Ey! Guys!

I'm back!!! lol.

Oh, sorry if it took a while? and I apologize that I couldn't yet publish the next story. I'm still drafting it. Yes, it's going to be YOLO. keke ^^

Yet, for now, let me share another story.

This is only 5 shots. ^^

Thankies for reading my stories. hehe.

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Yoona opened her eyes tiredly, as the sun greets her way.

But to whom it may, her concern, she regretted why she needs to open her damn eyes. Why does she choose to wake up, while all could she feel is the heartaches she had last night.

She hated it.

But She hated herself more.

"What have I done?" mumbles her, as her eyes were hinting for tears. She didn't hold herself and let the tears stream down her cheeks. Her right hand was placed on top of her chest, holding it firmly. 

She could barely hold it even, feeling that heaviness of her heart. 

"Seo Joohyun... Seo Joohyun... Seo Joohyun... " She keeps on calling for her bitterly, as if that girl will walk into her room. But it only made her scream. "SEO JOOHYUN!!!!" She sobs afterwards, dropping back her body to the bed. 

Her eyes that were still fresh from the cries she made last night is miraculously still creating a lot of tears. For how long she had cried? She doesn't count. All could think remember right now is that last night, she broke up with her girlfriend.

She wished, she could turn back the time. 

But past is past.

Yoona certainly knows it was too late. 

Was it a good decision, though?

Tilting her head to the right side, all she could imagine is her, Seo Joohyun. Her girlfriend that use to lie beside her, wearing such sweet and gorgeous smile. But that image of her would never appear in reality.

How could she?

She broke up with her.

Slowly, Yoona allowed her eyes closed. She grabbed the pillow next to her and buried her face to that one thing she ever could still smell her. The beat of her heart is too slow. It's too slow that in very moment, it will stop.

However, it is still beating. 

"...sweetie... I'm sorry... if I broke your heart. I'm sorry. I'm sorry..." mumbles her, against the pillows. Her hand tightly grips  on the pillow as she scream all her heart aches. 

Moving on?

Perhaps, she can do that.

She needed to.

Even thought it's going to be hard.

5 years and 5 months.

She can do that, right?

Even though she had plan to propose that night.

She can move on.

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5 months later...

One brunette is in her seat, busy flipping her magazine from page to page, while at the same time, she would reach for her cup of tea and sip on the content. Once her eyes got interested to a certain article, she would stop and read about it. She did it for a while, until she felt the dumpness in her hand and she decided to put the magazine on top of the table.

A big yawn instantly escaped as she  also stretches her two arms from left to right. Right then, she immediately grabbed the magazine back to her hands when it flipped and an unexpected girl appeared on one page.

"Joohyun." She can't be wrong. It's Seo Joohyun she broke up with 5 months ago. And for some unknown reason, her heart doubles its pace. Her eyes couldn't stare away from that one gorgeous pic of her. It's only her pic, but she's still that fool to even let go of that feeling of being in love.

Biting her lip, she whispers, "Oh Gosh. Still so pretty." whispers her.

She thought she has moved on, but no. It's only 5 months had passed without seeing her, nor contacting her. 

Yet, seeing her photo only made her remember that night.

"Sometimes I wish, I had never met you."

The worse, she still can remember that last word she left for her, before she made a decision of breaking up with her. Yoona throw the magazine on top of the table once again, as then, she massages her temples and close her eyes. Yet, it only makes her more remember that event. All that happened from their 5 years flashes back in her closing eyes. 

That moment on, she let a single tear stream down her cheeks. That was supported by more of it.

She hated herself more.

She promised not to cry anymore, but then here she is, letting it drop. Letting it feel like she is weak. 

"What the hell..." She muttered bitterly. Her heartaches, is giving her another reason to squeeze her chest. 

"Tch, Yoong, why are you here... again?"

Yoona gradually opened her eyes, only to sigh and rolled her eyes. She wiped her tears eventually, as then, she reaches for the magazine and keep her eyes busy staring at the girl in the magazine. She didn't answer the new companion, instead, she read the article that was related about the girl.

"Tch, have you even thought of seeing yourself in the mirror?" Her guest asked, softly. Yet, her voice