yo,

a reALLY BIG sorry for not updating in eight-nine days and updating really slowly!! this isn't a really good excuse, but i've been really sick and i don't remember if i've mentioned that i finally managed to start getting help for my stomach, so i've been dealing with doctor appointments and procedures for a little over a month and a half (emergency room: 3 times | my doctor: 2 times | doctor specialized in this area: 3-ish times) aND we haven't exactly gotten anywhere just like a lot of deadends and hardly any answers sooooo yeah about that. i also recently had an endoscopy and colonoscopy so i slept for hours and hours and hours lmao and i'm still recovering from it, but i haven't heard anything from the biopsy so we don't know what questions were solved and what weren't so yeah.

i have an ultrasound on monday too so yeah..  a lot of running around aha ( ´ ▽ ` ) who knows what procedures i might have to do afterwards but yeah, we're working hard and trying a lot of things to really figure out what's going on. the pains and cramps are getting worse and worse, which is another reason why i'm sleeping more; to get away from them (plus the painkillers the doctor gave me have a reeeeeeally serious drowsy effect haha) i've also been throwing up a lot and they're really violent so ye another reason why i've been exhausted.

so yeah, i've just been sleeping a lot and really exhausted and hardly eating (i dropped down to 90 lbs/41-40 kgs (i think??) so.. （ ´∀｀ ）). i have a lot of unfinished oneshots though (mostly vmin lOL but not all of them so dont worry ` v ` ), so i will still indeed be updating, just... be patient with me? ;; v ;; i'll be able to update more when all of this stuff is sorted out!!

(also thank you sosososososososososososososososososooooooooooooo much for 283 subscribers and 55 upvotes!!! it honestly means so much that so many people like my writing and want to read more and make me apart of their lives ♡♡♡♡ it's so baffling and makes me really flattered and happy whenever there's a new subscriber or upvote (◡‿◡✿))

love,
tae