“Love is learning your partner’s language, and then expressing love in a way that he can receive”

I’m seeing certain things in a different perspective now and I’m slowly taking all of these new feelings in. But then again, I’m being cautious to not take everything seriously coz once I get this on, I will not be able to run away from it already and I still want to have that sweet escape if things screws up.

It’s already Saturday and this day is really nerve wracking. I don’t know, but all I can think of right now is my “date” with a popular person and it’s not every day that you’ll get this chance. Yes, now I know that I’m privileged to have been given this opportunity and I will not waste it for the world. All I have to do there is be myself and enjoy. After all, my nerves will not eat me, though I can already feel that it might swallow me alive.

I woke up with a twisted mind and mixed feelings. Well, I can’t get myself to believe that this day will really come and in just a few hours, I’d be with G-dragon and I don’t even have a clue on what’s waiting for me. All I know is that, I might be seeing a lot of superstars and I bet my whole life in this, I’d be stunned even though I’ve seen most of them already.

“Hello?” I picked up a call while feeding Lucky.

“Trouble twin…I’m on my way there” Eun hee said.

“Huh? It’s a Saturday….we don’t have school” I said in case she has forgotten that it’s a weekend.

“I know! I’ll just drop something off” she said and I sighed.

“Alright” I said and she hanged up.

It seems like Eun hee is going to make me her messenger once again for she said that she’s just going to drop something off. Usually whenever she “drops something off” it means that she wants me to give a certain gift to someone special. This is how the mouse is when she’s in-love, she’s got these cute and mushy ways of showing it and I’m telling you, it may look a little sticky, but hell! She’s putting a lot of effort in it.

“Oh please! Put him in his cage first” Eun hee nearly kicked Lucky when it smelled her foot.

“When will you love animals?” I picked Lucky up and stick him right up in front of her face.

“EEEEKKKK!” she shrieked, making me laugh so hard.

“That’s so immature of you” she said and went inside.

“So….why are you here?” I asked and sat on the chair opposite hers.

“What day is it today?” she asked and I sighed.

“Saturday” I answered as if it’s just a normal day.

Eun hee and Dong min has been waiting for this day and now that it’s already here, I’m so sure that their butts are already wigglin for I’m gonna have a “date” of a lifetime. It really is going to be a heck of a date.

“And….” she said and I rolled my eyes.

“And I’m going to die from nervousness….stress and thinking too much” I said and she chuckled.

“Why do you think you’re feeling all of these if you’re not in-love or you don’t like him at all?” she asked and it stopped my whole system for a second.

Truth is, I’ve already admitted to myself that I like him and I’m convincing myself that there’s nothing wrong with that. After all, it’s just LIKE not LOVE.

“Look…I like him….all because he’s a good person and he treats me well…I’m feeling these strange emotions because I’m going to spend time with a popular dude and it’s not that normal right?” I asked and she smirked.

“What if I tell you that I’m seeing a different thing already?” she asked and I looked at her curiously.

“Different?” I asked and she gave out a nod.

“I guess you don’t like him anymore” she has this tricky smile that can make you go wild “It’s LOVE already” she finished and I laughed out loud.

“INSANE! I’m not in-love and I won’t fall” I told her and she stuck her tongue out at me.

I know that I shouldn’t be talking for the future coz I don’t even know what will happen to me later but, I really have a strong feeling that I won’t even fall in-love with G-dragon for some valid reasons that I know is understandable.

First off, if I’m going to fall in-love with him, it will only mean that the “friendship” that we are still building will be affected. Second, I don’t want to fall because our worlds are just so different and it will just complicate things for me. Third, he’s a freaking superstar and he wouldn’t even consider my feelings for I’m just an ordinary girl. And last but not the least, falling in-love with him is like dragging myself to a pool of strong and intense emotions, and I’m not ready to drown yet.

“What time do you have to be there?” Dong min, who just arrived, asked.

“mmm…he told me that I can go there early if I want to…but I’m not yet sure” I answered.

“Call him and tell him that you will go there after lunch” Eun hee said and handed my phone to me.

“I’m actually planning to go in an hour” I said and they shook their heads.

“No....you’re not ready yet” Dong min said and I looked at him curiously.

“What do you mean I’m not ready yet?” I asked and they just smiled at me.

“Just call him now!” they said in unison, making me jerk up.

I don’t know what these two are up to, but I’m pretty sure that they will once again make me a human Barbie doll who they can dress up and put make-up on.

“Hey…it’s Ishi” I said when he answered.

“I disturbed his sleep” I mouthed at Dong min and Eun hee.

“Speaker!” Dong min mouthed back and I switched to speaker mode.

“Did I just wake you?” I asked nervously and he cleared his throat.

“Something like that…but…it’s all good” he answered and I really feel sorry.

“Sorry….umm…I’ll just call you later I guess” I said.

“NO! It’s all good…I’ve slept enough actually…so…what’s up? By the way…it’s already Saturday if you have forgotten” he said and I chuckled.

“I know…well…the reason why I called you is to tell you that I’d be coming over the YG building at around 1pm…if that’s just fine with you” I told him.

“As I’ve said…you can come any time…I’ll already go there in an hour” he said and the sound of his voice is just so y.

“mmm….you can go back to sleep again” I said, not knowing what to say anymore.

“Alright…I’m gonna see you later” he said and I feel like he doesn’t want to end the call yet.

“Yeah…see you…I’ll call you again” I said with a smile on my face.

“OK…take care” he said.

“KYAAAAA!” Eun hee shrieked, making me nervous.

“ummm…I’ll hang up now…sorry for waking you up….see you!” I said and hanged up.

Seriously, that is the most awkward conversation that I had in my existence. I don’t know, but I feel like my heart just jumped out of my chest the moment he answered my call.

“That…..just says it all” Dong min said while looking at me.

“What do you mean?” I asked and he smiled at me.

“You are in-love tinky and you have to accept it already” he said, making me smirk.

“I’m not….and I’m so sure of that” I said and they shook their heads.

“If you can only see yourself awhile ago…I’m so sure that you yourself will say that you are indeed in-love…the mere fact that you are smiling from ear to ear is enough to tell us that…that heart of yours is functioning and your cold and stagnant heart is already becoming warm and flowing” Eun hee said and I sighed.

I don’t want to consider their point for if I’m going to analyze everything, I might fall into this conclusion that I am indeed in-love with G-dragon and that is not right at all. All I want is for us to be friends and that’s just it.

“Ok…I’ve brought you clothes and all you have to do is try them all on and we’ll pick the best” Eun hee said and pulled out everything inside a big bag.

As expected, Eun hee’s clothes are revealing for me and in the end, we agreed to only one outfit. I’m just so thankful that mouse is here and she’s so willing to lend me her clothes. Now I look like a million dollar girl even if I just worth a thousand.

“I’m really nervous” I said while Dong min is making wonders on my face.

“Don’t be! If I were you…just relax and let your mind and heart go with the flow…do