Girl on TV: Episode 15 [Finale]
YoonHyun's Story
errors are everywhere, so I excuse ><
not good at writing so I excuse as well with the grammars.
and for such a long chapter. sigh
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Episode 15: That Girl On TV
(Wish Come True)
2.2
"Yah! There are more things here! Hurry up!!!"
A girl stood up, hearing the loudest voice she has ever could imagine. She walked into the corner of the room first, opening the window glass.
Slightly wincing at the sun that hits her face, she had her hand over her eyes to cover the sun rays almost immediately.
"Good Morning Sunshine." She smile trying to see the sun with her covering hand.
"Damn it! Yah! What are you still doing there?!" As much as she wanted to enjoy the sun, she couldn't as she needed to bring all the things inside the studio. She quickly left the studio, running off in a fast pace.
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"Tsk... tsk, what are you doing again inside? Dreaming?"
She just giggle at her friend's question, not bothering her, instead bring the last two boxes she miss to bring inside. Her friends follows her behind as she bring them in one carry.
"Him. Yoona." her friend remarked, proud to see her friend being the strongest girl in their town.
"What's your next schedule after this?" asked the girl she named 'Him Yoona' upon reaching the living room of the studio.
"Hmm... Going out with... you know... " giggling to say, her friend sat by her side in the sofa. She was there sitting, bringing the things inside the box one by one.
"You will not bother, right?"
The doe-eyed shake her head. She turned to her with a smile. "Why would I?" then she resumes on bringing the last item out, placing it in the coffee table.
"Whoa. You still have it?" her friend exclaim, couldn't say much with the last item she brought out.
The doe-eyed picked up the item, trying to see if she can still open it. With a click to cue, it lightens and it brings her smile. It brings her memories to be hold.
"It's been a long time, isn't it?"
"Yeah~ it has been 7 months had...past..." she huskily utter, browsing the photos that was inside. She smiled, she remenisce.
. One or two picture has it's own story to say.
We created it according to what life is.
We created it, according to what our heart says...
And,
I must say, hers is the most memorable.
Love.
One word.
A lot of emotions.
But I only have one emotion,
Heartaches.
Breaking two hearts in one night, in one shot.
The biggest mistake I ever had done.
I wasn't warned to think.
But I did. I was stupid~
Flashback...
"Umm... Yoona, I love YOU." For the first time in her life, Seohyun was being brave at the moment. She wanted to run away, but her two legs was stuck. She couldn't. Especially that Yoona was staring at her. She was staring so pitifully in her, at least for her.
"Yoona... " then there's the blonde, holding her still in her side. She smiled at her bitterly, not knowing if it will lessens her embarrassement towards her specifically. She just confessed in front of Yoona's girlfriend, how embarrassing.
The doe-eyed looked down instead, earning her with a sigh.
"I'm sorry~" she utters not long after, bringing herself back as she tried to move her legs.
"Where are you going?" She stopped at Jessica's question and eyes on her. But later did she shake her head, tears falling from her eyes when she decided to left the room peacefully without hearing from anything in Yoona's side anymore.
Jessica, who watches her leave turned her attention to Yoona. She was biweldered. She wasn't sure what was happening either now with herself. Knowing her feelings for her. Knowing her girlfriend's feelings towards somebody else, it hurts her. It gives her a confused mind. And It gives her headaches in what to do.
She who was holding her stillcouldn't say much. She was blank and could only hold Yoona's hand tightly.
She loves Yoona. But... the feeling was odd. It makes her want to explode. Loving someone she didn't expect doesn't love her has never came to her mind. Did Yoona love her in the first place? when she accept her love? She doesn't know. It knocks her somehow that it was her who asked her to be her lover. To be her girlfriend to be exact, hasn't realize that Yoona sometimes can be this kind.
Slowly, she brought her hand to her chin, so that she can see how bitter her girlfriend was.
"Yoona... you... sure... you love me, when you accept my love? Because I swear! I'm confused with your real heart!" Jessica shouted right in Yoona's face. The latter didn't answer, staring at her with tears in her eyes. Yoona refuse to, knewing how bad she was at the moment, for hurting both two girls. She was stupid. She didn't see it coming. But it was done. It was purely done. Regrets~ she is currently feeling.
"Yoona... please!!!" she whines, shaking Yoona's entire body using her arms.
Yoona sobs finally, dropping in the floor. "I told you earlier! I told you earlier Jess! I'm so sorry! I hurt you bad... I'm so sorry... Seohyun-ssi... "
"You... you did... this... without your... right... mind?" Jessica huskily utter, trying to control her emotions.
"I'm sorry~ I'm so sorry~" Yoona repeatedly answered, bring her palms to her face as she cried harder with her mistake.
Jessica's eyes are over flowing with tears. She sniffles and couldn't help but stomp her feet out of frustrations. Out from her heartaches, she almost want to kick Yoona. She was urging to hit her so bad. She wanted to explode right next to her, so she scream her pain. She shouted her disappointments to Yoona. She was heart broken. Totally damage.
"Thanks... Yoona... thanks for this broken heart." said her, clenching too tight until she has no choice and hit Yoona's arm through her fist. Though not that hard, it gives an impact to Yoona. She dropped, lying in the floor helplessly.
"I'm so sorry... " Yoona said for the last time.
Jessica on the other hand has no choice but to leave her alone.
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The next day, Yoona opened her eyes still in her studio. She was weak when she get up in dificulites. It feel so heavy. Her head is throbbing as she slowly approaches the sofa and sat there with half eyes.
Miraculously, her laptop was still on. No one dared to come inside. It brings her a bitter smile when her monitor was showing a picture of her and Jessica. Then a next slide came to give her much bitter--in her heart. It was her. Her dream to be with. Miss Seo Joohyun that was smiling so sweetly in the camera, makes her heart aches even more.
Stupid. She mutter, referring to herself.
Closing her eyes, a new bunch of tears drops from her eyes. She couldn't stopped it even. She just let it until she was full with it, ending her up in a deep slumber once again.
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Jessica's Dorm
Jessica was with Yuri in her balcony, crying. Not like she was over that quick with how broken she was. She's that too sensitive when it comes to pain. She remembers, she almost died of crying because of her father leaving her mother, if it wasn't for her friends help, she's not standing with them right now.
"Jess, have this." Yuri offered her with a cup of tea which she accepted right away.
"Yuri, please tell me if I was still pretty?" Jessica bitterly asked, holding to her mug tremlbing.
Yuri giggles at the question though a sad question. "You're still. You're the most beautiful in the world, even if you cry."
"Really?" Jessica sobs harder, being the weakest. "I don't thinkI am."
Yuri didn't say much, pulled Jessica for a tight embrace. Comforting her is the best she can do. Yes she knows the story, but she couldn't bring to hurt and hate Yoona. The latter has her own reasons, and she understands and respect it well.
"Yuri, why? Why did Yoona do this to us? I really couldn't understand... but I hate this! why am I like this? I couldn't hurt her much. I couldn't really hate her." Jessica mumbles, holding into the girl with all her might.
Yuri just continue to comfort the blonde, tearing up as well. "I'm sorry to hear it. I'm sorry in behalf of Yoona as well."
"I think I'm going insane now!" Jessica added.
"Shshshs.... don't talk anymore. Just hold on there and cry. I know you need to let that out." Yuri whisper, bring Jessica's body into a tight embrace. Jessica was helpless, sobbing harder and harder in Yuri's neck. If in case, she really badly wanted Yuri to stay by her side, until she calms down.
Ring~~~
As the ringing sound echos in Yuri's ears, she didn't let go of the crying girl, pulling her phone out from her pocket and then answered the call right away.
"Yes?"
[She's with you?] Yoona's voice is so low, has no life.
"Yoona... Uh... she is... with me" Yuri whispers, careful to be heard from the blonde who was still crying in her arms.
[I see... please take care of her.]
"Don't worry. I am. What about you? are you Okay?" Yuri was worried as always for her friends.
[I am. I just need some sleep and knocking of my head. Do you think, Jessica will forgive me?]
"Well, you are so lucky. She didn't hate you that much. But she was hurt that bad. She only needs some time first Yoona. Don't show yourself until she was ready." Yuri advised, still whispering.
[I know. Thanks Yuri.]
"Then what about Seohyun? Are you going to see her? She was hurt that bad Yoona. You should talk to her too." Yuri was also concern of the other girl her friend hurt.
[I'll see if I'll be allowed.]
"Yes?"
[I'm actually in front of her company right now. I'm afraid she'll just kick me out.]
"You think so?"
[Yeah~ I hope she'll forgive me.]
"Damn. Then what if she's really that mad?"
[I don't care. I badly need her forgiveness before she could fly to America.]
"Aigoo, compare to Jess, she's the hardest to be please. Isn't she?"
[Yes she is. Especially that she lives in a wealthy family. I don't know their character that well. Not to mention, she's a celebrity. A lot of people will surely be noticing her if she comes out to the public.]
"You're right. Anyway, need to hung up now. Good luck buddy."
[Good luck? wish me luck.]
"Okay... " ending the call, Yuri turned to a girl in her arms by her shoulders. Just as she did, she found the blonde sleeping in her arms already. She smiled having seen her pout and her breathing hitting her neck.
"How adorable~" Yuri smiled, slowly carried the girl in a bridal style as she went back to her room, placing her gently in her mattress.
"Sleep well little princess. I'll be here in your side." Yuri whispers, placing a gentle kiss in her forehead before she pulled her comforter under her chin. She then reaches for a seat and watches her sleep just by her side.
"How lucky Yoona is to have your heart, hmm?" Yuri giggles, realizing her heart too.
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She hasn’t gone back. Just comeback later this afternoon.
Yoona failed. She sighed inside her car, having another headache.
“Tch, that means… she’s at home.” She mutters, yawning in process. She’s been too sleepy for the entire morning. She only slept earlier for about 2 hours because of her headaches. And when she realizes she hurt two girls last night, she didn’t think twice and move her legs- To ask for forgiveness is her mission.
Lucky that Yuri was with Jessica, she couldn’t worry that much. Her concerns were more than for her heart now. Knowing the younger has no friends besides some few busy celebrities, she doubts she has someone by her side at the moment.
Her mission, not just to apologize but to company the younger for the last time. Her heart, she wanted to relax it first. She wanted to give them time to heal first before she could follow what’s been in her heart. As they always says, Love Takes Times. And she’s going to follow that.
If ever, just maybe, they’re still destined, she wouldn’t mind to grab it.
Turning the engine on, she drives off on the way to her heart—To Her real heart.
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Pulling over a mansion, Yoona smiled a little to herself, because she remembers back then, she use to drop letters with a photo in her mail box. Will she do it now?
But it’s better if it’s personally.
So she shrugs the idea and step out from her car, viewing the big mansion of Seo Residence, standing so tall in her front.
“I hope she’s here.” Bracing herself, she stretches her right arm, pressing the door bell. It rings instantly, in which she had a smile a little. But she was nervous out of a sudden, knowing how bad she was for her.
Not long after, she saw a girl emerge from the entrance door. She bows in response as the maid she assumes opens the gate.
“Who are you looking for?”
“Umm, I want to ask… if… Miss Seo Joohyun… is here?”
“Name?”
Yoona was taken aback. The way the girl was staring at her as if she has debt. How bad to look a guest like that. Yoona thought.
“Yah! Are you listening?”
“oh yeah I’m sorry.” Yoona quickly just pulled her id out, showing it to the maid.
“Hmm… a student photographer? Are you by chance… the girl my boss is involve into a scandal?” Hyomin teases, wiggling her eyebrows.
“Eh? Uh… yeah~” Yoona scratch the back of her neck, awkward at the question.
“Wow! So finally I met you. You look so much better in those newspapers than personally right now. Tsk,tsk... Come inside!” Yoona could simply comply, staring in disbelieve to the maid as she walk inside the Seo Mansion.
“You know what, you are really so lucky. Miss Seo has been crying because of you.”
“What’s so lucky about that?” Yoona felt sad hearing it from the maid.
Hyomin grins instead, leading her to the living room.
Yoona’s jaw drop to see how big the living room was. There was a big photo of the younger in the wall. A big picture of three people and another pictures of Seohyun with a trophy. More like, the wall has been created for her achievements as a new actress and singer.
She was proud out of a sudden, wandering it around.
“Yah! Close your mouth.” Hyomin giggles, standing in her side. Yoona just smile awkwardly, scratching her back of her neck once again as she slowly sat in a couch. After the incident last night, it was miracle that she can still smile just by staring of Seohyun’s family pictures and solo photos. Surely, she has a high effect on the girl.
“So what do you want me to place in the coffee table? Ice tea? Tea without ice? Or just a tea powder?” Hyomin randomly asked, giggling.
“Hehe… you’re not funny.” Yoona grins.
“Umm, serious. So what?”
“Just ice tea. And… bring your boss here.” Yoona playfully glared at the maid, as if telling her to shut up in any minute.
“She’ll be here in a while. Don’t worry dude.” Hyomin smack Yoona’s head just before she could run to the kitchen. Yoona was amuse, simply could chuckle at the girl’s antics.
For about a minute, she was there in the living room, wandering her eyes. Just amaze how the living room is just too big than her own bedroom. The furnitures are even that amazing.
“The interior designer is really professional.” Said to her self while she keeps on praising the entire living room. It was in a modern style she has been dreaming to have too. It look so fresh in a blue and white paint.
And as she praise it yet again, she heard footsteps. She looked up just to see the younger in the stairs, staring down at her in her bathrobe. Yoona quickly stood up and bows to her.
“Hyomin-ah! Where are you?” instead of a word from her, the younger shouted to call for her maid. She climbs down anyway, walk to her living room with her eyes not leaving Yoona’s. The latter nervously gulped at her smile, which she smiles in response. Another nervous smile perhaps.
“What are you doing here?” asked Seohyun so cold.
“Yes, Miss Seo?” Just before Yoona could answer, Hyomin showed herself right away.
“Give me some ice tea.”
“Right away Miss.”
Yoona watches as Hyomin went back right away to the kitchen, then eyes back to the younger’s. She smiled again, couldn’t say something.
“I’m asking you… Yoona.”
Again, Yoona shivers at the cold words. Her tone of the voice just means she’s really mad—she was badly hurt. Heads up, she opens to speak, “I’m sorry. I know hurt you bad.” Then she bows.
Much to her surprise, the younger chuckles sarcastically. “Why would you? Have you done something wrong? Or... sin?”
“Yes?” Yoona looked up, frowning. “Are-“
“Let’s sit first. It’s tiring to just stand here.” Seohyun giggles, sitting in the sofa. She cross her legs and leaned her back against the couch, as the doe-eyed sat across her.
“Umm, about what happened last night… I’m really... so... sorry Seohyun-ssi... it's not my intention to-” Yoona once again utter, showing another bow.
“Yoona… do you think that’s easy?” Seohyun added in a question right away, got Yoona taken aback. She looked up, blinking for a few times.
Seohyun looked away, to the window nearby inside she is staring.
“I did not cry anymore for the entire night, but rather, I drank myself to get rid about it. But it seems, I couldn’t. Yoona, do you know how much pain you got me? It cost a billion aches. I couldn’t much just to say something because I was afraid I might hurt Miss Jessica Jung too. I don't know her much. I don't know your girlfriend... " Seohyun paused, stared back to Yoona's side once again.
"Now tell me, is it your joy to hurt someone this bad? Because I do think you have so much good time last night—watching two girls fighting over your love.” Seohyun simply could utter such mean words to the girl that almost killed her from the heartaches.
Yoona sighed, feeling the latter's bitterness. It hurts her, watching her like that. Despising her from what she did. It was indeed the biggest mistake she has done. She gritted, wanted to explain herself. “Y-You don’t understand. I thought… “
“I badly need to understand.” Seohyun puffs an annoyance hair.
Yoona clenches, staring intently to Seohyun. She was holding to herself, trying to be the strong girl she is. She can totally understand her attitude at the moment, just really gives her ideas how she badly hurt her.
"Hmm? Yoona-ssi?" Seohyun uncross her legs, leaned forward to Yoona's face and blow an air to her eyes. Yoona blinked stared away from her.
When the older didn't barge at her close proximate, Seohyun sighed, pulled over to go back to her seat.
Yoona took a dep exhale, staring at the younger once again. “... I-I was wrong when I decided to accept Jessica’s love." She started in a clear voice. "It was such a mistake for me to decide... on keeping my real feelings, to someone as popular as me... I was stupid. I admit to think so narrow. I keep myself down than to see my heart. You’re a celebrity, and I’m just nothing. Can you blame me?”
“Who told you to think like that? It was only me who have the say...
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