NOTE: Okay, so, for some reason, I wanted to upload this (and another one I've done) here even though they have nothing to do with BTS, and they're just poems (?) that I did based on some things I deal with. idk just ignore these if you want because, as I said, they have nothing to do with BTS and they're crappy lol

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"Can I come in?"

I hear the innocent question

seep through the wood of my door

to the little room I created

in a corner of my mind so my demons

can have plenty of room to play in

"No!"

I shout,

hoping it would go away

hoping it would leave me alone

"Too bad."

Is the rough response I get

and I shiver

I hear the squeak of the door when it pushes it open

I keep my head between my knees

I keep my cries quiet

I know it's still wearing it's black cloak,

it's hood pulled up,

hiding everything except it's

malicious grin,

the horrible stench of worry and fear

practically sewn into the cloth

It sits on my bed and I curl into a tighter ball,

pulling the sheets closer as if

the fluff could protect me

I know it's staring at me with that

awful grin

It doesn't do anything but stare,

but the longer it stays

more tears river down my cheeks

more lines on my bruised skin appear

more blood leak out of the new exits

and the larger it's grin gets

It goes on like this for minutes,

days,

weeks,

months,

before it finally jumps off my bed

and goes to the door,

leaving with a quiet

click

And I whimper as the blood dries and

sinks into my skin to become tattoos

and the cuts turn into scars,

hoping,

praying,

that maybe

just maybe

I might have enough power to beat it next time

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yeah i wrote this a while ago based on how it feels for me when my anxiety acts up (i have depression anxiety, in case you're curious, which you're probbaly not lol) and like i said, idk why i uploaded this here and idk why i'm going to upload my other one here since this is a bangtan oneshot dump, not an emotional poem (?) dump but y'know

maybe some of you will like these

also i might be active

you have no reason to believe me since i said this before and i died, but if i do end up uploading a lot, don't be surpirsed because i said it here that i might be active

I apologize for mistakes and I hope you enjoyed! <3