Everything around you was moving so slow, the cars, the people, it was like time was standing still. You had to find a way to push the pointers of the clock to make them move faster. Adrenaline was running through your viens and made everything hazy. You had never ran this fast before, you almost fell because you couldn't follow your own feet anymore. People jumped out of the way, cars braked just in time, just to let you through. You weren't going to stop for anything or anyone. No red traffic light, no scolding woman, no crying child, no one could keep you from reaching your destination. You had no time to potter around, no time to think, no time to breath. 

You pushed the doors open with all the strenght you still had in your arms and kept running. You were here now, but still not close enough. You had to find him, you weren't going to stop running until you found him. Others gave you weird looks, expressions of sadness were send your way. You didn't care, those people weren't important right now. You stopped when you heard familiar voices and turned around the corner. They all stiffened when they saw you and it became silent. You weren't going to cry, you weren't going to brake down in front of them. You had to be strong, only so you could be there for them. Puffy eyes and red noses met you but no one spoke a word, the silence was all you had left now. 

It was Suho who spoke first, making everyone listen to the first voice they heard since a while. "He doesn't want to see us." He sobbed, pulling at his hair with his hands. You couldn't help but feel relieved at his words, your worst thoughts leaving your mind. You walked closer to them and leaned against the wall next to them. Here you were again, at this hateful, white building where it smelled like fear. The hospital had been the last place you had thought of to end your day in. "Can't you try?" Luhan asked and nodded to the white, wooden door with the number 157 on it. You bit your lip, nobody knew how he was doing, how bad his situation was, you were scared. One step to the door felt like you had run a marathon and sweat broke out of your body. Your heart beat increased, palms became wet, mouth was dry. But you eventually reached the door handle and pushed it down. 

"Baekhyun?" You asked softly. The other members all eyed you from the hallway, hoping that he was going to let you in. "Go away." His voice was hoarse, he had been crying. You couldn't see his face since his back was greeting you but you d