Until you find that trust for me, then... I think I can call it... ‘We are good

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"YAH DON'T YOU DARE IGNORE ME IM YOONG! LET'S TALK!!!"

 

It was the loudest. For the first time of her life, Seohyun could no longer control her growing anger. Nicole earlier gives her an idea that something is really so wrong with her boyfriend. She doesn't know why, but she can see something so fishy.

 

She couldn't be so uptight now. She needed to know the truth before anything else. She couldn't just sit around and find her boyfriend being so intimate while she is in the side, totally confused. 

 

Her boyfriend isn't still speaking, why would she assume that they're over right? 

 

So stopping in front of the door of her boyfriend's bathroom, she abruptly tried to open it.

 

"YOONG OPEN THE DOOR!" once again, she screams. Her emotions just exploded so much now that she couldn't be stop herself evenly.

 

Sounds of knocks filled over the room as she never stop and punching it. Her tears were like a river together with her undying attempt to open the damn door.

 

But still, she can only hear nothing behind the door.

 

"Yoong please... “She sobs. "I don't know what's going on here?" she adds as she keeps on trying still, to open the door.

 

No answer.

 

"Yoong, I couldn't take this anymore. You're giving me such a terrible headaches here." she adds and eventually give in her legs to the floor. She cried her heart out nonstop, while still waiting for the doe-eyed guy to open the door.

 

"I'm not a perfect person Yoong, but whatever is your reason, I know I can accept that." the young brunette pleads.

 

She brings her two knees near her chin and continuous to sob. Her mind is still filled with Nicole's words earlier. It was so strong that it makes her so terrible at the moment now. If she should've asked out directly to Nicole earlier, she should've known the truth already, but her boyfriend is so fast to keep Nicole away from here.

 

What is she suppose to do at this moment on?

 

Her heart, it's broken. She can feel it. Not because she and Yoong are already over, but because.... she couldn't take the heartbreaks she's witnessing with Nicole. If she could just shout out to the world that she's the real girlfriend, she should've done earlier. But... she's not that desperate to even declare it. She's not the girl who would be gladly declaring it in front of public's eyes. But instead, she prefers to be hiding it away from her co-members. Knowing how the latter is so popular from the public eyes. She doesn't want to be feast like what Nicole is doing right now. 

 

Unfortunately, she herself is admitting it. She can feel herself being so torture to the even around her. Nicole is desperate, and she can really see it. However, thinking of Nicole as still her childhood friend would stop her on fighting the urge to push away the mushroomed girl. The thought of her friend and their past would still make her weakens. So she ended up crying silently to witness her friend slowly stealing her boyfriend away from her. Nicole would still be her weakness for some quite reason.

 

"Yoong... can you still hear me? I'm waiting... " She mutters before she actually closes her eyes while hugging her knees and as she leans her head to her two folded arms.

 

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Little did the younger one didn't know, Yoong is on the side of the door, crying silently. She heard all the pleads, but he chooses to be silent. He doesn't want to create confusions again if she’ll end up lying, so he stay silent and instead, shut to listen his girlfriend's pleads. The crying and sobs were a pain to his heart. Why can't he just share the things he got these pass days now?

 

"Hyun... I'm so sorry." Yes, he can only say sorry with his actions. Nevertheless, it's his intention to hurt the younger. Never did he imagine this to happened, but he doesn't want the truth to come out. Nicole was still so persistent and he needs to go to the flow. The camera was still there. He needed it broken first before his girlfriend find out the truth. 

 

After a while of silently crying, he stood and looks at his self to a mirror. He still topless as he can see his chest moving up down from the way he is breathless. He took a gulped and turned his head to the door. 

 

"Did she... just... stop now?" he asked in no one particular, after realizing the silent.

 

He sneezes and stared once again to his reflection. "Hyun... I'm really so sorry. But I hope you can wait. I needed to fix things out first." He whispers, before he gradually reaches for the shower and started showering.

 

The water that hits his body was cold and a bit a warm. Helping him to somehow calm down his mind and nerves. Breathing in and out, his mind still couldn't divert to the thought of Nicole requesting for him to come over. 

 

"If I can just share it to you hyun... “He once again whispers as he closes his eyes, while enjoying the water.

 

The moment he closes his eyes, his tears started to flow once again, mixing it with the water. "Hyun... I'm so coward, isn't it? I can't really face you either in this situation I’ve caused. I am the worst person I think. I'm such a babo boyfriend." he sobs quietly.

 

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[Jeti's Room]

 

Stuffs here and there, Jessica couldn't find any space anymore to where she's going to lay her tired body. Glancing up to the eye-smiled girl, she frowns upon seeing her friend bringing stuff out. Much to her surprised, it was all about totoro. 

 

"Miss Pink, Miss... totoro? Are you going to fill our room filled with these stuffs? Yah! Fany, I am your roommate too!" Jessica exclaims, showing her disapproval.

 

The eye-smiled girl only pointed to another bed. "Jess, if I'm not mistaken, the room has two beds." she reminded, pointing to the other bed behind her.

 

"Fany, we are still roommates, for christ sake!" 

 

"Come on, you know I always pink stuffs." Fany giggles, 

 

"Aish! Just throw these things away! I can't bear to see them."

 

"Jess... please?" Fany pouted, pleading like a kid.

 

"NO WAY!!!"

 

"What if these are Yul stuffs? Would you like me to dump these?" Fany asked rationally.

 

"Yah! That’s different. How can you treat me like that!"

 

"See... like you, these stuffs is so important to me. You can't just let me throw this away. NO WAY TOO!!!" Fany exclaims.

 

Jessica glares so intense. Her friend is being so childish again for once. And for instance, she was reminded by someone so childish sometimes-Yoong.

 

Groaning in defeat, she throws her body to her friend’s bed right away, with Fany scooting closer.

 

"Fany, do you think I should continue this?" asked the blonde.

 

"Your heart? or Yul?"

 

"Isn't that the same?"

 

Fany giggles. She sat up and smacks her friend's arm before coming up with a response. "Do you want me to criticize your suitor?"

 

"Argh! I don't think he's even courting me." Jessica pouted. "It was only when? 2 days ago... and then, he's now so concentrate with Hyun. If I could just make him stop though."

 

"Jess... I doubt if he can still pursuit you. What I think you need to do? Don't wait for him to see the words you needed. Why not you do it instead? and ask him like... if he wanted to be your boyfriend?" Fany advices.

 

"YAH! I'm not that desperate ya know!" Jessica smack the eye-smiled girl arm, earning a giggle from the latter.

 

"I thought you love him?"

 

"I do."

 

"Then you should go for it. As if you don't want to be his boyfriend."

 

"I do want, but... I've learned my lesson from the past, Fan. I can't push myself towards a person who doesn't even have the heart for me."

 

"Oh, remind me about Yoong too... your first love."

 

Jessica suddenly feels quite after hearing it. 

 

"Oh, looks like you got silent there." 

 

Jessica looked up and pouted towards Fany. She sighed and sat up to fully face her friend. "It's just that... I really couldn't believe that I'm not like Yul... who is much concern to his ex, me? I think... I'm more like, a sister concern only. But what do you expect me to react right? I mean, come on, I know Yoong too well, and I'm use to this sometimes. Unlike Hyun... I understand Yul, coz... you see, and the girl is really a new girl for him. And... he feels like, he needs to protect her-"

 

"Or rather be close with her again?" Fany interupted causing the blonde to laugh.

 

"You know fany, they're already close enough ever since. Hyun is a girl that can be approachable-"

 

"But who knows? Yoong is being so hard headed. This could be His chance to steal Yoong’s girlfriend." Fany said as she lied once again.

 

"Yah! you know Yul is not like that. Besides, Yul promised right? He will prove to me that he actually feels the same way, it's just that... he still... quite... disturb with Hyun's problem."

 

Fany giggles noticing the blonde's concern over the fact. "You think so? Or... you're just blind Jess? Why would an ex still care for an ex? Come to think of it?"

 

Jessica sighed once again. For instance, Fany is right. She can still feel Yul's love for the younger. But, she doesn't want to think about it.

 

"I don't want to think about it Fany... I believe Yul will still have time for me after this."

 

"Tsk... tsk... tsk... I thought you've learn your lesson from the past?" 

 

"I did... that's why I'm waiting right? I don't want to rush. Besides, I still have-"

 

Ring... ring... Ring...

 

Jessica rolled her eyes upon being cut out after hearing the ringing sound as she gradually jumps off from the bed and took out her phone to her shoulder bag in the coffee table.

 

And a smiling face was seen from her once she saw whose calling.

 

"Who's that?" asked Fany.

 

Jessica didn't answer her friend's question and instead answer the phone call.

 

"Speaking of the devil. Hey Oppa!" She greeted brightly.

 

[Oh, Hey Jess... it seems that I am in the right timing?]

 

"It is." Jessica then went back to the bed and motions Fany to sit up. The eye-smiled girl sat up, waiting for Jessica to continue the conversation.

 

"Well, coz I was about to mention you earlier and you called?"

 

[Really? Haha~ that means we are destined, is it?]

 

Jessica's lips formed into O as she giggles. "You are so funny oppa. By the way, why did you call? Is roaming expensive?"

 

[No, it's not really. Besides, I am using Jung's phone here. hehe~ you wouldn't mind that right?]

 

"Silly, of course Oppa."

 

When Fany saw the bright smile, it makes her tickles the blonde which created a small squeal from her friend. "Owww...  Yunho~"

 

[Wait, are you not alone there?]

 

"Ahaha~ yeah... I am not. Yah! Stop Hwang Miyoung!!!" Jessica keeps on avoiding until she jumps off from the bed and runs outside.

 

"Wait Oppa... yah! stop!!!" 

 

[It looks like you are having fun there, who are you with?]

 

Finally and Fany stops, she giggles to her friends and keeps on teasing her to her waist. 

 

"STOP!" Jessica demanded, causing the eye-smiled girl to retract back and went inside to their room.

 

[hmmm?]

 

"Oh, I'm sorry Oppa that was my friend. You know Fany right?" Jessica continued to have a conversation with the older. She follows Fany to the room, not forgetting to lock their door.

 

[Oh right, my sister's girlfriend, is it?]

 

"Yup, the wildest girl I've ever known. Hahaha~"

 

[Haha.. you're so funny too Jess... anyway, I called because of my sister? Is she doing fine? Last time I've seen her, she was a bit mess. She was quite so... whole time when she went back at home. Oh, and did you know? She actually had a night with Yul at their house.]

 

As if it was the biggest information she have ever imagine, Jessica's hold to her phone nearly slips away. Never did she imagine that the younger would stay over last night. She only thought for dinner.

 

"How... do-"

 

[Of course, my sister would never lie Jess... ]

 

"I know... but... I mean, how did Hyun manage to stay there? As far as I can remember, Mister Kwon is almost as if the strictest in the campus when it comes to his son. Not even girls would like to be with Yul in his house."

 

[You think so? But I think my sister is an exception. She was their ace for the competition, and... have Yul also told you? His father bought her a dress the last time at Im's event... ]

 

The blonde flopped herself to the couch after hearing it. Her giggles earlier were replaced with threats due to the fact that Mister Kwon favors the younger, rather than her.

 

[Hey Jess? Still there?]

 

No answer.

 

The blonde can't help but to feel a little small to herself. She has a rival with high intellectuality, how would she going to compare herself? But come on, she even passed her final exam the last time. Why would she compare herself, right?

 

[Jess?]

 

A little nudge from Fany, the blonde jerk away and look up to her friend.

 

"I think you're spacing out. Yunho Oppa seems calling you." Fany said before she sat beside her friend.

 

"Oh, sorry...  hehe... Uhmm... yeah... I do think so. I mean, your sister is really a talented student Oppa. How can I don't know that? I think almost everybody were fond of her... ahahaha~" Jessica sheepishly chuckles, earning a giggle on the other line too.

 

[Silly.]

 

"Yeah~ ahaha... "

 

"What the." Fany mutters, realizing that her friend is quite so red already with all her antics.

 

[Jess... are you okay?]

 

"Of course I am~" Jessica quickly answered, earning Fany's puzzle face. The latter is totally so random that the eye-smiled girl can only stay by her side and witness her shameful words towards the brother of her rival.

 

 

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Opening the door, Yoong instantly jumps in surprise to see his girlfriend in the floor sleeping so soundly. He wanted to just walk pass quietly but his conscience overcomes.

He sighed heavily and decided to kneel down.

 

"Hmm... Yoong, I'm... soweee... "

 

The young brunette mumbles causing him to sigh once again out of his guiltiness. He caused so much trouble to his girlfriend, how did he let this to happen?

 

He clenches.

 

His mind is battling on whether to just shrug what he found out, or would he continue?

 

Suddenly, Seohyun's hand limps and drops near to lap, causing him to nearly jump off when the l