You were sitting in front of the window, tears still puffy and swollen from all the crying. It had been a week since your break up with Baekhyun and you were still broken from it. Everytime you closed your eyes his pleading eyes appeared in front of you, begging you to stay with him. Each time you tried to get some sleep he ended up in your dreams, replaying the old memories you had together. You missed him, so much that it was killing you. You missed his smile, his touch and the love he gave you but it just wasn't possible anymore. 

You were staying at your friend's house, Damion. He was gay and was the perfect companion for you at this moment since he exactly knew what you were going through. His ex had also cheated in him, but they made up after a couple months because their love was so strong. You didn't doubt that your love for Baekhyun was strong enough to get through this but your heart just wasn't. Baekhyun had been your everything and he had betrayed you. Just thinking of the fact that he had with another woman made your insides turn. 

You put the empty glass down on the little table next to you before you stood up and walked to the living room, watching how Damion and Axel were sitting on the couch, clunging onto each other. "I'm going to catch some air." You informed them as you grabbed your jacket. "Sure honey, be careful okay?" Axel gave you a wonderful, caring smile and you smiled back at him. Those guys took great care of you and at this moment they were the best friends you could ask for. "I will be, I'll see you guys."

You walked outside and closed the door behind you, not looking back. That's something you learned about this whole situation, don't look back, it will only make things much more painful. You dragged your feet with you over the ground, without having any idea where they were taking you. You just needed to clear your mind and the only way you could do that was by having some movement. When you stopped walking you looked up to see where you were and your mouth dropped when you saw where your feet had brought you. This was not where you wanted to be, but now you were here you couldn't go back anymore. 

You looked at the big tree in front of you, edmiring the forming leaves since it was starting to get summer. There were still hanging some flowers on the branches but they were ready to fall off. The spring was your favorite season, the time of the year when everything came back to life and the birds started singing again. You walked closer to the tree and turned around so your back was leaning against the trunk. Your legs began to feel weak so you let your body slip down so you were sitting on the ground, into the grass. 

This was the place