Anxiety

Pulling over the car in her apartment's building, on its car park, she unbuckle her seat belt, and so as the other girl next to her. 

"Just a quick shower, Okay? And then you can leave." Seohyun request firmly.

"It's like you don't want me here, after all."

"Who actually like you here?" Seohyun mock playfully.

Yoona dramatically pouted and sulk, earning a rolling of eyes from the younger one.

"Fine. I'm just kidding." Seohyun sigh in defeat. She step out from the car and Yoona followed right after. But before the doe-eyed can actually stand next to her. "Hey, hold up. Five steps away from me."

"Eh?"

Seohyun get closer to Yoona and took 5 steps side-wards away from her. "Like that. Our distance should be always like this." she said, suggestively. 

Yoona chuckles. "Are you intentionally doing this because I smell so unpleasant? or-"

"No! Not at all. But... just... can you follow?!"

"Fine. Like I have something to argue." Yoona snickered silently and then walk forward with Seohyun - heading to the elevator. Once they're in, they're both in the corner of the lift, oppositely. "Gosh. I didn't know someone could think so stupidly like this."

"It's fun." Seohyun giggles, pulling out her phone from her pocket and busy herself - falsely. Yoona glance at her and giggle, knowing that it's just some excuse.

But then again, Yoona is also a type of a person that needs to speak so there's no time will be waste. But to her dismay, the elevator door opens right away, before she could think of anything to start a conversation with her. In that moment as well, Seohyun immediately exited. What else she can do? Following is the best way to do. 

"Um, can you wait for a while before climbing upstairs?" Seohyun immediately ask Yoona as soon as they arrive inside her apartment.

"Why?"

"I just need to check on something. You get whatever was in the refrigerator while I fix things first. Hmm?" 

"Yeah sure. No problem." Yoona just shrug and proceeds to the kitchen, where she also put the grocery items down to the kitchen table.

 Whilst, Seohyun climb upstairs, almost tripping on her way because of her panic. Once she was in her room, she didn't wasted time and grab all her picture frames in the night stand, her certificates hanging in a board, including the graduation certificates. She all hide the stuffs underneath her bed. 

That was a good one.

"I know." Seohyun snickered, as she fix her uniform in front of the mirror. Seeing herself there makes her once again pout, sadly. Because she knows, because of her uniform, she was able to hide her real identity, and that makes her a bad person. Yet, thinking about how she truly loves Yoona, makes it a little better for her part. It's just too unfortunate that because of her job, she got to meet and fall in love with a girl who has another girl. Too complicated. But what is there for her to complain? It's already there.

Fixing a little on her bangs, she took a deep breath before she went out and find Yoona drinking a water instead of something she expect. 

"I thought you would picked that juice I put there."

"It's Okay with water. So what? Am I allowed to go upstairs?" Yoona ask, gently put her phone back to her pocket while the glass of water on the kitchen table.

"Yeah. I'm sorry for making you wait." said Seohyun, as she gestured Yoona to go upstairs. Before Yoona could even step forward, she immediately distance herself. 

"You know you don't have to do that." The doe-eyed girl giggle at her silliness.

"Just making sure." said Seohyun, as she followed Yoona on the way to her room - still can't help and cover her nose with her hand, due to the stench smell on the latter. 

Shortly, they entered the room - Yoona smiled at how clean was it.

"Now I understand why you didn't let me in, first." Yoona grinned.

Seohyun awkwardly smile. She just headed to the closet and handed Yoona the bathrobe. "Just make it quick. Your smell would probably stick in my room."

"Isn't that great?"

"NO NOT!" Seohyun yelled.

Yoona laugh. "Relax. I was just playing." as then, she got the bathrobe and the towel Seohyun handed late. "But It'll be my pleasure to have a shower here."

"You will go inside or not?"

Yoona pinch Seohyun's cheeks before she finally headed to the shower. Seohyun can't help and sigh, as she rolled her eyes at the same time, out of annoyance. Ever since the day began, the doe-eyed girl has been annoying her. It's not good idea even that she allowed her tonight to have shower, but what on earth did she just got herself? 

"Aish! I hope she stop being such a... aigoo." Seohyun hissed, as she stomp her feet on her way to her bed and sat on the edge of it with a little bounce. Sighing, she also puff her cheeks and pouted. "What am I doing though? I shouldn't have let this happen. But damn, it was also my fault that she save me. Ugh, how old am I really?" she literally smack her head, scolding herself. Glancing to the bathroom door, she smiled, somehow grateful that her teacher save her from that angry mother. She jump off from the bed and walked to her closet. Making a glance to the shower again, she confirmed that Yoona is already showering, base from the sound of water she can hear outside. She took that as a chance as she proceeds on opening her closet and rummage through her shirts. She get a white plain shirt and proceeds on changing her top. She also got a jogging pants and change into it. Satisfied, she went to her dressing table and decided to tie her hair up. While she's doing it, she suddenly heard Yoona call for her name.

"Wae?"

"My clothes~"

Without minding at all, she finished tying her head up and then turned to her cupboard. The same jeans and shirt she wore this morning, she headed to the shower and knock on it.

"By the way, my clothes. I suddenly realize you have it. When are you going to return it?" Seohyun ask.

Yoona who was clad into her bathrobe and hair is covered with a towel, slowly opened the door, just to see Seohyun handing her clothes already. "Am I not allowed to go out first? I was thinking It's best if-"

"You ask for a this first, right? Then go change now. BUT inside the bathroom!" Seohyun interrupted - firmly requesting Yoona. Her cheeks just automatically turned red, looking into a fresh looking girl before her. The way the smell from her just make its way to her nostril made it even worse. 

Yoona sighed, taking the clothes anyway. But before she shut the door again, she suddenly leaned forward and kissed Seohyun's cheeks. "Don't peek at me." and , before shutting the door.

Seohyun stood in her spot, freezing - for about a minute, before she snap back to her own stances and quickly run to her bed. She cup her cheeks in both palms while she wearily shook her her head. She can't help but heaved a sigh, dropping her back on her mattress. She couldn't deny it - even though she hate her so much, that love she felt for the girl is still the same. She must be really stupid now but hopefully it would stop after her job. Speaking of job, President Kwon's task for her last story cross her mind - never failed to make a pout in her face.

Shortly, Yoona went out from the bathroom, wearing the clothes Seohyun wore in the morning. She's grinning from ear to ear when she saw Seohyun on the bed, looking up to the ceiling without noticing her. She took this chance and slowly approach her on the bed. The latter slightly widened her eyes upon seeing her already standing before her. 

"What are you thinking?" ask Yoona.

Seohyun abruptly sat up. "N-Nothing. Just stuffs."

"Okay." Yoona crossed her arms near her chest. "I thought you are thinking about me."

"What?!" Seohyun scoffed. "You're just too full of yourself." she got up and was about to walk away when Yoona suddenly grab her by her waist, making her stiff and eyes just literally widened again. "What are you doing?"

"Shshsh... calm down. Just wanna do this before I leave." said Yoona, as she pulled the younger girl closer - and hug her comfortably. She can fee Seohyun's trembling body, which give her thoughts that she never liked it or even her in her apartment. She knows she was hurting, and so was her. Comfort - she wants to give it to her. At least by doing it, it will lessen her hate to her. Seohyun struggle to let go. But she that didn't stop her. Instead, it gives her more courage and continue hugging the young brunette. Consequently, rubbing her  back, as she brush her cheeks against hers. "I'll be denying if I say I didn't feel it - you're hurting... and I want to say sorry again... " whispered her, closing her eyes, while she inhaled the girl's familiar scent. "Please give me a permission to do this for you. I myself didn't like what happen. But I thought it seemed to be a way for me to realize that keeping my real status is never a good decision. I regretted it... truly. I may sound stupid and a cheater now, but... this is truly what I feel."

Seohyun felt that urge to give in, and without her knowledge, she melted. Her eyes slowly close as she savor that moment of how close she is with Yoona, and how did those warm embrace is comforting her entire soul and heart. She unconsciously initiated a gentle kiss to Yoona's cheeks before wrapping her arms in the latter's neck. Instead of crying over Yoona having a girlfriend, she is crying because of her lies... ever since the beginning.

Yoona smiled at the sobbing girl in her arms, as she obliviously just continue holding and rubbing her back. She couldn't help but also shed tears, as at the back of her head, she's scolding her own for hurting the innocent girl.

After a while, Seohyun's heavy eyelids ended up for drowsiness. She squeeze Yoona briefly before she fall asleep - head resting in the doe-eyed girl's shoulders.

As time passes, Yoona slightly turned to the side, sensing that heaviness in her shoulders. She silently giggle after finding out that the crying girl fell into a deep slumber. She sighed and lifted her up slowly moving to the bed. Gently, she lowered herself. Then she cautiously put her hand on Seohyun's head, as she slowly and gently bring her down to the bed. She needed to lift her legs up, gently, so she could brought the covers up and rested it on the latter's chest.

Satisfied, she sat down next to her. 

"Earlier... You pull me... close... and hold me tight... I feel your love and... it feels so right." she whispered, gently caressing the sleeping girl's cheeks. Mesmerize by the sleeping beauty under her, Yoona urge to lowered herself and gently brush her lips on top of the young girl's forehead. Suddenly, she heard the door bell rang, making her pulled back and wondered who could it be. But she stand up and went out anyway.

She opened the door and saw a girl carrying a kitten. It's Yoongie.

"Oh... good evening. Is my friend inside?"

"And You are?" Yoona curiously ask.

"Excuse me? I haven't... seen you at all. Should you be the one, introducing yourself first?" The girl said, turning back the question to a stranger in front of her.

Yoona smiled at the girl's frank. "Okay. It's Im Yoona, Seohyun's teacher."

"Oh, so it's you! That teacher Im She's talking about. It's Soyu, her best friend." The introduce herself enthusiastically. She held her hand out for a shake hand, whilst, not leaving her eyes to the doe-eyed girl.

Yoona awkwardly took the girl's hand as she blush as well. "Nice to meet you, then. Um, so she's been talking about me to you?" yet, can't help and be curious.

"Yep. She always does. Including this kitten." Soyu brightly said. "She said it's you who gave this to you. Aww, you look so cool. No wonder she likes you."

"Ne?"

Soyu quickly covered after realizing her words. "I'm sorry, it should have been a secret." she mumble underneath her palms.

"That girl." Yoona giggle. "It's Okay. I knew it all along."

"Chincha?"

"Yeah~ but... " Yoona pause and get the kitten in the younger girl's arms. "Seohyun is sleeping now. And I bet you are only here for Yoongie?"

"Ah... yes. But-"

Yoona shut the door before the other girl could further her questions in regards to her and Seohyun. She lock it back and didn't mind the call outside anymore, as she decided to climb back upstairs, with Yoongie sleeping in her arms, just like the owner.

Finding Seohyun still sleeping on her bed, she took this chance and place the kitten next to her as well. She then give the kitten some rubbing on its head before she gently went up to place another chaste kiss in Seohyun's cheeks. 

She had this contented and sweet smile all over her face, staring at the young girl. "I'll call early this morning. Sweet dream Hyun." whispered her, as she chaste another kiss. But this time, to Seohyun's lips. She then patted her forehead before she finally went off. Not forgetting on locking the main door before she left the apartment.

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[SONE Times Building]

"The show is over for today~" said Jinwoon after that words Yoona uttered. Then the huge screen before them went black, making all the staffs of the SONE Times, groan in compliance. But other than their protest, they're more than talking about the problem that their friend is currently facing.

"Gosh. Only two episodes left. Seohyun should just ask Yoona to be her girlfriend!"

"Or Yoona should break up with that So eun and be with our friend. It's too obvious that she love Seohyun."

"But it's not gonna be easy. It's difficult to break someone's heart like So eun. You see, two years. They've been together for two years."

"Then our friend came, changing everything in Yoona's heart. I think Yoona really doesn't love that girl."

"Falling out of love, I think that's the term you are talking about."

"Who actually should be blame?"

"Seohyun?"

"No! Yoona!"

"But who else are excited for the prom?"

... silence... 

"I'm excited!!!"

"I'm so going to watch the pro