11/20/13 -- White (Part 43/50)
[365 Days Challenge- 1 word a day (2013)]Title:Home Sweet Home: White
Pairing/Character:AibaxNino, JunxNino, Kaze, ShoxOC / Ohno
Genre/Rating:Angst, Fluff, Friendship, Romance / G
Word Count:506
Disclaimer:I own nothing but the plot
Summary:I imagined Masa standing within the crowd, cheering for me along with everyone else.
Warning:Character death
Pairing/Character:AibaxNino, JunxNino, Kaze, ShoxOC / Ohno
Genre/Rating:Angst, Fluff, Friendship, Romance / G
Word Count:506
Disclaimer:I own nothing but the plot
Summary:I imagined Masa standing within the crowd, cheering for me along with everyone else.
Warning:Character death
I imagined Masa standing within the crowd, cheering for me along with everyone else. I could imagine him waving his hand frantically, screaming my name, and his eyes twinkling as I walked back on stage with a huge grin. As I imagined Masa within the crowd, I sang a song:
I'll make it easy to understand. Yes, very simple.
Easy enough for you and me to get it.
I'll try telling it to you.
"I like you."
The times at that place where our shadows overlapped.
Or that walking through the same days connected us together.
It'll change all of those times...
So that I'll be able to sing it out, so that it'll make it to you,
It'd be nice if I could go to meet you。。
I can tell, I know where you are.
Almost as if I could see it, as if you were right beside me.
That's why it's hard. Because I know, but no matter what, I can't go to you
When I say, "Keep doing your best", you'll smile at me...
I made meals for you.
I put out the things that you liked.
Though none of them are eaten in the end.
...But I'm used to that now.
If I can make it better next time... Though there's no way that will happen, I'll try my best to do it.
Something you can see, but I can't.
I get bold enough when I'm drunk that I murmur, "You're not fair."
I wonder if that's true? Maybe I've changed a little?
"It seems like you've gotten lazier?"
Carried in through the window on the breeze, I heard you say that. You never change, do you...
Those times when you smiled gently at me, that place where we were together.
That is the thing that is the most important to me So important, it makes me want to cry.
The days when I said that to myself, I couldn't tell you.
...I wonder why I couldn't say it to you?
Rather than that thing that we look up at in the distance, you are... you are...
If it's now, I think I can say it.
You're more beautiful than a rainbow...*
I created it back when Masa and I were just teenagers and I had almost forgotten about the song until I was looking through our old stuff in our old house. I could tell that I took the fans by surprise and later announced that it was a teaser for my upcoming album “White.” The emcees asked me, though, if I wrote the lyrics based on someone and teased me that I was a softie. I told them honestly that I used to have someone I loved way before I became famous, but said nothing further when they had asked me where this person was now. I couldn’t bear to tell them that this special person had already gone, afraid that I’ll cry on stage…
Jun grinned at me, obviously proud that I wasn’t being the depressing sap
TBC
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