When past haunts me, I am lost, but with you... for the first time, I manage to calm.

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Birds are chriping...

 

... The sun is so high...

 

.... Gazing up the little apartment.

 

With it's rays hitting the window...

 

It welcomes this doe-eyes....

 

Which is slowly blinking to clear it's visions sourrounding. 

 

Blink... Blink... Slowly and slowly. 

 

Yawn~

 

These doe-eyes slowly makes it's way to it's left side. 

 

... It blinks again, before it brigthens. Then, it travels down...with another blink.

 

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Along with its eyes, lips also crept into a smile. Lastly, hands were caressing another one. 

 

Looking up, another smile crept to it's lips.

 

"My Loves... Good morning!" lips moves to escape words in a whisper. 

 

Moving closer, those doe eyes look closely to another closing eyes. "wake up hyun." another whisper.

 

No answer.

 

And another crept into the lips. Hands travel to the hair strands and set it aside behind those left ear. There, the face that was puffing into it's dreamland can now be seen clearly. That pinkish puffy cheek that tempts to be held was now in between the doe eyes smooth palms. It creates a smoothy warm feeling when it hits against those palms. 

 

"My angel... Wake up." whispers more.... Enjoying the feeling that was apparently experiencing at the moment.

 

Slowly, another eyes open... A puffy pouts greeted those doe-eyes. "Hey..." same goes for the puffy girl, lips crept into a smile greeted by those doe eyes. This is the first time she woke up with those doe-eyes. It feel so warm and yet, so fresh for her.

 

Those doe-eyes lock with hers as they stayed in silent, just giving each other a loving stare.

 

Their hearts beats in sync.

 

As their breathing were almost at the same time too.

 

Their hands were still in lock as they  give each other a gentle squeeze.

 

While they also listens to the bird’s chirps around.

 

With another smile from each other, Yoong cuddled closer and buried his self to those cheeks, smelling the perfume of his girlfriend’s fresh scent.

 

“Hyunnie… You smell… so nice.”

 

The younger slightly give her boyfriend a smack to his forehead. “Haven’t taken a bath.” whispers her.

 

“Me too.” answers the doe-eyed guy, bringing closely his girlfriend by her waist. Now, they face each other. In an instant, sweet smiles escape from them. They are both feeling the same—happiness and contented.

 

“I’ll cook you breakfast.” Yoong said as the idea pops-into his mind.

 

The younger just nods before she places her head to her boyfriend’s chest, hearing the beat of her boyfriend.

 

“Do you hear it? it’s beating for you.” Whispered the doe-eyed guy.

 

“I couldn’t… “ The younger jokes around. ... “Hear it… why is that?” she giggles.

 

“De?”

 

“Hahaha… I’m sor—“

 

/BAM.

 

Startling them, they literally turned their heads to the door. Surprised to see whose in the door, they immediately pulled away from each other and jumps off in an instant, composing both of their selves.

 

“Hyunnie? Yoong?” it was Taeyeon, wearing a dead glare to them. “What is this?”

 

“Uh… U-unnie… it wasn’t what you are thinking… uhmm… “ The younger girl panics, couldn’t utter any word to explain.

 

“Noona… we just sleep. You see… I slept here in the couch and—“

 

Yoong didn’t even finished his sentence when Taeyeon chuckles, puzzling them.

 

“No, I’m not talking about that… I know I can trust you guys, I am talking about the entrance door.”

 

“What?” the couple blushes.

 

“The door… you guys forgot to lock it!” Taeyeon scolded. “What if, some bad elements have interest on our things here? Thankfully and we don’t really have lots of it.” she sighed in relief.

 

“Omo I’m sorry Unnie.” The younger quickly looks down in shame. “I should’ve known.”

 

“I’m sorry too Noona. I forgot too.” Yoong do the same.

 

Seeing the two in front of her looking down, it made her shook her head in disbelief. They’re indeed, still young.

 

“Araso… it’s okay… Just don’t do this again. and before I forgot, Yoong? Did you even call your mother for staying over here?”

 

“Eh? Uh… of-course… why?” puzzled, Yoong asked, raising his eyebrow towards the older.

 

“There’s a car outside… mind to see it?” Taeyeon suggested. Before she went in to their apartment, a black mercedez car is parked outside, and she couldn’t tell whose car is it. 

 

Walking pass to the older, quickly, the doe-eyed guy went outside and he was greeted by a car. The car isn’t familiar for him, so thinking that it might be his mother’s assistant, he approach the said car and knock on the window, not even thinking that he’s in a pajama.

 

But no one opens it. He arch a brow and knock again. “Hey!” he calls, but still, the same silent will answer him.

 

He compose his self to look over the front view. Unfortunately, it was tainted in black that no one can see inside. He sighed to his impatience and just decided to go back.

 

But before he could turn to his back…

 

“You love it.” a voice not so familiar for him, startled him. He jumps in surprised, turning his body around.

 

“Damn—Hwang?” he almost wanted to hit the person behind him when he found out who’s behind—His  father.

 

“I bought this—“

 

“What are you doing here?” asked the doe-eyed guy right away. This could be their first meeting after the latter left them with his other family. The same feeling rises up in his entire nerves as he clenches tightly.

 

“Uh… to give this to you.”

 

Yoong scoffs after seeing those innocent look from his father. Who would he buy on? “This?” he pointed the car, without even leaving his death stare to his father.

 

“Yeah… and you have the key.” Mr. Hwang beams.

 

“The Key?”

 

“Uh, remember the box? That I handed for your girlfriend? and… I bet, you have it already?” Yoong can only chuckle inside with how his father is acting so innocent.

 

Crossing his arms, he doesn’t want to be fool. “Oh, by the way, how did you manage to know my girlfriend? because that time, if I’m not mistaken… I and Hyunnie, has nothing yet.” He sarcastically said. 

 

Mr. Hwang chuckles heartedly. “It’s not a big deal. It just hap—“

 

“So you were following her?”

 

“I was just curious of this girl, so… I followed her that time and approach her… that’s all.” Mr. Hwang defensively said. But his son is not even convinced.

 

“I don’t believe you. Are you up to something? coz I guess you have.” Yoong strikes back, knowing what his father’s main motive for following his girlfriend.

 

Mr. Hwang chuckles once again and answers… “You’re such a genius kid… like me.” he evily smirks.

 

“But I’m not like you.” Yoong grittily said, shaking in eagerness to punch his own father. If he can’t hold on, he was already seeing his self now, fighting with his own father in fist. But he wasn’t that kind of a kid. As much as he wants it, he needs to hold on. Though the pain seeing his father has opened again, he wouldn’t want it that way.

 

“You will be like me… someday.” Mr. Hwang said firmly.

 

“I will never… So please… don’t appear in my sight anymore. Coz you are disgusting me.” Yoong said firmly.

 

“Really? like your Noona?”

 

“Noona? Fany? I’m sorry… but she’s exceptional. I know I can’t bare to see noona sometimes because it will reminds me of you, but I am trying… and I guess… I’m getting use to it.”

 

“Come on Yoong, past is past.”

 

“Yes, past is always past… But, have you ever think of it? Have you ever think how deep is the hole you’ve cause to my heart? No, not literally there. In this mind too… I’m horrible because of you. Because of your freaking sin… “ the doe-eyed guy continued to show his disrespectful. Not even a slightest smile would escape in his lips. He was worn out all of a sudden.

 For years, he has been living his own life without thinking of this guy in front of him and he promises not to get his self forgiving this 'old evil' he calls.

 

However, the hard feelings he is showing isn’t affecting Mr. Hwang and he was caught off guard by his two arms. He keeps on struggling.

 

“Son, I know I’ve caused a lot towards you. That’s why I am here, apologizing to everything of it.”

 

“Let go.” Yoong mutters.

 

“Look son, I’ve regretted it already, so can you forgive me? I’ll change now.”

 

“Change? Do you even know that word? Look at how you are doing to my half sister, huh?” surprisingly, the doe-eyed guy yelled out, right in his father’s face. “You are dictating her own life.”

 

“I’m just doing what is best for her.”

 

“And do you think it’s the best?” with a strong strength, Yoong manage to get free from his father’s strong grasp. “Fany Noona, she’s as horrible, like me… and don’t even think of doing this to my girlfriend. Coz I’ll be your no. one enemy.” He threatens, giving another glare to his father. He continues to shake in anger.

 

“So that idiot Taeyeon told you?”

 

“Told me? She didn’t even tried… it’s just a stare for me. I know you’re the reason why Fany noona is so depress and unhappy. How cruel are you.”

 

Mr. Hwang can’t take it anymore and punches his son. Yoong moves a little backward after receiving his father’s fist in his right cheek. He scoffs and wipes the blood which Is a little dripping.

 

“I’m… I’m sorry son.” Mr. Hwang tried to reach for his son but got snap away.

 

“GET LOST!!!” Yoong screamed and before he could hear his father’s respond, he runs away from his father and enters the SEO residence, leaving him alone.

 

Mr. Hwang sighed in defeat. He waited for a while, but no one came out. He glances at the car again before he left.

 

 

 

 

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“Yoong? Are you okay?” knocking the door was the younger girl, trying to see if her boyfriend is okay, but the latter wouldn’t barge.

 

“Come on, you know you can share it to me.” Seohyun tried even harder.

 

“Maknae.” Taeyeon shook her head, before motioning her head to the kitchen.

 

With a sigh in defeat, the younger knock once again. “I’ll get you breakfast. Don’t go home yet, okay?” with that said, the two sisters decided to go to the kitchen to cook for their breakfast.

 

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For how many times of knocks, the doe-eyed guy can’t even look up and jumps off from the couch. He was burying his head to his folded arms as he cried. The pain is getting worst, when his father have punched him. It wasn’t in his expectations, but it was too painful. His own father hurt him mentally and physically now. How can he let his self move on in these traumatic events of his life?

 

“I hate you.” He keeps mumbling, drowning with his own tears.

 

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A red flower, but not three?

 

Jessica arches a brow when she opens her door earlier. She was surprised to see a red rose in this early of this morning.

 

It isn’t usual and she finds it really so romantic. But unfortunately, there wasn’t even a single card from where does the rose came from.

 

For crying out loud, she has two suitors. How can she assume that it’s from the tan guy?

 

Sigh.

 

“They’re giving me headaches.” she mutters. Lately too, she got a didication song in a radio. A morning song for couples. 

 

.Ring.ring.Ring…

 

Before she could complain more again, she was being interrupted by a ringing sound through her phone. She then excitedly jumps off from the couch and gradually took her phone in the coffee table and went back to her couch.

 

“Hello?”

 

[Hey Jess… ]

 

“Yul? Omo! Wow. Good Morning~” she greeted sweetly. This isn’t new for her, but knowing how the latter makes a good deal on her yesterday, she couldn’t think of any reason why this tan guy is actually calling her in her morning. Maybe, doing his effort now? She believes.

 

[Good Morning too. uhmm… can I ask?]

 

“Go ahead.”

 

There was a paused for a moment at the other line before the same voice was heard again.

 

[Uh… are you free later? I received Yoong’s message last night. He and Hyunnie will be singing later tonight. Can we go?]

 

“What is this for?”

 

[For thanks giving party at their Orphanage. So are you free?]

 

“Wait… “grabbing her other phone at the coffee table, she scrolls down to her memo and…

 

Sigh.

 

“Yul… I’m not. I have an appointment to make. Can we do this in other time?”

 

[I see… but I’m afraid it will take time. We still need to go to Rome, remember?]

 

The blonde girl nods. “Yeah, I'm not forgetting.”

 

[hehe~ anyway, uhmm… Uh… did you get the flower I left there? and... did... did you hear that song in the radio?]

 

The blonde girl almost fell on her after hearing those words from the tan guy. She quickly compose herself and cleared , not even minding how red she is already.

 

“Uh… Y-yeah… “ she could help but to squeal inside. So it came from her love. how sweet?

 

[Oh right… so… how do you like it?] in the other side of the line, the tan guy is blushing a little too.

 

“Oh! I-I… li-like… it. tha… thanks… “Jessica bit her tongue in instant. She was even stuttering now?

 

Oh gosh, Lord, I think I’m falling deeply. She thought as she keep herself holding unto the phone.

 

[I’m… glad. Okay… I’ll hang up now.]

 

“Oh wait… “ she almost squaeled, preventing the tan guy to end the call.

 

[Hmm?]

 

“Uhmm… will I see you today?” she wants a yes answer.

 

[It depends. I still need to see Hyunnie… we’ll get her new clothes. Why?]

 

Jessica wants to punch herself for forgetting it. This tan guy hasn't yet confessing. Why would she assume that he had already moved on? That’s totally unrealistic.

 

“Oh right, before I forgot too. I’ll be seeing Yunho Oppa today. We’ll tour around a park.”

 

[A date? Yah! I’ve told you to reject him, right?]