, during the game? Or would things just go like they usually did and would you be ignored by everyone just as much as normally. The only people who wouldn’t were the people who were standing on the field with you today, your team and in some way also your friends. 

“Hey!” The voice made everyone’s heads turn around immediately and the conversation that had been going on grew quiet. Baekhyun had that amazing smile on his face again, the one that made your stomach flip but it had never been meant for you before, the thing was that this time it was. He was smiling at you, directly at you while he ran down the stairs and got towards you, just to stop right in front of you. He had his soccer bag over his shoulder, one of his hands holding onto it while the other one was reaching out to you. You had no idea what to expect and your heart was skipping a beat while you stared at him, completely numb. Then his fingers opened and you could see the pencil laying on the palm of his hand, which made you blink your eyes in confusion. “I forgot to give this back to you.” He said and stuck out the pencil in your direction. By now he was used to the way you reacted if he spoke to you so he gave you the time to proceed what was happening, trying not to burst into laughing. 

“Well, you could have just kept it…After all it’s just a pencil.” You said while taking the pencil from him, not sure of what to do with it next. It was probably one of the longest sentences you had ever said to him ever since he had become your desk partner in the beginning of the year. He flashed you a smile and after he had given you the pencil he put his hands in his pockets, wiggling onto his feet. “Well, it’s yours so that means I would be stealing it from you right? I’m not a bad guy.” You blinked your eyes at him and weren’t sure if you had seen it right but you were almost sure that you had seen him flashing you a wink before he turner around and walked away, going to his friends who were standing a little further ahead. It was already strange that he wanted to be seen around you if he wasn’t in class and didn’t have to be sitting next to you. Most guys didn’t even want to talk to you about anything if it wasn’t about school or because someone had made them. 

“Well, what the hell was his problem?” Kai came up to you and stared at Baekhyun who was taking his bag and was getting ready to leave. You could see him looking at you out of the corner of his eye and you had no idea what you had to think of that. Of course it made you have a tingling and warm feeling inside of your stomach, but you were one of that little amount of girls who had never even talked to a boy alone for more than ten minutes apart from your best friend and your brother, so you surely had no idea how these kind of thing worked. You thought that he’d know that by now, since you couldn’t even say something to him without staring at him while looking as if you had lost your mind or to be stuttering through your whole sentence. What was he trying to do to you? Was he trying to give you a heart attack, because you were sure that it was working. 

“He was giving me back my pencil.” You said and opened your bag to put it in there, but Kai grabbed your wrist before you could and made you look back up at him. “He came all the way over here just to give you back your pencil? First of all, most guys don’t care about returning stuff like pencils, going out from the perspective that you’ll never need it again and won’t even miss it, because we also know that girls always buy everything double. Secondly, he could have just returned it to you next class but he actually came to look for you all the way over here to get you attention, to be able to talk to you and give it back. And lastly, I think he’s totally into you, did you see the way he was looking at you?” You pulled your hand from his wrist, ma