okay,

im sOSOSOSOOSOOSSOSOSOOSSOOSOSOSOOSOSOOSOSOSO sorry for not updating since the 9th!! ;;; i have no excuse for the 10th and the 11th, but on the 12th mom had to take me to the hospital bc those stomach pains i told y'all about got worse to the point i started crying which lead to a panic attack bc i couldn't breathe, and they gave me a "really strong" laxative that, intead of making me have bowel movements, made me throw up rly violently twice (which didn't help my nausea at all, i still feel like im going to run to the bathroom throwing up any second and my stomach still hurts like a ) and i was still in pain for the rest of the day, and then i was asleep from four somethin am 13th to eleven somethin' pm yesterday (14th) meaning i was basically asleep for two days straight, minus times i woke up when someone came into my room to see if i was still alive and the times i woke up to sip my water before passing back out hah, so yea

again im so very sorry and ill try to update soon ;;

love,

Host