“What the hell was that for?” Your voice was sharp, your face slightly red and your hands shaking. You weren’t sure when you had last been this angry, but you were about to snap out of it. Baekhyun rolled his eyes as you, as if you were making this into something much too big before leaning against the wall beside him, crossing his arms in front od his chest and looking at you. “What do you mean? I was just talking to the boys.” He said and you threw your hands in the air out of frustration. How could he pretend as if nothing had happened, was he really that stupid? “Yes you were! But what you said was a little bit too much don’t you think?” He pulled a thoughtful face, as if he didn’t even remember what he had said not so long ago. You were sure he was playing with you, but you patiently waited and watched his face. 

Then he pouted, shrugged his shoulders and nonchalantly said, “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Tears stung in your eyes, you were furious. Normally you expressed your anger by crying, but you weren’t going to give that to him. You didn’t want to seem weak in front of him so you held back your tears and straightened your back before you talked. “You totally humiliated me in front of your friends and the other idols. They were all laughing at me, and you didn’t even say something. A boyfriend shouldn’t be making fun of his girlfriend like that!” You hissed, thinking about what he had said. He had made clear to everyone that you surely weren’t an idol, you were a horrible dancer and if you sang then the glasses would break. 

But it wasn’t that what had hurt you the most, it had been after that when he had began to call out all the things you were bad at. Everyone just laughed when Baekhyun told them you were a horrible cook and each time he ate your food he risked his life. He had said you didn’t really have a great sense of humor but everyone laughed with you out of pity because otherwise you’d be embarrassed, and many other things. And while you had been standing next to him, your face red of shame, staring to the floor. You had been wondering if everything he had been saying was right. You felt horrible and each second that passes made it worse, and Baekhyun’s words were just drilling into your heart. They had all been laughing at you, which was quite normal after having a few glasses of alcohol. Still you were surprised that even none of had stood up for you because you had seemed to be friend after you and Baekhyun had been dating for quite a while. 

The only one who had stood there with worried eyes pointing on you and his expression serious had been Suho. But he was a guy you hadn’t expected anything different from. When you hadn’t been able to take it anymore you had pulled Baekhyun with you to the hallway and now you were standing here, and you wondered why the hell you had even tried talking to him. He was drunk, and he probably had no idea what he was saying, but that didn’t make it less painful for you to hear it. You wanted him to apologize to you and to his friends for saying such things about you, but he didn’t even seem to remember he said them. “Listen babe, I was just having some fun. Besides, you know what I said was the truth. You really should chill a little.” If steam could have been coming out of your ear that would have happened right now. 

“What do you mean with that?” Your voice echoed through the corridor, there was no one else here to hear your conversation, luckily for them. Woken up by your scream you could see you were annoying him. His eyebrows met in the middle of his face as he frowned at you and rolled his eyes at your reaction. “You don’t know what it’s like to be an idol ________-ah! What I do is hard work, what you do isn’t something that can be compared with that! You have no idea how hard it is for me!” He yelled back at you and you were a little taken back by his sudden out burst. You knew you weren’t a celebrity, but you never thought he minded about that. “Then help me understand?!” You screamed in return and took a step closer to him, trying to provoke him a little. He stared angrily into your eyes, his were blazing fire. “You wouldn’t understand because you’re not an idol and you’ll never be!” 

You in your breath and felt as if he had just ripped your heart out of your chest. Your cheeks burned but were getting cooled off by the wet tears that were now streaming over them. He blinked his eyes a