Since I had more than one idea for this request
This is the first version of this request,
The second one will follow ;)

You were staring at Baekhyun while he was in the studio, recording EXO their newest song. It had been a while since you've still had some time to come and look at him since you were also in a band and you were very busy yourself. But you were happy that today you could finally make some free time for him because you had decided that today was the day, you were going to tell him, no matter or he would be in a bad mood again. 

The last couple of weeks Baekhyun had been very mean to you. You knew that it was because he was stressed and very busy and tired but that didn't mean he had the right to treat you like he was doing and of course this also made you angry. You two had already had a few arguments in the time that he had been like this and you had once already wanted to break up with him because you knew you didn't deserve this but you just couldn't leave him, since there was a big secret you were carrying with you. 

You smiled at him when he came out of the studio and he sighed as he sat down next to you. "God, I need a break." He muttered while rubbing his temples in circles. He didn't look up at you as you placed your hand on his back and moved it up and down to sooth him. "It'll be okay." You said with a cheering voice but he just straightened up and slapped your hand away from his body. "What the hell do you know? It's not like your band is this popular so you have no idea how it feels to go through this." 

Your jaw dropped at his statement and you pressed your hand against your chest, hurt by his harshness. You knew that your band wasn't that well known yet but that didn't mean you didn't work hard to become good. You practiced very hard every day and had late nights and unending days just like him. Sometimes you were even already gone when he woke up because you had to practice to get better. And if that wasn't enough your manager was a serious who always wanted you to be perfect and who would scream at you if you would screw it up. If he thought you had no idea how it felt like, he was definitely wrong.

 
You looked straight ahead as he turned his head to look at you. He sighed in guild as he saw your pained expression. He had never meant to say something cruel like that but at this moment you were such an easy target where he could release his stress on. He bit his lip, thinking about apologizing but eventually looked away from you. One of the last things he had left right now was his pride and he didn't want to give that up so he just ignored your feelings and desided to keep his own ones save. 

You stared at the big clock on the wall and stood up from the little couch you had been sitting on for the past couple of hours. "I'm going home, are you coming with me or are you staying at the dorm tonight?" You eyed him sideways and saw him think about your question. You prepared yourself for the usual rejection and thought he would be staying with his band members like always, since apparently you weren't good enough anymore for him anyways. As you thought about your secret you teared up and you bit your lip, currently forgetting about your boyfriend's presence.

Baekhyun gulped as he saw your eyes getting watery and mentally cursed himself. He was angry at himself for putting you in so much pain every time but he just couldn't help it. He also didn't want to be this moody and he didn't want to argue with you all the time but he was just so tired and frustrated. "I'm coming with you." He said softly, grabbing his jacket which was lying on the back of the couch. You nodded at his decision and waited until he was ready to go. Then the two of you walked out of the building, walking next to each other but not exchanging any words. 

The ride home was just the same, really quiet. You stared out of the window while Baekhyun was driving you home through the dark landscape. Your mouth was still but your brain was working on overdrive at that moment. You were thinking about how you were going to tell him, when you were going to tell him and what you would do after you had told him. What were you going to do if he didn't want it, if he would break up with you because of it. You couldn't handle this on your own, you were to young and to unprepared. You needed the man you loved by your side while going through this but you didn't even dare to tell him. 

Baekhyun parked the car in front of the house and you walked out into the cold darkness, speed walking inside of your apartment. You heard how he followed you and left the door open for him so he could com