T.O.P’s POV

I loved you Dae Sung…
Please just take me back.
Please lets just forget the past, and love each other again.

I don’t want to lose you as a friend.

Please Dae Sung…

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Dae Sung’s POV

I….I don’t know what to do.
A part of me loves him still…
Yet…A part of me hates him still.

I can’t choose between my heart or my mind.

What can I do.
I lost all hope in Love.
He took that away from me….

I don’t know if I can ever believe in that emotion again….

Please…just stop hurting me too much…

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Nobodies POV

“Please Dae Sung….Please just take me back..” Seung Hyun sort of begged.
“I don’t want to lose you. I love you Dae Sung.” he added.

“Stop it….” Dae Sung muttered. “I don’t like it when people cry…it hurts to see it….” Dae Sung muttered. “Specially when it is about me.” he added.

Seung Hyun looked at Dae Sung, and held his hand tighter.
“Dae Sung-” he was cut off.

“Seung Hyun! Please! Just leave me alone!” he said raising his voice a little.
But couldn’t yell.

“Dae Sung….” Seung Hyun said softly.

“You hurt me….You lied to me! How can I ever believe In love again! How can I ever trust any one now!” Dae Sung said as tears came out of his eyes.

“Please…” Seung Hyun said as tears came out of his eyes too.
“I didn’t mean too.” he added.

“That’s what they all say!!!!!” he said keeping his voice raised. It had the crying tone in it.
His voice was muffled with the tears.
“My heart is telling me to love you again.” said Dae Sung.

Seung Hyun looked at him.

“But…My mind is telling me to hate you still” Dae Sung added.

Seung Hyun looked at Dae Sung.

“I don’t want me….being with someone…who just broke my heart….” Dae Sung softly said. “I want to be with someone who will love me-” Dae Sung got cut off by Seung Hyun.

“I can love you!” Seung Hyun said looking into his eyes.

“No you can’t…if you did you wouldn’t have cheated on me in the first place….” Dae Sung muttered..

“I was confused Dae Sung….” Seung Hyun softly said.

“Aren’t we all” he softly muttered under his breath.
Seung Hyun heard Dae Sung say that.

“Dae Sung. Why can’t we….let’s just….” Seung Hyun couldn’t figure out what to say at that point.

Dae Sung looked over at him.

“I’m confused….by all of this…It hurts me more than the Tub Incident and even the Car Accident combined….” Dae Sung said softly.
“I don’t know what side to choose…to go with you…or just give up on loving you…” he added….

“we can help each other out-” Seung Hyun started but Dae Sung cut in.

“In the end…we never get what we want…it never works out….” Dae Sung said as he looked the other way again.
Seung Hyun let go of his hand.

“Lets just forget and lets forgive…” Seung Hyun said softly.

Dae Sung turned his head slowly back over to look at him.
Tears rolling down his cheeks.

“I don’t know if I can ever forgive you again…” Dae Sung softly said.

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Dae Sung’s POV

You hurt me too much….

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T.O.P’s POV

We can learn to love each other again.
We can learn how to forgive!

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Dae Sung’s POV

Loving someone after they hurt you takes months and years to accomplish.
But gaining back trust and forgiveness takes an eternity….

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T.O.P’s POV

My love for you is real Dae Sung….

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Dae Sung’s POV

I don’t know if I can ever love you again.
I don’t even know if I can be in your presence again…

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T.O.P’s and Dae Sung’s POV

We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us

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T.O.P’s POV

You taught me how to love, but not how to stop.

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Dae Sung’s POV

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

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T.O.P’s and Dae Sung’s POV

Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself.

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T.O.P’s POV

I love you more than Anything Dae Sung…

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Dae Sung’s POV

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else

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T.O.P’s POV

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do

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Dae Sung’s POV

You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?

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T.O.P’s POV

I miss you more than you'll ever know…

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Dae Sung’s POV

I hate you and everything we once were.
Because, My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you…and,
NOTHING!!! hurts more than realizing you meant everything to me and i meant nothing to you…
Seung Hyun, True love will never fade unless it was a lie….and our love was a lie…

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T.O.P’s POV

I’m so lost without you Dae Sung….

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Dae Sung’s POV

I'm afraid to love, afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last….I fell in love with you Seung Hyun…
Our love never lasted….
And it never will…..
Just let me go….
Please.

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T.O.P’s POV

I never knew what I had….until it was gone….
I’m Sorry Dae Sung….

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Dae Sung’s POV

People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go…
I’m Sorry Seung Hyun….

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T.O.P’s and Dae Sung’s POV

Sometimes you don’t realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you…..

I always loved you Seung Hyun….
You just never loved me…..in the first place….

Dae Sung I know what I did was bad….
But forgiving is the best Option….

I have to let you go Seung Hyun…

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Dae Sung’s POV

I have to listen to my heart, before I say good bye…

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Nobodies POV

Seung Hyun just looked at Dae Sung as tears rolled down both of their cheeks.

“There is nothing left here to say to you Seung Hyun….I don’t want to be with you…My heart is in a million pieces…It’ll take forever to put the puzzle back together…” Dae Sung softly said.

“I can help put the pieces back!” Seung Hyun said trying to beg for his forgiveness.

“No one can help me….” Dae Sung muttered.
Seung Hyun stood up…

“It takes forever to heal a wounded heart….but only a few moments to heal its wounds….” Seung Hyun said as the tears continued to come down.
He walked around Dae Sung’s bed and Headed for the door.

He placed his hand on the golden knob.
But didn’t turn it.
He just stood there.

“The hardest thing we have to do now…is waking up without each other…” Seung Hyun softly said, as he turned the knob to the door, and started to open it.

“If you loved me so much, why are you walking away?” Dae Sung said looking at Seung Hyun’s back.
He stopped walking out and turned his head to the side.

“I guess there’s nothing left I can do to win back your heart….” he softly said as he walked out and closed the door behind him.
Dae Sung looked back up at the ceiling.

The tears continued to keep falling down…..
They wouldn’t stop coming out.

Seung Hyun continued to walk down the hallway, past the cafeteria where Jiyong and the other two were, then he left the building and walked about the streets of Seoul….

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Dae Sung’s POV

Lets try to smile…..
Lets live together….

In our dreams we are forever….
Nothing will take us apart except for our ignorance…
But that is reality.
We live in a dream.

It always seems to us that it can work out.
But when it really can’t.

We should let live, and let love….
Lets Forget and lets forgive….

Baby I am so crushed.
Let’s try to work things out….
In the next life….

I love you always….
But I just don’t know how to forgive….