Did you miss the number one seomate of 'Girl on TV'?

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keke...

..::Happy Birthday::..

By: Unknown

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Deeply?

"Loving someone deeply?" said a girl. Her eyebrows had a little rise when she had read the quote. It's in the book. She doesn't remember when or where did she bought with it. More importantly, how did it end up in her luggage.

"Did Director Jo put this inside?" she doubt so. That man doesn't have collections of book either. How could it be?

Wandering around the place, she noticed nothing isn't a stranger for her. All of them are even unaware that she's at the airport. 

Thus, she shrugs the thought, placing back the book inside her luggage. She smiles briefly when her eyes caught a box wrapped into a birthday paper. She would probably be crazy again if she ever remembers what's inside.

Giving it a pat, she closes her luggage, straightened herself and scan around again the Airport.

"Where's Oppa?" She comes her impatience. The manager she had been waiting hasn't come back from his rest room excuse, quite pissing her off. But she couldn't complain anyhow. She can't go back to the place where it 'started' if her manager won't be joining her. Not to mention, her plane ticket is in her manager. The least she can do is walk to an empty bench and have a rest for a while.

"I'll be really late." she whines a little, pouting. Again, her eyes can't be stopped from wandering. Just hopeful that in no time, her manager would finally reveal himself. 

Sigh.

"It's been 5 minutes." she mumbles, brushing her hair through her finger. She also adjusted her sunglasses, making sure that she can't be recognized.

Nonetheless, her departure isn't announced publicly. It's only her and her staffs in Los Angeles knew where she is heading.

Deciding to have some music on, she took her phone out inside her pocket. A song came to echo her ears, called 'Dream Big'. One of the songs she has been listening while she lives alone in a foreign country. Perhaps, she would've been lucky if she had stay in her parent's care. But as her life is becoming public, so she couldn't risk the people that care for her. She made a decision--living alone, away from her family.

But if you don't dream big what's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more

The song says, keeping her smile as it also gives her courage with what she is now. She would also sing along. It would also give her a little movement on her head, as it's quite a pop rock song.

So reach out for something more...

The song had ended, after its 3 minutes. She scrolls again for another song, just to give her company. However, as she came to the next song, a genuine smile appeared across her face.

"1 year. It has been a year. I miss her." she mutters, pressing play of the song called 'A Thousand Years'.

The song started, and she couldn't help but to reminisce that day. That day when her lover came to her promise.

Flashback....

It's the Premier night of her first ever International Film. Many movie goers went to witness the red carpet from every celebrities. Not just the fans, media from all over the world came to witness the primiere night. Especially the medias from S.Korea, where the main actress of the said movie has debuted the film as her first ever film.

It was chaos. Exactly as what you can see in every Hollywood film.

Flashes of lights from different cameras can be seen. Faintly giving it more hype to the place.

The shouts and scream from fans can't even be stopped, as celebrities came to walk in the red carpet one by one. 

She could totally feel the hype outside. It's faintly giving her music, while she waits for her turn. She's in her limousine, holding onto her two palms with her smile can't be painted. It's beyond happiness, she's experiencing. Being an actress has given her so much of joy. One of these days, she wishes, an award would be following.

In a short moment, it's finally her turn. The door slowly opens in her eyes, as her legs were like a magnet to follow them outside. At that moment on, she had stood in front of the crowd, smiling happily to every camera that greeted her. Waving her and there, she started to walk on the red carpet, with her white gown that could most probably cost a million dollars.

Shortly, she's already at the middle, still waving and friendly greeting every Korean media, as well as the fans in the side. She keeps it until she had reached the bottom, she didn't notice herself, stepping into her own gown.

She fell into the ground, but as she thought she could feel the ground, one body came to save her night. She opened her eyes on top of someone's body, just to see two doe-eyes underneath her. One, two or three seconds, her lips and her heart slowly smile to the person beneath.

Yes, she does recognize her.

"You Okay?" Asked the girl underneath, concerned. But She couldn't respond,  quite not believing her eyes. But her heart tells otherwise. 

"Yoo-" before she could call for her, She was gently pushed back by the girl. She hastily did so, pulling herself up as the girl made her stand up. Without even noticed, the girl came to check her gown, and so as her toe, and then to her face.

She got speechless to see her face to face.

"It seems you are Okay. Um, you should continue." whispers the girl after she had checked on, and left with something in her hand. It snaps back to her in reality that she's in her own premier night. She composes herself and just smile at what had happened. 

***

...:::Picture Perfect:::....

Inside the theater, she could barely anticipate herself in the big screen. Yes, not to anticipate from fan's reaction towards her movie, instead, to a girl that hands her a note, saying;

After the movie ends, I'll see you at the cafe outside. I've got something to tell you.

It's her, the reason why she had her smiles all over her face. The girl made her promise from going to her premier, but surprise her is that, she didn't take the ticket that she had sent for her. Her right side is empty, quite really gives her disappointments. But that doesn't matter at all, as long as she made it to the premier, she would buy a thousand of beers for celebration for her appearance.

Something that she had been wishing for, now, it came as reality.

"Excuse me." She snapped back from reality when a hand poked behind her. She turned around, only to be handled by a popcorn.

"Miss Seo, a girl fan handed it for you out there." It was her assistant though, sending a grin on her. She followed her assistant's hand, again to be surprised by a wave from the same girl that saves her.

She almost wanted to wave back as well, but she refuses and turned her attention back to the popcorn. Instead, she raises it up while she's back facing her.

She must be the happiest girl today.

***

...:::Picture Perfect:::....

However, the moment the event ended, she didn't expect to see herself in a ballroom for a celebration for the success of her own movie. She was surrounded by her co-actors and the movie staffs, chatting along with so many things to talk to. Some fans and some media were also allowed. They're in an outdoor place where people can really see them.

She is indeed with them, but her eyes would wander from somewhere from time to time. She can see blinded by the lights from cameras around, which gives her much hope. Come on, where are you?

"Miss Seo? hey, are you listening?" She bows for an excuse instead and made her way to the fans and media sites.

"Miss Seo!!! here!!! Face here!!!" Bodyguards were almost so fast to cover her up when she was about to stab herself out from the place. 

But she couldn't be stop upon moving forward, head is high as she searches for that girl. The more she moves, the more the fans would scream.

"Where is she?!!!" To the fan's surprise, she suddenly whines so loudly, and even stomping her feet in frustrations. All got silent and wonders why she had acted like that.