Because I'm Confused....

Love Game

“I don’t think I can carry on with this anymore” Somin sniffed

“What do you mean?” Jihoo asked

“I can’t stay her. I’ve had enough. I’m going to resign”

“What?!”

“Yes. I am going to resign”

Jihoo chuckled in disbelief “Tssk…so you’re running away? Just like that?!”

“Yes! Yes! I am running away! And you know what sometimes it’s all you can do!”

“And what will happen to Dong Sun-nim?”

“He knows everything. He’ll understand”

“I can’t believe this! You are giving up without a fight! Don’t you love Hyunjoong? How can you let him go so easily if you love him so much”

“He’s going to marry her Jihoo. There’s nothing left to fight for”

Jihoo didn’t know what to say—he couldn’t see her give up like that.He took Somin’s hands in his and looked into her eyes,--

 “Somin,listen. Don’t go. Stay. If you leave, Dong Sun-nim will be at loss,this drama shoot will be at loss” Jihoo pleaded “Do it for your own sake! If you leave the effect will show on your cv. Would you let just a mere heartbreak ruin your career. Ask yourself is it worth it?”

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Hyunjoong’s POV:

I  felt a rush of guilt thrashing in my heart when Somin rushed out hearing about my marriage proposal plan. I can feel her pain as the same reciprocated in mine as well. My brothers called me and I just sat there absent mindedly as they discuss about my great proposal! But how could i get i participate when my mind was this clouded. The kiss I shared with Somin kept flashing inside my mind and I get goosebumps all over. How could I do that? what’s wrong with me! She’s my best friend. How can I just kiss her? And what’s more why do I want to do it again? Her cherry-like lips-- I just cant erase it from my memory and my heart just craves for their taste. Whenever Somin has come infront of me since the time we shared that kiss, I felt an uncontrollable urge to taste those lips again and not just the lips I wanted more! Much much more! GOSH! What was wrong with me!!!!! I threw a hard fist into my head to stop those indecent thoughts. When I opened my eyes I found everyone looking at me

“I think we should take a break from all this planning” I finally said,honestly I was tired,confused and frustrated with the present situation. I hurried into my decision to marry Haera since these indecent thoughts about Somin had started clouding my mind. I thought it will make me focus on my priority ie Haera and put all these crazy ideas behind. But it has just backfired,BIG TIME!

Thankfully my brothers understood and they left one by one. The changing room was quiet once again with me all alone in it just like that other day. Will Somin come today again? I clawed my hair in disbelief as I thought that!

“She’s my friend!!!! Why am I having such thoughts about her!” I shouted in my head

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Author’s POV:

(Jihoo and Somin sitting by the lake)

“I guess you are right” Somin finally said “I shouldn’t resign”

“Good” Jihoo patted her head “Come. Let’s go back” he rose up and stretched out his hand to Somin

When they arrived back at the studio a barking Dong Sun-nim welcomed them

“Where have you guys been?” he shouted at them

“Umm…. we actually…we” Somin trailed off as she didn’t know what to say.Hyunjoong Haera came out of their changing rooms hearing the commotion

“We were discussing the script! The Valentine’s DAY script!” Jihoo said

“Did you guys come up with something good then?”

“Yes we did!” Jihoo exclaimed, Somin plainly looked at him in confusion. She had no idea what he was saying.

“Well I’ll wait for it tomorrow then. For now get back to your work” Dong Sun left

“We really need to spend the nigh together” Jihoo winked when Dong Sun left. Somin giggled and hit his arm. Unaware to both of them seeing them so playful with each other Hyunjoong was literally on fire!

The shoot continued as usual and finally at 9 Dong Sun called pack up.For Somin and Jihoo however the work was still there as they had to work on the Special script.

“I was thinking…” Jihoo began

“Hmmm?”

“Instead of working on the script here how about we go to your place?”

“That would actually be great” Somin clapped her hands “That way haraomoni won’t worry and we can also do our job”

Jihoo’s face suddenly turned doubtful and somewhat panic-stricken

“Hey what’s wrong?” Somin shook his shoulders

Jihoo cleared his throat and asked “Your grandma will be at home?”

“Ofcourse! Why?”

“Ani…its just that our last meeting….wasnt very…pleasant” Jihoo looked away in embarrassment

Somin looked confused but then she remembered grandma’s smackathon that Jihoo had to face last time and she burst into laughter.

“Yah! Why are you laughing so hard? Those smacks hurt a lot! My back still hurts !”

But his words made Somin laugh even harder--Jihoo seemed happy when he looked at Somin laughing.

As Hyunjoong got into his car with Haera, in the rear view mirror he saw Somin with Jihoo. They were smiling at each other constantly as they each put on their helmets. Hyunjoong gripped the steering wheel harder as he saw the sight

“Should we go?” Haera asked faking an ultra cute voice.

“Hmm” Hyunjoong took one last look at the smiling couple before driving away in top speed.

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Hey girls!!!! You all are just amazing! Love the idea of LOVE GAME OST! Keep it up!

Actually whenever i'm writing this FF I've a special playlist that i keep listening to for inspiration--

it has : One more Time by KHJ

             Because I'm Stupid Acoustic-KHJ

            Please be nice to me by KHJ

            Love ya by SS501

             If you're like me by KHJ

So i guess you guys have guessed it quite right!

It's a total confusion period going on for our characters. every1 is unsure of what their heart wants......let's see how n when they realise their true desires

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Amrita1991
i'm rly sorry guys fr nt updating much.i'm rly busy wid my exams.i'l resume after 14th so pls be patient n anticipate.

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Jmjkjin #1
Chapter 219: Hi authornim, this is my nth time reading your story. Hope you will update soon!
Pitu-kris #2
Chapter 219: Please updates . Very nice story.
Pthapa #3
Chapter 1: Hi author this is my 3rd time reading I never tried of this .I go flow of this story imagine myself as character .Thanks n love u a lot author
sweetu_neha #4
Chapter 219: I miss..this story!!
Shirass501
#5
Chapter 219: I really miss this story... Poor Junnie for being single while the others are getting married...
bsjkhjyjh
#6
Chapter 219: Wow..
Its here d grand wedding of SS501.....its really great to c Dem settiling down vid their loved ones......thank you for udating..
seamusmommy #7
Chapter 219: So excited for all our sinnbu and sinlang