It had supposed to be a nice Saturday afternoon, the two of you hadn’t made any plans so you had decided to stay at home. There was no place you had to be, no people you had to see, today it would just be you and him. It had been his idea to come over towards your place, to watch a movie and to cuddle together on the couch, and you loved that he proposed it to you. These past few days he had been so busy and so caught up in his job that you had barely had the chance to see him. Just being here with him like this was everything you needed for now, so that you could have him all to yourself. Right now you didn’t have to share him with his other members or his fans, at this moment he was just your boyfriend, someone you wanted to spend your free time with. He was in the living room, picking a movie, while you were standing in the kitchen, preparing some hot coco for the both of you. When you had gone grocery shopping yesterday you had made sure to buy enough marshmallows, knowing that he liked it when you put them inside of his warm drink. It was a cold day and rain was ticking against the glass of the window, it was a very soothing sound. Normally you would hate this kind of weather, but at this point it couldn’t have been any better. During winter times like this it was even more appealing to stay inside and crawl against each other underneath a cosy blanket. 

A soft hum came over your lips as you devided the warm milk over the two cups you had placed onto the kitchen counter. In the background you could silently hear Baekhyun rumble through your pile of DVD’s, which you had collected over the years. Most of the times you would always watch the same one over and over again, just because you enjoyed it that much. You had made sure to dress yourself into some comfortable clothes, assuming that you weren’t still planning to leave the house today. As you reached out for the bag of marshmallows you could hear how his phone rang, it vibrated a few times, a loud melody playing through the house, before he picked it up. It almost seemed as if he didn’t want to answer it, as if he didn’t want this moment to get interrupted. You loved it that he was just as eager to spend this afternoon with you as you were. It proved to you that you still meant a lot to him, that he still wanted to be with you. Of course it wasn’t easy to be in a relationship with an idol, there were a lot of things you had to give up in order to be with him, but you loved him and you were prepared to do so. You could hear the soft sound of his voice, amused to hear it inside of the walls of your small apartment again after it had been so quiet for so many weeks. His company made you feel so much better, everything seemed brighter when he was around. 

“Babe, do you want some whipped cream on top?” You shouted into the direction of the living room, imagining him being on the phone and being annoyed because you were interrupting him. But you weren’t in the mood to go over and ask him, finding out that he wanted it and having to return once again. When he didn’t answer you you frowned, turning your head into his direction. But wherever he was, he was too far gone around the corner and you couldn’t see him. A sigh came escaped from you and you were about to ask him again when you heard a loud crash fill the air, making your heart beat rise instantly. It sounded as if something was broken, as if something had fallen to the ground. Baekhyun was normally clumsy, but you expected him to apologize after he dropped something, like he usually did. Sensing that something wasn’t right you left your two mugs where they were and walked towards the doorway, wanting to know what the hell was going on in there. It couldn’t be that hard to pick out a movie. But when you stepped into the other room you could see the man you loved sitting curled up onto the couch, his hands clamping his chest as tears rolled down his cheeks. Your eyes widened as you looked at him, feeling lost at watching him like that. The only thing you could do was rush over to him and crouch down in front of him, trying to make eye contact with him as you put your hands on both his knees. 

“What happened? What’s wrong?” You were sure that he could hear the worry inside of your voice, but what