Hoku couldn’t believe what was happening, it was like the child knew it’s father’s voice without ever meeting him. Then what took her breath even more away was when Jiyong ran out on stage to accept his award. Of course she was inwardly cheering along with the moving worm inside of her, but what he had said was what caught her tongue.

‘Of course I wanna thank my fans above anything else, without you, I would not be where I am today or who I am today. You all make me who I am, you allow me to make amazing music for you to enjoy, I am so grateful having such caring and understanding fans next to me. I hope that you will also support me as much in future. I want to personally thank my members for all the help they have given me on my solo album, we are still big bang but we are also brothers, I appreciate all the time and effort they put into our work, making it so much easier on me. Last but not least I would like to thank one person that has and will always be someone special in my heart, I’m not sure if she is watching this broadcast right now, but I would like to tell her how sorry I am for everything I have done to her in the past. In front of the world and in front of my fans, I am willing to give up everything in life, even my music just to see you smile once more. You mean the world to me.’

Hoku sat there for a few hours after the live stream with dry tears running down her cheeks. Finally she had felt so exhausted to the point that she had just fallen asleep on the couch, uncaring as to how uncomfortable it was.

“You think she saw that?” Tablo asked as Jiyong walked off stage with his award in hand. He just smirked and shrugged.

“I can only hope can I?” Jiyong mentioned back while Tablo smiled and nodded.

“One step at a time Jiyong.” Tablo assured causing him to nod.

“The only other thing you need to worry about is that guy she brought with her.” Tablo mentioned causing Jiyong to groan annoyed.

“I totally forgot about that douche bag.” Jiyong whispered causing Table to chuckle.

Michael woke up the next morning, noticing the television was on.

“Hoku?” He grumbled stretching in his spot before looking over to the unoccupied bed across from him. Slowly sitting up in his spot, he stretched once more before noticing the legs hanging off the couch.

“Geez, Hoku.” He grumbled climbing off the bed and walking over to see that she was curled up on the couch, red puffy eyes, and her pillow snug up against her chest. He sighed, putting a hand through his hair annoyed before walking over and grabbing her a blanket. He didn’t know what had happened last night, but something had told him that she had watched the award show even after she had told him she was tired. Once he had tucked her comfortably into the couch, he took a seat on the other couch, just staring at her.

“I wonder if something happened?” He whispered before realizing something, he quickly pulled out his I Pad and checked on recent news. Scrolling through last night’s awards he froze in one spot reading over a certain speech.

‘Last but not least I would like to thank one person that has and will always be someone special in my heart, I’m not sure if she is watching this broadcast right now, but I would like to tell her how sorry I am for everything I have done to her in the past. In front of the world and in front of my fans, I am willing to give up everything in life, even my music just to see you smile once more. You mean the world to me.’

If the I Pad could crumble in his hands, it would be in pieces right now for all the anger that was suddenly running through his veins. This guy didn’t know when to quick, did he? And what hurt him more was the fact that he knew that she had been crying because of that. She didn’t have to tell him, he already knew her good enough to know that this was the reason for the dried up stains on her cheeks. He knew it was a bad idea to come here, but he knew how much she wanted to be here for her friends. Sighing annoyed, he placed the I Pad quietly down before shutting his eyes. Why did it sudden feel like he was losing her, slowly? Like she was right in front of him, but so out of reach.