The next morning

Jessica is already awake and is get ready for their schedules. While she is fixing her hair in front of a mirror, her eyes caught the 2 presents on the table beside her bed.

She didn’t notice it before. She sits on the edge of her bed and took the presents. She reads the card on those presents.

To: My Smexy Jessie

Happy birthday, dear.

Your pinky grandpa, Jay.

To: Jessie Jung Sooyeon a.k.a Sica

Happy birthday, Sica. I will always love you. <3

Khun <333

Jessica opened Khun’s present and inside the box, laid a really gorgeous dress and a pair of shoes. It’s a signature dress from Chanel and a pair of Prada shoes. Jessica is really happy with the expensive presents from Nickhun.

Then, she took Jay’s present and slowly un-wrapped it. Her heart is beating fast, she is nervous and anxious. She couldn’t describe her feeling and she doesn’t know why she is feeling that way.

Once she opened the box, there is a letter, an mp3 and also a ring.

Jessica took the letter and she reads it.

Dear Jessie..

I know you hate me now. I know I’m at fault for leaving and ignoring you.

But, I have my own reason. .

Jess,

I left without saying goodbye because of a perfect reason. I really wanted to tell you everything. I hope you will give me the chance to explain everything to you..

When I was gone, I miss you like crazy. I miss you, Jess. I really do.

I feel like dying without you. I miss your angelic voice, I miss your pretty smiles, I miss your gorgeous face, I miss your y pouty lips, I miss your cuteness and everything about you..

There isn’t a single moment when I’m not thinking about you.

You are always in my heart, always.

Jess,

Please give me one chance to meet you and explain everything. Please, I beg you.

I will release my album next week. I wrote the song, Abandoned, based on our story.

You always said that I abandoned you, so, I wrote a song about it. I know I’m the one who abandoned you and I really regret it.

Dear,

Some of the lyrics I directed to you and some of it for myself. I give you special treat because you get to listen to it before it’s actual release date. I hope you will listen to it carefully.

When I said abandoned in the song, I actually directed to myself. But, for the song’s convenient, I changed it, showing like the girl is the one who abandoned me. But, I want you to know that I admitted I abandoned you.

I’m really sorry, my smexy Jessie. For everything I have done to you..

Happy Birthday, Jess.

I love you, I really do~~~~

Jessica’s eyes are glowing with tears. That’s the first time Jay said the magic words to her.  He never said it before, when they were in ‘special’ friendship.

‘He loves me,’ she said to herself.

She took the mp3 and put the earphone on. She took the lyric and started to listen to the song, Abandoned.

I didn’t believe you left me

I’m so sad

It’s like of the world collapsed

You used to be colder than ice

You used to be, used to be, Girl

No way! What should I do if you leave me?

I mean… I knew this wouldn’t last forever

What happened to love?

Now, we’re anywhere

But I can’t let you go

I bet all things, just to be always with you

I only got you, don’t go anywhere else

But you left me, my heart hurts

Wherever you go

I follow you like a dog, oh

You’re the woman I’m looking for

It would be nice to have a drink and play, every night