G-Dragon’s POV

Man I just want to kill that damn Seung Hyun!!!!
He hurt Dae Sung really bad this time.
And Dae Sung almost died.

My heart was gonna impload if he did.
I would quit Big Bang…
And do nothing all day then

But at least he is still alive.
I’m happy.
But he’s not happy….

I wish there was something I could do.
But there’s nothing to do.

I sat on the couch looking through the TV channels. I looked at the hallway as I heard Dae Sung open the bathroom door and close it. He just got down getting ready to go out.
He had to film an episode of Family Outing.

Today is August 11th 2009.
The news people on TV said that it was going to rain today. So roads would be slippery.
Be careful

I sighed as I watched Dae Sung open the front door.
Then I blurted out.
“I love you Dae Sung.” He knew I ment as a brother. He turned to me and smiled.
Then he walked out and closed the door.

I sighed as I turned off the TV. And stood up. I stretched and yawned. Young-Bae walked out of his room and stared at me, as I was yawning.
“What?” I said when I finished yawning.
He shook his head.

“What?” I said again. He walked past me and went to the kitchen.

“why is no body talking to me today?” I muttered.

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TaeYang’s POV

I woke up this morning when Dae Sung got up from the bed and grabbed clean clothes from his dresser.
And left the room.
I felt sorry for him…

How could Seung Hyun do such a thing.
I feel your pain Dae Sung.

I sighed as I laid in bed for a little bit. Before rolling over on my side and yawning.
I closed my eyes. I was really tired.
I didn’t want to get up…
But I had to work on some things, so I had to get up….
Eventually….

When I did get up and left the room, Dae Sung had already left.
And Jiyong was Yawning.
I looked at him and he said what to me.
I didn’t say anything to him.
I just walked past him, and went to the kitchen.
On the Refrigerator there was a picture of Dae Sung and Seung Hyun smiling, and then another one next to it of them kissing.

I’m surprised that Dae Sung didn’t take it down. How could he….He still loves Seung Hyun.

And I am surprised that Seung Hyun hadn’t come out of his room to take it off and shred it.

I sighed and shook my head as I took the milk out from the fridge and poured it onto my cereal. I went over to the Table and sat down.
Jiyong joined me with a banana.

“Hey Young-Bae.” Jiyong said.
“what.” I said back to him.

“We should pull a prank on Seung Hyun. Just get him back at what he did to Dae Sung” He said looking at me. I shook my head.

“Jiyong….This is between Dae Sung and Seung Hyun. It’s not our place to get involved.” I said sighing at the end.

“But…” he started.

“No buts. That’s final.” I muttered as I continued to eat my Cereal as Seung Ri came out from his room.

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Seung Ri’s POV

Oh man did I have a great sleep!
I dreamed that I had all the….the….damn I forgot…
.
Well at least I still have that one dream where I…..
I forgot that one too.
What about….
! Why do I keep forgetting all these wonderful dreams.

…..I stood up from my bed and walked over to my door….Well actually closest door. I opened it and walked right into my clothes and thought I was getting attacked.
So I screamed….like a little girl and fell back onto my .
I looked up and it was my closet.

….

I stood up and then went to the real bedroom door. Which I opened and looked out first to see if it was not a closet full of clothes.
I walked out to see Young-Bae and Jiyong talking to one another. So I sat down next to them

“Guess what guys.” I said. They both looked at me.

“I thought my closet was my bedroom door. I walked in and-” I stopped in the middle of the story.

“And what.” Jiyong said.

“Um nothing. I realized that it wasn’t my bedroom door and, and….that’s it.” I lied.
“I didn’t want to tell them I screamed like a little girl because I walked into my clothes”

The two just looked at me.

“What?” I said looking back at them.

Jiyong started to laugh. “You screamed like a little girl!”

“You told you!” I yelled.

“You did.” TaeYang said looking at me.
“I said it out loud?” I was confused.

…They know my secret.

my life…..

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T.O.P’s POV.

When I went into my room last night. I cried like a baby. I’d admit that.
I woke up to find my-self with a black hoodie on, with the hood up on my head. Tied.
And me sitting on the floor in a corner hugging my knees. My neck was hurting now. I looked around the room.

Then I remember what I did last night.
….
“Dammit. I am so ing stupid” I said quietly aloud. I stood up but then fell down. My legs felt like jello. I feel like I lost all the feeling in my body. I felt really weak.
My face was wet from tears.
My eyes were red and puffy. I crawled over to the door and used the door knob to pull my self up.

I slowly opened the door but then fell again.
The three at the kitchen table stared at me. I crawled over into the bathroom. Where I started to puke into the toilet.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
I just continued to puke.

TaeYang stood up and walked over to the bathroom and then over to me. He bent down and placed a hand on my back, patting it softly.

“Are you okay Hyung.” He asked me.

I looked at me after I wiped my face.
He felt my head, I was running a fever.

I must have caught the flu or something.
Maybe it was the sick feeling I got of what I did to Dae Sung.
It was the most cruel thing ever.

I was going to say something but then my head went straight back to the toilet where I started to puke again. TaeYang looked at me and the stood up he walked to the hallway.

“Hey Seung Ri, can you get me the cold and Flu medicine from the cabinet, and some water please.” TaeYang said as he went back to me and sat down.
“Seung Hyun, do you want to go see a doctor.” He said to me.

I shook my head. “I want to see Dae Sung….” I muttered.
TaeYang looked at me.

“What? I can’t hear you.” he said moving closer to me.

“I want to see Dae Sung! I want to be with him!” I said as tears came out of my eyes.

, what a way to start the morning….
Crawling to the bathroom. Puking your guts out. Crying…
So the Korean way to wake up.

my life….
I want Dae Sung.

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Dae Sung’s POV

I just wanted to get out of the house…
I couldn’t stay there today.
Good thing I had to film an episode of Family outing. Today.
Or I would have been out doing some other .
Or I would probably have been at the YG building.

As I left the house Jiyong said he loved me.
As a brother of course.

At least there are good people left in this world.

I got into the black van like car and we drove off to where I was filming the episode of Family outing.
I leaned back into the seat up front.
My stylist leaned forward to talk to me.

“Dae Sung!” She said happily.
I jumped at the pitch of her voice. “Yes?”

“How are you today?” She asked me.
“Crappy.” I replied.

“Why is that” She used her two index fingers to make a sad face. I laughed at that.

“It’s nothing. Don’t worry about it. Family Outing today would make me all better.” I said smiling.
“Good it better!” She said happily, and leaned back in her seat.

I smiled. And then laughed. I faced forward and looked at the road. The skies were grey it was going to rain.

“Who’s going to be the guest on the show today?” I asked the manager.
“I don’t remember the name.” He said as he kept his eye on the road.
I nodded to that.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I was tired.
From yesterday’s events.

I still love him though….