For Real
My Gangster Prince~~~~~~'s POV
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I shouted and threw the pillow I was hugging onto against the door.
"Okay okay, I'll be out here if you need anything." Daehyun didn't persuade further. He was being patient with me. I could feel that he was controlling his anger.
"Whatever." I didn't want him in but I didn't exactly want him to leave too. I didn't know why I pushed it further.
What the hell was I thinking? What did I even behave that way to my Daehyun? He meant well right? I never wanted him to leave me alone but I had no choice. I didn't want to tell him what happened. I couldn't. Knowing Minsook, he would surely carry out what he said if I told anyone. I can't imagine what would happen if I told Daehyun. Its a girl's worst nightmare to be and I don't want to be 'dirty' in Daehyun's eyes.
"Princess?" Daehyun called after about an hour. I didn't want to reply him. Just let him think I've fallen asleep.
I cannot take this any longer. The stress is eating me alive. Everytime I see his concerned face I feel like spilling everything out but telling Daehyun wouldn't change anything so he didn't need to know. Why let more people suffer when the situation only concerned me? Who knows what will Minsook do to Daehyun if he found out? I'm not taking the risk. I don't want to hurt him by venting on him. He didn't do anything wrong and he's clueless and innocent about the whole situation. I don't want to say hurtful words to him when he meant well. Tears escaped my eyes as I thought about all these. I guessed I was too tired from all the shouting and abusing that I unknowingly fell asleep.
I woke up a few hours later after having a nightmare or rather, a dream if I was in Daehyun's shoes. I was walking along the streets when I saw a familar figure with a girl across the road. They seemed to be laughing and playing happily. Daehyun was tickling the girl while she was playfully slapping Daehyun's arm. He looked so happy. They then went into an ice cream shop and bought a three-scooped cone. They left the shop arms interlocking each other. The girl held onto the ice cream and fed Daehyun. Even though it hurts me a whole lot, I followed them to witness how happy Daehyun was. Daehyun then took out his phone and they took selcas together. The last shot was a kiss shot.
I sat outside her door just to make sure she wouldn't do anything stupid. I'm starting to feel a little angry at the current situation. Just what have I done to deserve this treatment? If she's not feeling good, she should have told me rather than leaving me here to guess whether or not I was the one at fault. Why must she always give me the silent treatment? Am I very fun to bully? Or is it that my forehead has "I love silent treatment" written on it which only she can see?
"Princess?" I called out to check on her. There wasn't any reply. Was she asleep or is she still ignoring me? Whatever, I'll just take it that she's asleep. She must be very tired from all the commotion.
I was feeling frustrated. I think I'm already very patient with her. If it was another person, I would probably strangle him or left him to do whatever he wants and I wouldn't give a damn.
I decided to pass time my playing games on my phone. After about four and a half hours, I was bored and I guessed I've fallen asleep.
I woke up groaning from the ache from my neck. How long did I sleep in this damn position? I then remembered about my girl. I looked at her door, it was left ajar. I stood up and went in. To my disappointment, she wasn't in there.
"Princess!!" I called out loud enough so that my voice was able to travel around my house. All that replied me was silence. I ran down the stairs and looked around. Did she leave? This was the only thing that was running through my mind. I then recalled the talk we had a few nights ago.
I headed towards the front door and I saw something shiny. They were my house keys, or rather, the copy that belonged to her. She really left. Why?
Intead of feeling hurt and all, now, all I felt was anger. I was damn pissed off. She left without telling me. She left without even explaining to me what actually went wrong. She left after yelling at me. She wants me to leave her alone right? Fine. I'll grant your wish. Leave. Don't come back. I don't care anymore. Everyone leaves anyway. My parents, my sister and now you. Thanks a lot. I wiped my tears roughly with the back of my hands. I must be too angry.
I walked up to my room, slammed the door and headed to bed.
Here, happy now? hehe. Thank you for all the suggestions. They really helped make my fic a little more dramatic. I hope. I'll try to see what I can do about your feedback. No promises though.
Just a short poll, which B.A.P member should I feature in the upcoming chapters? Just a very small role though. I can't decide which to pick! I hope you guys can help! hehe!
Daehyun's gone mad. haha~
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