[TOP’s POV]

Seungri and I both got to the hospital as fast as we could the next day.

Taeyang and Jiyong were there again.

I walked in and Seungri headed to the bathroom to get sick.

He couldn’t stomach the idea of Daesung being dead and he felt guilty for yelling at him…was the last thing he ever done to Daesung.

The tears wouldn’t stop rolling down my cheeks.

I walked up to Jiyong and Taeyang who were sitting down.

They both stood up.

“Where’s Seungri?” Jiyong asked.

“He’s in the bathroom getting sick again” I said sadly.

“I feel like this is my entire fault…Oh wait…It is my fault” I said getting mad. “I’m so stupid!” I yelled.

“Seunghyun calm down” Taeyang said looking at me.

“Don’t tell me to calm down! My fiancé is dead!” I yelled.

“I’m so stupid!” I yelled again.

“You’re not stupid” Jiyong softly said looking at me.

“Did the media find out yet?” I asked.

“Not yet…but they are going too soon…Nothing stays quiet forever…” Jiyong answered.

“I don’t want them ever finding out” I muttered and walked towards the front desk. I was surprised to not see Park here.

“Yes?” The young girl said looking at me.

“I want to speak with Kang, Daesung’s doctor…right now…no questions asked.” I muttered.

“I’ll…go get him for you” She said kind of scared.

A few moments later the doctor walked over.

“I want to see his body now…” I muttered.

The doctor hesitated to answer me.

“Uhhh…No you can’t right now.” He responded looking at me.

“What? Why not?!” I said getting mad.

“Because…” The doctor turned around and walked away.

I looked around.

“Did…did he just walk away from me? Uh excuse me!” I yelled.

The doctor turned around and looked at me.

“Yes?” he replied.

“Don’t walk away from me! I want to see Daesung’s body right now” I yelled.

“I’m sorry but no one can see the body yet” He sighed looking at me.

“Why not” I yelled getting even madder, I just wanted to punch the doctor in his face.

“It’s…his…” The doctor looked like he was trying to think.

“Families wishes…” He finally responded.

“Bull crap” I muttered and looked at him.

“I want…to see his body…now…” I muttered.

“You can’t right now” The doctor responded again and then walked away.

I backed up into the wall and the tears started to fall.

“I wish this was a bad dream, but it was real…this was really happening.” I slid down the wall and pulled up my legs to my chest.

Taeyang walked over to me and bent down.

He placed a hand on my shoulder.

“Leave me alone!!!!” I yelled and pushed his hand away.

“Please just leave me alone!” I yelled again.

Taeyang sighed and walked away and back to the others.

“Can’t even make it past day five…” I muttered to myself.

“WHY!” I yelled aloud and then stood up.

I ran down the hallway and looked in every room I could find.

“Where is he?!” I yelled people looked at me weird.

No one knew who I was talking about which made me mad, I continued to run down the hallways looking in every room that I could.

I searched through the whole hospital.

Nothing…

I finally just gave up.

“I’m sorry Daesung!” I yelled as I stopped in the middle of a hallway and fell down to my knees.

“I promise…I promise I won’t get jealous anymore! I promise I won’t control you in our relationship! Please!!! Just come back to me!! Make me believe that this just a nightmare!! Please!” I yelled as tears fell down my cheeks.

“I’m sorry!” I yelled once more before closing my eyes.

~Later~

Next thing I know I wake up and I am in my own room back at the dorm.

I quickly sit up.

“Daesung” I yelled. I looked around and I didn’t see him.

I got out of bed and run out of my room and into the living room.

“Daesung!” I yelled out again. “Daesung!”

The door opens and I turn around to face it.

Jiyong and the others walk in.

“Oh Seunghyun…you’re still here?” Jiyong said looking at me.

Taeyang walks over.

“I thought you were supposed to leave before we got back?” Taeyang whispered to me.

“Go where!” I yelled frantically.

“Remember…Daesung said he didn’t want to see you for a week” Seungri said looking at him.

“But he’s dead…Don’t you remember that?” I said really scared.

“Seunghyun are you okay?” Jiyong asked walking over to us.

“I’m fine! How can you guys not remember! Daesung is dead!” I yelled.

“Hyung…” Before Taeyang could finish his sentence Daesung walks in the dorm.

“Hey guys…Oh…Seunghyun…what are you doing here still” He muttered looking at me.

I looked behind the others at Daesung…

“But…I…thought…” I started to cry as I ran over to Daesung and pulled him into a hug.

“I thought you were dead!” I yelled as I cried.

“Seunghyun what the hell are you talking about?” Daesung muttered as he pushed me away. “You were supposed to leave by the time I got home” Daesung said getting mad.

I got down on both of my knees.

“Daesung I’m so sorry!!! Please forgive me! I promise! I promise I will never, ever get jealous again when you hug or talk to somebody else. I won’t control your life anymore; you can have all the fun you want! Please just forgive me! I love you so much! Please I’m so sorry!!!” I begged as I took Daesung’s had in mine.

“Please take me back!” I pleaded.

I just looked at Daesung’s face. He still had an angry expression on it.

“….”

“I’m so sorry…I promise…Daesung…I promise I won’t ever do it again!” I said crying.

Then his angry face disappeared and it turned into a sympathy face.

“Hyung…” He said as tears fell down his cheeks

I looked up at Daesung, I watched the tears leave his eyes and fall down. I stood up and wiped them away. I looked into his eyes and then pulled him closer to me so I could kiss his lips.

He didn’t reject me this time.

He let me kiss him.

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A/N.

Hey Guys!!! Only 2 more Chapters left! Are you all sad ): I know I am!
But I hope this chapter made you really happy cause it did for me!
The ending to this chapter was not suppose to happen, I was originally gonna let something else happen,
but I didn't want to kill it for you guys(:
Soooo I really hope you like it!

Next chapter will be up soon!!