The meeting between Tyra and YG with the Big Bang members was beyond awkward. Tyra never looked up to meet YG’s eyes afraid that she may make eye contact with someone in the room. Hoku could feel the tension in the room as she stared between the man standing next to her and the woman sitting at the couch signing off papers to Eden.

“Are you ok oppa?” Hoku whispered up to the tall man who quickly looked down before forcing a smile on.

“I’m fine, don’t worry.” He offered grabbing one of the rolling computer chairs before walking over, offering it to her.

“You need to sit down.” He offered as Hoku smiled and nodded, taking a seat before sighing in relief.

“Are you sure about this?” Eden asked over hesitantly to Tyra who stared at the contract that was handing the club over to Eden.

“It’ll be fine.” Tyra whispered shutting her eyes tightly before signing it quickly, sliding it across the table to YG.

“How close were we?” Hoku asked over to TOP who looked down to her smiling.

“You guys were attached at the hip.” He offered causing her to chuckle at his explanation.

“You both are extremely close.” He added as Hoku smiled turning her attention back to the meeting at hand. Once the meeting was done, slowly everyone began standing from their seats as the 3 girls walked over to hug Tyra, the guys watching from a distance.

“When do you go home?” Steph asked pulling away as Tyra smiled at them.

“I’m only here till tomorrow at noon, I had some business in the states that I still need to take care of.” She offered as the girls nodded.

“By the way, congrats.” Tyra mentioned staring at Steph who just blinked in confusion.

“Excuse me?” She asked confused causing Tyra to chuckle.

“You and Dae, expecting.” She pointed out as her eyes shot open and over to Jiyong’s sheepish smile.

“Ji.” Steph whined as Jiyong chuckled before shrugging.

“How far along are you?” Tyra asked pulling her bag up her shoulder as Steph turned back to her.

“Um, about 2 weeks, not that far along.” Steph answered as Tyra nodded.

“Not as far as Hoku, how far along is she?” Tyra asked looking over to the woman who was still talking with Jiyong and TOP.

“Um, she’s 5 months, right?” Steph asked looking over to Selena who just nodded. Tyra couldn’t help but feel a bit hesitant about being there. None of them looked like they wanted to see her, at all or right now, and she could definitely feel the tension in the air the moment she stepped into the room. She sighed loudly before pulling a fake smile on.

“Anyways, I’m gonna head to my hotel to get some rest.” She offered as Eden turned to her.

“Oh, you have to go out with us tonight.” Eden urged as Tyra’s eyes shot open.

“Um, sorry but I’m really tired.’ She made up an excuse hesitantly watching as her eyes slowly crept over to the man that had already been staring at her. She blushed brightly before looking to the girls that were eagerly staring at her.

“It’s Eden’s birthday, so you HAVE to come.” Steph whined as Tyra looked to Eden’s pout before sighing, annoyed now.

“Fine, where and when.” She whispered as the 2 girls squealed before launching against Tyra’s chest.

“Tonight, 8pm at our house.” Eden answered as Tyra looked to her shocked.

“You guys bought a house already?” She asked as the 3 girls nodded at the same time. Tyra quickly made her leave after receiving the needed info to find Taeyang and Eden’s house, into a waiting taxi before collapsing against the window. Even though she was the one to hurt him, she couldn’t help the way her heart called for him, the way her heart thumped loudly in her ears just seeing him. She had really messed up and there was really no way for her to take it back.

Hoku’s POV…

It’s been a few days since I’ve been back from Japan and honestly, still nothing was making sense in life, nothing was helping me to remember except the constant kicking in my abdomen. I was growing slowly comfortable with the being inside of me, my undercover mother instincts constantly kicked in from time to time, and then I would chuckle at myself. Ever since being back, I couldn’t help but to notice the way GD would react around me, the way he treated me, it was warm, comforting, I loved it. But then there was a part of me, the hesitant part that always held me down from getting too comfortable, I don’t know why but it was. Being back from Japan, my parents left back home and left me in the care of GD since I was still not good enough to fly back home. To be honest, I was more comfortable being around people I was slightly familiar and comfortable with then with folks that claimed to be my family, even if they were.

Right now, I’m using GD’s guest room in his apartment, supposedly the girls told me that he was living in a house before I came, he offered to live and take care of me in this apartment. It was weird at first, but grew comfortable after a while.

Tonight was Eden’s birthday party, we were all going over to their house to celebrate, I was slightly excited but nervous at the same time, not sure why but the child inside of me could obvious feel it from the constant movements.

I sat on the edge of the bed I was using just watching the movements through my shirt in wonder.

“Omo.” I whispered feeling a hard kick to the side. Immediately I grabbed at the side in pain, not shooting pain but like a side pain.

“Aish, you naughty little thing.” I scolded under my breath smiling slightly before it kicked again.
“Ya! Calm down in there.” I scolded again grabbing at my stomach.

“Oh my god! Are you ok?!” A voice shouted from the doorway startling me when GD ran in panicking, obviously just seeing my expression and the fact that I was holding my stomach. I looked up to his panicked expression, quickly pulling his phone out before I chuckled. He stopped mid dial before looking at me confused.

“What?” He asked as I sighed, rubbing the side of my stomach.

“I’m fine, it seems like it’s a fighter.” I pointed out as he sighed, dropping to his knees in front of me.

“Geez, you’re going to kill me.” He muttered as I smiled, loving the extra attention.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you, it was kicking like crazy.” I explained looking down as he sat on his knees and just stared at it. I don’t know what it was, but every time I was with this man, it felt like my heart raced faster, the child inside me moved more to the point that you could it’s footprints through my shirt. Quite creepy at first but I learned to accept it after seeing it so many times. I smiled down at his calm expression as his eyes bared holes into my stomach.

“You want to touch it?” I asked hesitantly as his eyes shot open and up to me.

“W-what?” He asked confused as I smiled, patting my stomach teasingly.

“I think it wants you to touch it.” I offered as he blushed, clearing his throat before nodding slowly. I sat back on my hands watching as his hand slowly stuck out before landing on my stomach. Like a jolt of electricity, it sent a wave through my stomach to the now kicking child. His eyes shot open and over to mine in surprise.

“It moves a lot.” I answered as he moved his hand slightly before chuckling when the child moved again.

“What does it feel like?” He suddenly asked as I looked to him confused.

“What?” I asked as he gestured with his head to my stomach still feeling the movement.

“Ah, that. Ummmm, well it’s a little hard to explain.” I mentioned sheepishly scratching the back of my head just watching him before he stood.

“Well we should get ready, we need to be at the party in an hour.” He offered as I looked to the clock to see that it was 7.

“Alright, how should I dress?” I asked carefully peeling myself off the bed, stretching.

“Comfortable.” He explained as I nodded and began getting ready for the night. Slowly, hopefully, I begged that I would at least remember GD more than the person I knew now. Anything, I would take anything my memories would offer me.