OK. So this whole vomiting thing is absolutely freakin us out. I don’t know, but I’m not yet ready for this kind of responsibility. I mean, Jiyong and I are still young, there are still a lot of plans that has to be done and my memory still has to comeback.

“Jiyong…let’s not go to conclusions yet…OK? I have a feeling that this is just an effect of the alcohol that we drank last night…you know….part of a hangover or something” I told him.

“Let’s go to the hospital now to get you checked” he said and I nod.

“Wait! It’s already eight honey….you should be preparing already…I’ll just ask mom to accompany me to the hospital later” I told him and he sighed.

“I’ll call Charles hyung and tell him that I’ll be late” he said but I grabbed his phone.

“Clarise…c’mon…I’m dying to know what’s happening to you…and if you’re really pregnant…at least I’m there to celebrate with you” he said  and wrapped his arms around my waist.

“Honey….let’s not expect too much…OK? I mean…if it turns out to be negative…I’m sure you’ll get disappointed and I don’t want that to happen” I told him and he kissed my forehead.

“I’m excited….I’m so excited that my heart is just jumping in joy right now” he said and I smiled at him.

“You really like to be a father already…huh?” I asked and he nods.

“Yes…and you know that so well…actually before…I’ve even convinced you to try making one” he said and I looked at him in surprise.

“Seriously?” I asked.

“Yes” he answered.

Oh my gosh! This is really a shock for me. I, Clarise, have agreed to make a baby? I’m not expecting that as a matter of fact for I know so well that I’m not ready for it yet. Oh well, maybe I was really ready for it before though I’m not that sure about it now.

“You’re not good with it at first…then one day…you woke up and telling me that you are good with it already…that’s why we decided to try” he said and I hugged him.

“I’ll be happy once this turns out to be positive…coz I know you want it…and most especially….I know that you will be a good dad” I told him and he kissed my shoulder.

“I will” he said.

*kring* *kring*

“Is that my phone?” I asked him and we were silent for a second to confirm it.

“Yes! That’s mine!” I said and was about to run already but he grabbed my arm, making me stop.

“What? Why?” I asked in surprise.

“Honey…please be careful…don’t run or do anything that will tire you” he said and I laughed.

This is really funny. I mean, Jiyong is already acting like he’s so sure that I’m pregnant but at the same time, it’s sweet for he really cares for me and the baby.

“awww honey…that is just so sweet” I told him and he chuckled.

“Just sit on the couch and I’ll get your phone for you” he said and I obeyed.

I can already imagine Jiyong carrying a baby in his arms and singing a lullaby. I don’t know, but it was really a very touching thought.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Hey nippy!” Trish greeted.

“Yes? What can I do for you?” I asked and she sighed.

“What’s happening? Do you have a problem or something?” I asked and she was still silent.

“What? Nippy! You’re making me nervous” I told her.

“Can you go here?” she asked.

Gosh! I don’t know what’s happening to her and I’m really worried now. Trish can be so very dramatic at times, but the moment she fell silent and sound so down, I get scared for I know that it will take me forever to comfort her.

“OK…I’ll go there…be there in a minute” I said.

“Thanks nippy” she said and hanged up.

“What’s the matter?” Jiyong asked after I hanged up.

“It’s Trish…she’s a little bit freaky….I think she’s on her drama mode once again…I’ll go to the other apartment first” I answered.

“Is she and TOP hyung having a problem?” he asked and I shrugged.

“I don’t know…did he tell you anything?” I asked and he shook his head.

“I’ll go there first…OK?” I told him and he sighed.

“Just get ready and I’ll be here in a few minutes….I’ll just check on Trish” I said and he nods.

“I love you” he said and gave me a peck on the lips.

“Love you too” I replied and went out.

The moment I entered my apartment, the sweet aroma of newly cooked waffles got my attention. Gosh! This is why I love having my mom around, she cooks non-stop.

“Hey mom!” I greeted when I saw her in the kitchen.

“Morning little girl!” she greeted and I checked the food on the table.

“WOW! Are you going to feed everyone here in the building?” I joked and she laughed.

“I’m going to give it to you and Jiyong…to your brother and to the four boys” she said and I took a waffle a started munching it.

“Gosh! Are you that hungry?” she asked and I nod.

Truth is, I already ate breakfast awhile ago, but because I’ve already vomit everything out, I’m hungry again.

“I am….actually…my stomach is super empty” I told her and she poured fresh orange juice on my glass.

“I heard what happened last night” she said as she sat on a chair opposite to mine.

I knew it! My mom will surely know everything and I haven’t prepared myself for some serious scolding yet. This is a really good way to start the day.

“Mom…it’s all my fault…I know” I said and she nods.

“You should’ve ignored him…I mean…Clarise…I know that all you can remember now are your moments with Gab because that’s where your memory stopped…the thing is…Gab and Jiyong is not that good with each other…they are rivals” she said and I sighed.

“How can they be rivals? Gab doesn’t even love me since day one…I’m the one who always do the chasing before…not him…and now that I’m happy with another guy…here he is…ruining my happy life” I said and she nods.

“Well…that’s just natural….you know men…they like competition…especially once they see that the other party is better than them…Gab knows that