You looked into the mirror and sighed. You had no idea or you were feeling happy or sad, you just had no idea about your own emotions right now. You were looking so pretty right now, but was it for the right person? You loved Luhan that was for sure, but did you love him as much as you had loved your very first love Baekhyun? You sniffed as you thought about him. He had made his choice a year ago, you just had to move on and forget about him. But the memories about that evening were still haunting you. 

>> Flashback <<

"I don't understand? Why the hell won't you explain it to me?!" Your voice raised as you smashed your hands down on the kitchen table. You were caughed up in a huge argument and there was no way back anymore. It was swimming or sinking for the both of you and you had no idea what this was going to be. "It's because I love her _______-ah! I lost my interest in you, don't you get it?" You felt your heart sink. After all you had been through together he chose someone else over you, a girl he had met just two weeks ago while he had already been with you for 3 years.

"So you're cheating on me?" You asked, trying to keep your voice stable as you did not want to show your weak self in front of him. "I'm not going to deny it, yes I am." The way he said it almost made it sound like he wasn't even sorry for what he was doing to you. It made you realize what kind of idiot you had been for the last few years to be so insanely in love with this guy. "You could've just broken up with me when you 'lost your interest in me'." You mumbled and he shook his head with an annoyed smile on his face. He looked you in the eye and crossed his arms over his chest while sighing. 

"I didn't want to hurt your feelings." He muttered and you let out a sarcastic laugh. Baekhyun narrowed his eyes at your reaction but you didn't stop because of that. "But It's okay to hurt them now? Beside you're only making it worse now. But forget about it, just leave." You said and brushed past him to sit on the couch. You were not going to leave this apartment for him, he found someone else so he had to go. Baekhyun sighed but walked to the bedroom to get his stuff. There was no way he could have a serious conversation with you right now. 

After a while he came back with his luggage and walked up to the front door. "You may not believe it but...I am sorry about what happened ________-ah. I've never meant to hurt you, I've never meant to fall out of love with you." He waited for your anwser but it never came. You didn't want to hear him anymore, you just wanted to be alone and cry. Cry because of what this horrible man had done to your heart. Baekhyun then finally realized you weren't going to say anything and walked through the door, closing it softly behind himself. 

>> End Flashback <<

and now you were already a whole year further, sitting at home, in your wedding dress. After Baekhyun had left you, Luhan had always been there for you. You had known he had been Baekhyun's best friend, but you couldn't care about that back then. Luhan was a good guy and you had found yourself liking him, although you couldn't say if you loved him. You sighed and swung your hair behind your shoulder before raising from your chair and planning to go downstairs. It was when you opened the door that you heard the noice coming from there. 

"You don't understand! I can't let her do this!" That voice...you recognized it immediately. Although one years ago you had still wanted to not hear it anymore it now made your heart beat faster than it had ever done before. You walked down the stairs and there he was, in his skinny jeans with a black shirt. His