#NowPlaying Taeyang - Love You To Death

Maybe you think that my heart is okay.

Maybe I'm a superhero; I won't bleed even if I got pricked. 

"Hey Fany..." 

"T-TOP Oppa..." 

"How are you doing?" 

"F-Fine. I-I go-got to go now! S-See you!" 

Whatever you do to me, I'll just endure it. Even if all of me dies, I just need you to breathe.

If you're a poison, I'm willing to throw away whatever antidote I have. 

"TOP Hyung, it's time to stop. Tiffany Hwang is gonna kill you." 

"No, she's not." 

"She already has a boyfriend!" 

"As if Im Yoona doesn't have," I spit. 

"YAH! I-IT'S DIFFERENT!" He gets angry and hols my collar.

"How is it different?!" I bellow. "ADMIT IT KWON JI YONG! YOU'RE JUST AS HOPELESS AS I AM!" 

"I'M NOT!" He shouts and wants to wave a punch across my face.

I am about to retaliate when the others break us apart. 

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!!" Daesung and Young Bae pull us apart while Seungri shouts. 

"Hyung, please..." Daesung holds me down and pleads. "You know Yoona is Ji Yong hyung's pain point... Ji Yong hyung is right... You can't breathe anymore hyung. You need to distance yourself away from Fany..." 

"Ji Yong ah, can you please stop torturing yourself..." Young Bae sighs as he holds Ji Yong down. 

"Hyungs, please stop killing yourselves... We need you guys..." Seungri lectures as the both of us pant in silence. 

They say I should distance away from you in order to breathe. They only know that I will not live well if I'm near you.

But what they don't know is that, if I distance away from you,  I'll die... 

I love you to death, Tiffany Hwang.

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I always think