heyo,

once again, i'm sososososososososososososo sorry for the lack of updates!!! as you all know, i have been writing, so you don't need to worry about me having a writing block or anything like that haha. and i'm sorry for always making excuses, but um there are now two other reasons that're paired with my stomach situation that will be getting in the way of me writing/updating;

1. we're going to be going to storage a lot to get things out and put some things my grandma doesn't want in the house anymore in. that's going to be a lot of trips and a lot of heavy lifting which means more sleeping haha. i'm pretty sure we won't be doing it everyday but dom wants to start doing it more because we really need to and we haven't really been in the storage unit to like organize and things lmao, but yeah there's that

2. i'm probably going to be seeing a psychiatrist soon because, uh.. my best friend/platonic girlfriend, v, made me promise to tell my parents about how i've been extremely depressed and angry and suicidal and i did (basically told them i've been cutting and attempted to commit suicide yesterday morning and i'm scared because i feel like i'm not in control anymore and a few other things and started crying and yeah) so dom is going to look around for a psychiatrist around here that takes our insurance so... yeah, i'm going to be busy with those appointments paired with the appointments for doctors for my stomach and yeah..

truly, i'm very very very very sorry and i won't beg you to stay or not be mad at me or anything like that, but i would like you to know that i'm not lacking in updating because i'm lazy, it's because i'm dealing with a lot of things in my personal life (you can probably expect a lot of vent fics lmao...) and i'm just going to be very busy for quite a while.

again, i'm sorry! i love each and every single one of you ♡

love,

jups